I Want You

“Look! Look! There he is!” I pointed him out subtly to Mikey
“Yeah I know god Gerard, you point him out to me like everyday, and besides he’s in most of my classes” I squealed and jumped up and down
“I know but still! Just look at him” I stopped moving and just gazed over at him
“You’re so gay”
“I know right” I turned around and grinned at him. The day had almost finished, I only had two lessons left, and both of them just happened to be free periods. I had seen my man walking around all day, he looked happy because he was laughing and smiling. He looked so cute when he was smiling. His friends started to walk my way, where me and Mikey were sitting on the grass bank, I could feel my heartbeat increase. They walked closer and I could hear them talking now, I could hear my man laughing. They began to walk past me
“Hey I almost forgot my mum said one of you guys came round yesterday?” Ah dam, I forgot “Who was it?”
“Huh? None of us went over” I looked up to see they had stopped, my man had his hands on his hips. Wiggle those hips baby...
“Well, my mum said that one of my friends visited yesterday? Said they I wasn’t in school and they were worried” Everyone shook their
“No, sorry Iero, none of us went over”
“What did they look like?” Another one of his friends asked, I hoped that his mum didn’t tell him what I looked like, because I was practically sitting ten metres away from him, then he would recognise me
“I duno, she just said black hair, taller than me”
“Well, that helps” The bells went and I got excited, he had art I had a free, I turned around to Mikey and grinned, he just rolled his eyes
“Right yeah yeah, he’s got art, I’ll see you by the gates?” I nodded then got up. I followed my man to his art room, waited until he went in then silently opened the door and walked to the back of the room.
He walked to my place and sat down, wait, he was sitting in my place? His butt is on my chair. I stared at him while the other students walked in and sat in their new seating plan. The teacher walked in and saw me
“Okay class, you know what you’re all doing right?” No one said anything, but all grumbled and nodded their heads. My man put his hand up and I could see that he was blushing
“Yes?”
“Oh um, um I don’t know how to start” She glanced at me and waved me over, what could she want with me now
“You know I said yesterday about how I had someone to help you?” He nodded “This is Gerard” He turned around and looked up at me
“Oh, hey again you were in my class the other day”
“Gerard? Remember I told you yesterday” I was standing there with my mouth slightly hanging open. Holy shit, holy shit. Holy FUCKING shit.
“Oh um, yeah” She walked back to her desk and I slowly sat down next to him, he was looking down at his book with a pencil in his mouth. This is a dream, it has to be a dream. His eyes slowly slid to the side
“Um, so” I blinked a few times
“Frank?” He looked at me shocked but nodded
“Yeah, how’d you know my name?” I could have exploded, literally exploded. I was over happy and I could feel my throat closing up. Calm. Calm. Calm. Frank.
“Oh um, uh, teacher, told me” He giggled, oh god
“Hah okay, well I may as well introduce myself probably” He held out his hand “Frank Anthony Iero” I looked at his hand before I took it shakily
“Gerard” He still had my hand
“Last name?”
“Way” He still had my hand, they were warm and so soft
“Gerard Way” I looked at his mouth quickly, he was smiling and blushing slightly. He took back his hand slowly, almost like he regretted letting go of me
“So Frank” Frank, Frank Iero “So, where do you need help?”
“Oh, right yeah, well I’ve got ideas and shit, stuff sorry” He laughed at himself “But cause we’ve got to have five weeks of prep, I gotta show how I got there, and really with me I just do it and I don’t know how I got there” He was using his hands and waving them about to help him explain, it looked funny
“Okay, so if you draw me what you wanted the final piece to look like” He went silent, I looked over at him and saw him blushing
“Um, well I can’t draw, but if I tell you could you?”
“I’m not really aloud to do it” He pouted ever so slightly “But I suppose I can make you the exception” He grinned
“Thanks Gerard, means a lot”
“So what did you want?” I reached into my bag and got out my pencils and sketch pad, I opened it at the next clean page
“Oh wow, can I have a look in there?” He pointed to my sketchbook, no one looks in there not even Mikey.
“Oh, um, you can have a look at a couple but the rest are private, sorry” He bounced up and down on his chair. I was trying so hard not to get hard. But he was making it hard for me. Hard
“Yay thanks, I always wanted to have a look in there” What?
“Huh?” He stopped bouncing and blushed
“Oh nothing, it’s just um, that you know” I raised an eyebrow at him, when really I wanted to kiss him and stroke him “Well, when you sit all by yourself at lunch you usually draw in that book and I always wondered what it was you were drawing” I was drawing you Frank Iero.
“Random stuff really, I like drawing people”
“Yeah you could draw me!” He giggled and I blushed, if only he knew how many times I had drawn him.
“Yeah”
“Can i? Can I have a look? Please?” I opened it to a drawing I did last month, it was another random one I did, a load of eyeballs that were in glass circles were hanging from string
“Ew that’s sick” He touched the page and stroked an eyeball
“Sorry”
“But it’s way cool, oh my god, Way cool” I rolled my eyes, how many times have I heard that “Sorry couldn’t resist it” I can’t resist you, I want you
“Can I see another one? Please?” I flicked over a few pages and showed him a drawing of a Victorian woman with a gas mask on he gasped
“Holy shit!”
“Mr Iero!”
“Sorry miss, Gee that’s amazing!” I blushed, he used my nick name, or he was just saying gee that’s amazing, but hell it sounded so good coming from his lips
“Oh um thanks” He took the book from my hands and looked closely at the drawing, I had spend hours on that one
“Seriously, how the hell do you draw like this?”
“I dunno, I just do”
“I wish I could draw like you Gee” There’s my nick name again “Oh sorry you don’t mind me calling you that?”
“Calling me what?”
“Gee” He smiled at me and my heart melted
“No, it’s cu- fine” I smiled back at him
“You were gunna say it was cute weren’t you!” I blushed and nodded, he handed me back my book and our fingers touched, just like when he shook my hand electric sparks flew around my body. He smiled at me. I turned back to an empty page in my sketchbook and got a pencil out
“So what thing do you want?”
“Well, you know that gas mask woman? And your previous project?” I nodded, I still can’t believe this is happening, if he didn’t keep me talking, I would have fainted over half an hour ago when I saw him “Well, I don’t wanna steal your ideas or anything, but maybe mix them together?” I thought about it then started to sketch an idea he had. He leant closer to me so our arms were touching, my heartbeat increased and I told myself to focus on the drawing, and not the fact that our arms were touching and I was getting hard, again.
My drawing was nearly finished, it was the view from inside a gas mask, so you could see the two glass eye sockets and the person wearing the gas mask was looking at an explosion in front of them
“Oh wow Gee! That’s so cool!” He was acting as if he knew me for ages, touching my skin and calling me by my nickname, but did I mind? Of course I fucking didn’t, I was in fucking heaven!
“Oh, thanks Frank, it’s nothing special” He moved the side of his head closer to mine to get a better look at the drawing, I looked at him from the side, his cheek was so close to mine, his lips, oh god his lips were so close to mine, if I leant a bit forward, just maybe... “I like it, can I have it?”
“What? Like keep it you mean?” He looked up into my eyes and grinned, his eyes were so beautiful
“Please?” He leant back and I started to carefully tear the page out of the book, I handed it to him. The bells suddenly went, that lesson went to quickly.
He stood up and gathered all his things and put them in his bag. He started to walk out with the other but he turned around and walked back to me, I could feel the heat rising to my cheeks, the butterflies in my stomach were flying again
“Hey Gee you got an email?” I looked up at him and nodded, he smiled “Cool, can I have it?” He got out a pen, he wants my email address “Oh, um I don’t have any paper” He shrugged and held out his pen “Write it on my hand” I took the pen and took his hand in mine, so soft, so nice. I wrote my email on the top of hand, I finished and he took back his pen and looked at his hand and smiled
“Thanks Gerard, talk to you later” I was still dreaming
“Yeah, see you Frank” He went to walk away but stopped
“Please, call me Frankie” Then he ran out of the class giggling to himself. My mouth was hung open, my pants hurt. Frankie.
“So Gerard” I looked up to see my teacher walking toward me “You like Frank?” I nodded slowly “Yeah, I thought so, I saw the way you always looked at him”
“Oh, uh, um” She started to laugh
“Don’t worry, your secrets safe with me”
“So you’re not homophobic?”
“Hell no” I smiled up at her “I just thought I could introduce you to Frank, he likes you too you know” She walked back to her desk.
He likes me too?