Girl I Know

Chapter 33

The show went amazing tonight! The guys were energetic as usual, everything went off without a hitch. We were all even on our way to the hotel that we booked. Zacky had a hard time letting go of Icky but he had him sent back to Gena’s house. I was so excited to be staying in a hotel. So much even that I jumped on Jimmy’s back and he ran into the hotel, and we were screaming like madmen.

“Guys don’t get us kicked out before we fucking check in.” Matt said laughing, and Jimmy stopped much to his dismay. I still stayed on his back however.

“Wait who is rooming with who?” I asked and Matt pondered it.

“Well I’m staying with Val, Jimmy, Johnny and Zacky are in a suite, And you Brian and Candy are roomies.” Matt said in a sing song voice.

“You bitch Matt! I’m gonna get you! If you thought your nipples hurt before oh boy will you see!!” I said yelling and pointing. I didn’t want to room with Candy and watch her crawl into bed with Brian. Knowing her she’d try to seduce him right in front of me. Well we will see about this one.

“Val your husband will be seriously injured.” I said while glaring at Matt.

“Sorry but they called it.” He said flinching.

“ I am not talking to you. You are grounded until I deem you aren’t. So I better not hear you fucking Val or else there will be some serious cockblockage young man.” I said pointing and they both protested.

“Like you guys don’t do it enough.” I said rolling my eyes and Matt ruffled and messed up my hair while I attempted to swat him away. We got our card keys after Matt paid and we went up to the elevator while people brought our bags up to our rooms. The elevator ride was not fun because we were all a little too close to each other.

“Dude is that your dick?”

‘Sorry.” Brian said cheekily holding up his dick-pop. HE couldn’t finish it on stage so he saved it for later.

“You still haven’t eaten that thing?” I asked in surprise.

“I’m almost done see! I’m down to the balls.” He said and I sputtered with laughter.

“You idiot!” Matt said smacking him upside the head. When we go to our floor, our bags were already in front of our booked suites. That’s what I called service. Brian swiped the key into our room and the little light thingy turned green. We went inside and there were two king sized beds. My eyes lit up when I saw it. I dragged my suitcase into the room dropped it, and ran towards the bed.

“SCORE!” I yelled jumping on the soft mattress and rubbed my face with the soft sheets.

“Its like you’ve never seen a bed before.” Candy scoffed and I squealed in happiness.

“Tour bunks suck compared to these!” I said energetically.

“Alright calm down there speedy, you need to take a shower and get to bed.” He said and I gave him a dead stare.

“I meant please take a shower and get into bed?” He said and I laughed.

“Nah I'm just messing. I’ll go shower.” I said before I went to rifle through my suitcase to get my pajamas.

“Wait though, I have to try on these clothes Val bought for me today. So Candy you can shower first.” I said feigning seriousness. She looked at me with a careful glare, but I rolled my eyes.

“Bitch, I didn’t do shit to you. Jesus Christ…” I said getting my shopping bags.

“Oh can I see?” Brian asked genuinely, and since my back was turned I smirked deviously.

“Its nothing special, but if you want I’ll show you.” I said turning around and he smirked. I took the bag, and went into the closet to change. I took out the pinkish chemise Val bought me. Even though I tried it on, teasing Brian couldn’t hurt.

“Are you done?” He asked and I was trying to tighten the laces, and the straps. The whole garter thing was a bitch though, but I put it on successfully. I turned in the mirror and undid my ponytail. I fluffed my hair and let my multicolored strands to flow down my back. I smirked to myself, his reaction would be hella funny.

“Yeah I’m coming.” I called out and I danced out of the closet.

“Do you like it?” I asked innocently as I turned slowly. I could feel his eyes running up and down my body. The look on his face was priceless. His eyes widened and they were clouding over with the lust I’ve seen so many times before.

“I-uh….y-you look nice.” He said and I smirked.

“I figured you would like it. Val said it looked cute.” I said.

“Cute isn’t a strong enough adjective.” He said lowly and he took steps towards me. His hands found themselves to my hips. His hands glided along the smooth fabric that adorned my sides, and they travelled south to grab my ass, but I stopped his hands.

“You shouldn’t touch me…” I said quietly and he smirked down. His confidence was coming through.

“But what if I cant help myself…” He said, pulling me even closer to him.

“Well you’re gonna have to get some self control…and fast Brian. You have a girlfriend, and she’s not me anymore.” I said softly, and he swallowed hard.

“I don’t care about her... the way I care about you. Please M.”

“Please M what?” I said back, looking into his glazed eyes.

“Let me take you…” He said breathing down my neck, just so that bumps began to dot my skin.

“Take me where?” I asked again, staring up at him with big curious green eyes.

“To bed.” He smirked and I laughed. My fingers danced along his belt buckles and I slowly undid the loops. I undid the button, and slowly tugged the zipper down. His grip on my hips became a bit tighter. I could hear his soft gasps and moans. Once I got the zipper down I removed my hands from that general area and I cupped his face in my hands. I pressed a sweet kiss on his lips before I turned around and walked back into the closet. I snickered once as I removed the hoe suit. I was only in a bra and underwear as I grabbed the clothes I was going to put on after I showered.

I turned around and walked out of the closet and sat on my bed, waiting for princess to get out of the shower.

“M are you serious? You cant just walk around nearly naked!” Brian exclaimed. He also had a tent in his pants.

“Yes I can. And I’m doing it right now. You are just mad because you aren’t going to get any. And you wont until you ditch her.” I said before going back to my phone and continuing the conversation I had going with Val and Jimmy.

“You are teasing me horribly.” He said glaring at me playfully.

“Well what do you want me to do?”

“Put some clothes on.” He said laughing and I smirked.

“Well no. And this is hard for me too! You are walking around shirtless and in jeans, what am I supposed to do?! And why isn’t your girlfriend done in there?!” I said getting up and banging on the door.

“What the hell are you doing in there?!” I yelled and she let out a grunt.

“I’m taking a bubble bath!”

“What are you four?!” I yelled in there before I slammed the door. She was doing It on purpose…I mean seriously who takes bubble baths by themselves. Its only fun when your being the bubble monster with Jimmy…haha.

“She’s taking a fucking bubble bath…I mean god damn, I need to take a fucking shower.” I said grumpily, I didn’t like being dirty and then going to bed.

“Well It would give us time.” Brian said raising his eyebrows and I giggled.

“Yeah right.” I said continuing to text on my phone. I didn’t notice his presence until his lean fingers wrapped around my phone and put it on the counter. My eyes followed his hands, and then back up his arm to his face. The bed depressed as his weight was added onto it. He had a deep, seductive smirk on his face as he slowly straddled my body.

“Brian…what are you…?” I asked putting my hands on his chest. As much as I wanted to, I couldn’t. It wouldn’t feel right if he cheated on Candy with me in the next room. He grabbed my arms gently and placed them above my head. His head dipped down and caught my lips, before they went and ventured down to my neck. He gently nibbled at bit at the sensitive flesh. My eyes fluttered closed and my mouth parted, tiny breaths escaping as my body kicked into gear.

I squirmed under him, because I didn’t like being dominated so easily, but at the same time it was such a turn on. He bit down on one spot and an audible moan escaped through my lips. I could feel the spot aching, he left a mark. He licked down my body slowly, going down between my breasts and to my navel.

“Brian…please.” I moaned and he released one hand and went down to unbutton his jeans, but I went for it instead. I tugged at his jeans and he kicked them off.

“Brian please what?” He replied, staring down at me with lustful eyes.

“I moaned breathlessly and he smirked. My ears twitched as I heard a sound from the bathroom. It was water rushing down a drain, and the sound of the shower door opening.

“Brian get off me...” I said wriggling free from him, and pushing his chest. He fell back off of me in alarm.

“What you just-“ He said confused.

“Candy’s coming out, and I just wouldn’t feel okay knowing she was right there. I must have lost my judgment…” I said grabbing my phone and reading my texts before I looked back up at him.

“But…”

“No Brian…you cant have both of us. Its all or nothing. I refuse to be your fuck buddy.” I said firmly.

“You know you mean so much more to me than that.”

“Then why do you keep tearing me up like this? You cant keep her and want me so much! Its either you ditch her or you keep her and lose me!” I yelled and he stayed silent. Candy emerged from the bathroom in her pajamas and I walked straight into the bathroom and slammed the door behind me.

I took a long shower. Half the time I just stood under the water thinking. Brian didn’t need to shower since he did right after the show, so I had time. I heard a knock on the door. I rolled my eyes, of course.

“Hey you okay in there M?” He asked peeking his head through the door. I could tell, his voice was louder.

“Yeah I’m fine.” I called out, and I expected him to leave but the door didn’t close.

“Hey M…I’m sorry for that back there. I don’t know what came over me.” He said sincerely and I stopped moving so I could listen to him.

“So you regret it?” I asked and he chuckled lightly.

“No, of course not. But I’m sorry that I hurt and confused you in the process.” He called out and I stayed silent for a while. All that could be heard was the sound of the water hitting the surface of the tub and racing down the drain.

“Okay…” Was all I said before I turned of the pipes with a dull squeak. I grabbed the towel and wrapped it tightly around my body, before I grabbed another and wrapped it around my hair. I dried off and put on my pajamas. I turned off the lights and exited the bathroom. When I came out, I saw the strangest thing. Brian and Candy were in bed, but his back was towards her, and he was looking straight at me.

‘What are you doing?’ I mouthed to him as I got into bed.

‘I’m not hurting you.’ He mouthed back, before he turned off the lights.

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I woke up to loud voices arguing and I instantly recognized them, even from waking up from a dead sleep.

“Shut up Candy!” Brian yelled and she laughed.

“No I wont! You cant just keep lying to me!” She yelled.

“Well it doesn’t give you the right to go through my phone! And when did I lie?”

“Why are you texting this girl named ‘baby girl?’ huh? Who the fuck is that Brian?! Why is she telling you she loves you?! Why does she fucking send you kisses?!” She yelled and my eyes widened, she was crazy.

“She’s my ex.” He said sternly.

“You never said you loved me Brian! I gave you everything! I even came on tour with you and your stupid fucking band! But you can easily tell that whore you love her, with a smile too!” That’s when I drew the line. Crankily I threw the covers from over my face. Brian looked pissed when she said that.

“Listen, i may have put up with all your bullshit, but I will not let you talk about my band like that Candy. They mean so much more to me than anyone.” He said almost calmly. She fumed and I heard a loud smack as her palm connected with his cheek. She crossed my fucking line. I jumped up out of bed and pointed my manicured finger at her.

“You shut the fuck up you dumb bitch! I will not let you touch my best friend that way!”

“AND YOU! SHES ANOTHER FUCKING PROBLEM BRIAN!” She screamed and I just glared through narrow eyes. I still had the eyeliner on from yesterday and it caked in the corners, and I rubbed it off.

“How is she the problem? Has it ever occurred to you that you aren’t perfect? That you painstakingly remind me of my bitch of an ex?! You’re an annoying bitch and M is the problem?!” He yelled.

“BECAUSE SHE’S BREAKING US APART! SHE’S RUINING OUR RELATIONSHIP! SHES THE REASON WHY WE ARE FIGHTING.”

“What relationship? He buys you shit and you give him sex. That’s a fair trade if you ask me.” I said calmly smirking. She screamed and stormed over towards me. I stood up to her, and although she was about a few inches taller I stared her in the fucking eye. The door opened and Matt, Val and Zacky walked in. Jimmy and Johnny could sleep through anything.

“What the hell is going on in here?” Matt asked, and it was like time slowed down. Candy screamed and ripped her claws right across my cheek. My skin opened, and I actually started bleeding a little. My eyes raged with fury as I stared her down. My breathing became labored.

“Mercury Sylver Baker…calm down…” Val warned me, and my fists twitched. I didn’t know what to do. I wanted to scream and lunge at her but I couldn’t pick which one first. Something in me snapped and my fist flew en route to her perfect nose and I heard a pop before blood rushed down her face. She screamed and held her flooding nose. I couldn’t stop now, this is what I’ve always wanted. I punched her in the stomach twice and I grabbed her by the hair and pushed her against the wall.

“I know that you did NOT just fucking TOUCH me!!” I screamed and I could hear her crying. I pulled her back and slammed her back into the wall.
“IF ANYONE IS THE PROBLEM ITS YOU!” I yelled, and before I could do anymore damage I was pulled away by the strong tattooed arms of Matthew Sanders.

“CALM THE FUCK DOWN!” He yelled and I kept struggling against him.

“Matt…let me go…I’m gonna kill her! Her asskicking is way overdue and I’ve said this before!” I yelled and he shushed me and smoothed my hair down trying to calm me.

“Babygirl please calm down.” Brian said to me, and his voice calmed me a little. But I was still on edge. I knew all of these pent up emotions would come out eventually but not this bad.

“No…I wont. I should kill you too for bringing this abomination on tour with us!” I said a bit loudly but I wasn’t yelling anymore. That was a start.

“You wouldn’t kill me. You would miss me too much.” He smirked and I didn’t want to smile, but a tiny one turned up my lips.

“M why did you just go apeshit?” Zacky asked me and I looked over at him.

“Did you not hear that argument? Did you not see her just bitch slap Brian and claw at my face?!” I yelled and his eyes widened.

“Why the fuck are you slapping my sister?” Zacky asked her defensively. She just crossed her arms and glowered.

“Zacky don’t…I already think I broke her nose.” I said and he looked at me sternly.

“You shouldn’t have broken her fucking nose though! What’s with you and seriously injuring people?”

“What’s with people and pissing me off?” I snapped back and he just pinched the bridge of his nose.

“Babygirl you cant just keep doing this. I understand she’s a bitch and you don’t like her, but you really didn’t have to break her nose.”

“Well I did, and I’m damn happy about it.” I said sarcastically.

“Don’t get smart with me M.” Zacky warned and I just sighed.

“Look dude you aren’t fucking helping.” I said and he gave me that look that said I was in for it later. Candy looked at me with a scrutinizing look, and she had one of her gross fingers pointed at me. I was still in Matt’s grip because he thought I might hit her…lies.

“It’s you…It’s been you. You’re babygirl!!” She yelled and I took a breath.

“Yes, I am. I’ve been called babygirl since they’ve known me. Even Val calls me babygirl, and we’re perfectly straight.” I said looking over at her and she winked.

“So you’re the one who keeps texting Brian!!” She yelled and I blinked.

“Yes. I text Brian, what is your point?” I asked her and I think my calmness was pissing her off.

“You’re the reason why Brian doesn’t love me! You’re the reason why we’re fighting! Why are you telling him that you love him! Why does he respond that he loves you?!” She yelled, and for the first time she really broke down. She started crying angry tears. I actually felt pretty bad for her.

“Because we love each other. I text dirtier things to my brother and he knows it. There is no reason why my platonic relationship with Brian should affect you unless you are that insecure about yourself. I do admit, we are pretty fuckin close but that’s just the way we are. We are a tight knit group you see, and you never fit into it. This environment obviously wasn’t meant for you if you thought that you will have Brian all to yourself. I even sometimes worry that him and Zacky are gay for each other its that bad. Now I’m not making a joke out of your situation, it’s the truth. There’s always one thing that doesn’t belong and that thing is you. And I’m not directly saying that you should pack your shit and leave, but i highly suggest it.” I said completely calm as I stared her in the eye.

“Honestly tensions have been higher since you’ve been here and we’ve all noticed it. You are a huge disruption to our natural order and I don’t appreciate that at all. See I wouldn’t have attacked you if you could just have the sense to have a regular conversation like this. Putting your hands on me has definitely proven to be the worst mistake of your life so far, so I’ll just come right out and say this. Don’t fuck with me or my family.” I finished and she didn’t say anything

She was completely shell shocked. There was no way she could have possibly retorted to that. Matt let me go and I dusted off my shirt. I touched my face where there was dried blood on it.

“Fine! I can see where I’m not wanted.”

“Obviously not since you’ve been here for almost a damn month.” I pointed out and she glared at me.

“Candy I hope you know that its over now.” Brian said to her and she just glared at him

“Fine Brian…but are you just going to kick me out? I’ve come all the way out here for you, I live in fucking Vancouver!” She yelled and he shook his head.

“Yes…but the least I could do is fly you out.” He said.

“Already booking the flight dude!” Zacky called out as he messed around with his phone. We just stood there with an almost awkward silence. Matt coughed.

“You should probably start packing…” Brian said and she brushed past him in tears.

“Yeah we all should…we have to head back to the bus anyways.” Matt said and we all awkwardly moved around, the three left leaving me Brian and Candy with the tension.

Candy PoV

I cant believe him…I mean why would he just break up with me?! He’s the one cheating on me with her! She’s a fucking bitch! How can she even deny that she loves Brian! I know she has a thing with him, I mean why else wouldn’t he love me? That stupid little girl is always prancing around in front of him just basically throwing herself at his feet! I’m his girlfriend! He loves me! I frantically threw my clothes into a tiny bag.

I saw a silver necklace with an ‘M’ on it, and it was surrounded by diamonds. On the back it said ‘to Babygirl love Brian.’ My anger and temperature rose. I gripped the necklace in my hands. A smirk played on my face as an idea came to me. I stuffed the necklace in my jeans pocket and kept packing.

“That will teach that stupid bitch…” I muttered as tears ran down my face. I put my bags near the door and I looked back at Brian who was packing. M just shoved all of her crap into her suitcase.

“Bree come here. Sit on this so I can close it, I didn’t feel like folding shit.” She said with that pout of hers. She wasn’t cute or innocent at all. How dare she play them like that?! How dare she even mess with my Brian?!

He smiled warmly and went over to her and sat on the suitcase while she zipped it up.

“Thank you hun.” She said picking up the black case, and dragging it to the door next to mine. Her eyes caught mine for a minute and I glared daggers at her, but she just smiled at me. What? She saw my confused reaction and she laughed loudly…bitch.

“Bri hurry up. We have to get on the bus, and we have to take Candy to the airport.” She said smirking when she said that.

“Okay okay, I’m coming woman.”

“I have a name douche. And its not woman.” She said snottily and he rolled his eyes. She really wasn’t funny, I don’t know why she thought she was.

“Okay come on guys, I’m pretty sure the rest of the gang is ready so lets check out and get back on the bus.” Brian said and I got up to get my bag and drag it out of the door. The rest of them were waiting in the hall for us.

“Your flight is in one hour, and it takes a while to get to the airport so we need to get going now.” Zacky said still looking at his phone. They all seemed eager to have me gone, but I wasn’t going down without a fight. I wanted what I wanted, and I will get what I want.

“You paid for it Bro?” M asked and he shook his head.

“Hell no, I have Brian’s pin number memorized.” He said and Brian’s jaw dropped.

“What?! I’m pretty sure that’s illegal!”

“No its not, you’re my best friend. Therefore that cancels out the law.” Zacky said smirking, patting his shoulder and taking off down the hallway with his suitcase. They started laughing at him.

“Well in my crazy brother’s defense. She was your bitch, so naturally you have to pay for her.” M piped up and I glared at her hard. Who the hell was she calling a bitch?

“So after all those times I’ve paid for you. Does that mean you’re my bitch?” Brian said smirking. She kept a serious collected look on her face.

“No, it just means that you are stupid enough to fall for it any time. If anything you’re my bitch because you do whatever I say. And we still have that deal that you agreed to be my slave.” She smirked.

“That was way before we even went on tour!”

“I never said when you had to stop. And I decide that, so with your loss today it is further concluded that you’re my bitch.”

“Do you have to talk like that? Cant you just say it without being extra and annoying?” I asked her, I was clearly pissed off. She just laughed at me…she laughed right at my fucking face.

“You can make comments on whatever you want. You’re leaving, and he’s mine again.” She said pressing the button to the elevator. The rest of the gang was behind us, and they took a different elevator because it would be rather uncomfortable with all of the luggage plus them. M was all over Brian, right in front of me. She planted random kisses on his lips as she looked up at him. Brian was smiling, and he looked down at her with love in his eyes. I’ve never seen him look at me that way…

Jealousy bubbled from deep inside, followed by anger, and sadness. My hand found its way to my pocket where I kept the necklace. As far as I or anyone else knew, I was babygirl. I smirked to myself and turned my head away from their displays of affection. I was the first to walk out of the elevator with my bags and they followed me. I saw someone with shaggy black hair, he was skinny and he had a colorful shirt over black skinny jeans. He had a bruise on his eye that was visible, but the rest looked covered up.

He must have seen me looking at him and he flashed me a smile. I flashed him my best signature smile, he was so fucking hot. He must have been in one of the bands on this tour. He nodded me over, and I turned around to see the guys all standing at the check out counter. I dropped my bags and walked over to him.

I gave him my best seductive eye as I swayed over to him. His eyebrows rose and they fixed on my hips. I smirked. I walked up to him and he was basically eye fucking me.

“What’s your name beautiful?” He asked and I laughed.

“Candy.”

“Do you taste as good as your name sounds?” He asked and I leaned forwards and whispered to him.

“Why don’t you find out.” I purred and he snickered.

“Wait a minute…aren’t you Synyster Gates’ girlfriend?” He asked looking at me carefully. I sighed and rolled my eyes.

“No not anymore. He dumped me for that whore.” I growled looking back at that group. They didn’t even notice I was gone.

“You mean Mercury Baker?” He asked with a smirk and I nodded.

“They used to date you know.” He said and my eyes widened. I thought she wanted him, I didn’t know she wanted him back.

“Are you serious?” I asked and he pulled out his phone, tinkering with it for a while before he showed me a picture. It was M and Brian against the tour bus, and they were kissing. Holy shit.

“They are bound to get back together soon…unless you help me. We could both get what we want.” He said with a dangerous smirk and I reciprocated it.

“Why do you want my help?”

“Because you are obviously close to them. You’ve seen the way they act around each other. And I have this. If we do this, you could get Brian back and I can get my sweet little M back.” He said and I looked confused for a second. That offer appealed to me greatly.

“You dated M?” I asked and he nodded, he looked like he missed her. Well if all that he wanted was her, that would get her completely out of my way.

“Yes, we were so in love. Until he seduced her again.” He said glaring. I remembered something.

“I have this.” I replied and I pulled out the necklace that had ‘babygirl’ on it. He smirked.

“You actually managed to get that? M rarely takes it off.” He commented and I smirked back at him.

“I’m just that good.” I laughed.

“So do we have a deal?”

“I’ll help.” I replied nodding my head. I heard M shouting for me to get my skanky ass over there, that we were leaving. If only she knew what was coming for her.

“I have to go, what do I have to do?”

“Ill text you the details later. Just go with them.” He said and I nodded. I entered my number quickly in his phone and I hurried back to the group of people. I’d left the necklace with him. I knew for sure that I would be back in Brian’s arms, and a smile would never see M’s face again.