An Open Book
You,
I hate you. I hate you for everything you've done to me.
For being too much of a douche bag to finish what you started.
For looking at me everyday like I'm the one to blame.
I hate you for not being able to say goodbye. Just forgetting I existed.
Or at least you try to.
And I try to forget you existed. I try to ignore you when I see you.
Forget your face, forget your name. Forget about it all.
But it's impossible.
Because I love you and I want you.
I love you and I hate you, and I want to be with you.
For being too much of a douche bag to finish what you started.
For looking at me everyday like I'm the one to blame.
I hate you for not being able to say goodbye. Just forgetting I existed.
Or at least you try to.
And I try to forget you existed. I try to ignore you when I see you.
Forget your face, forget your name. Forget about it all.
But it's impossible.
Because I love you and I want you.
I love you and I hate you, and I want to be with you.
♠ ♠ ♠
its never easy letting go unless you dont want to.and that is sometimes better
--Cassi