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"Honey, This Mirror Isn't Big Enough For The Two Of Us"

The amount of pills I'm taking, counteracts the booze I'm drinking
and this vanity I'm breaking, lets me live my life like this
and well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
Well I'll choose the life I've taken, never mind the friends I'm making
and the beauty that I'm faking lets me live my life like this
And well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in

And you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much
You'll invest yourself in me, we're not working out (we're not working out)
We're not working out (we're not working out)
And you can't touch my brother and you can't keep my friends
and we're not working out, we're not working out
This time I mean it, never mind the times I've seen it

Well I hope I'm not mistaken by the news I heard from waking
and it's hard to say I'm shaken, by the choices that I make
and well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
Well I'll choose this life I've taken, never mind the friends I'm making
And I get a little shaken, because I live my life like this
And well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in

And you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much
You'll invest yourself in me, we're not working out,
We're not working out
And you can't keep my brother, and you won't fuck my friends
and we're not working out, we're not working out
This time I mean it, never mind the times I've seen it

Never again, never, never again

(and you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much you'll invest yourself in me)
ne.. never... never... never again
(and you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much you'll invest yourself)
ne.. never... never... oh baby let me.. oh baby... oh baby
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
I'm knocking let me in
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
I'm knocking let me in
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in

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Gerard sat in his bedroom thinking. Thinking about life, more to the point his life. He couldn’t believe this was were his life had taken him. He wanted to stop to, to make his life normal. When everything made sense to him but he couldn’t.

Of course you can’t you weak.

Fuck you.

You can’t fuck yourself, geetard.

Leave me alone.

No I won’t. I’m your inner demon. I make you do all things your too chicken-shit to do.

I want you to leave me alone. I want to get out of this state. I want to get clean and sober.

No you don’t you love it, if you didn’t you wouldn’t do it.

I think we need to talk.

What the fuck, you’re breaking up with me. *starts to cry*

You can cry all you want to I don’t care how much.

Well now you say that, you’re going to pay, you’re never gonna quite I’ll make sure of that.

No you won’t.

Wanna bet, 3 years from now your still gonna be as fucked up as you are now.

*3 years later*

I need to quite.

You know you can’t.

Yes I can.

UGGG so annoying. We have this argument all the time, you will never win we both no it. I haven’t got time for this, now just fail terribly at this mental argument with yourself, now skip all the crap and go to part were you cry like a girl and fuck off.

No, I’m gonna win this time.

Sure and I’ve decided that I’m gonna get you to get you brother into drugs as well and all your friends. This is going to be fun, as their already just as fucked as you anyway.

This had gone too far for Gerard. Fucking himself over he could barely handle, his brother and friends were the final straw.

You won’t take my brother and you won’t fuck my friends. This it were over, just fuck of and leave me alone! This is it, no more.

What you gonna do about it.

Leave now and never come back.

You’re not fucking Gollum.

Leave now and never come back!

This is so not working.

I’m not listening anymore.

You’ll do exactly as I say. You a guy and I’m that sexy woman who you will always listen to, you’re my fucking bitch so do as I say. Down some vodka.

No.

Yes.

No.

Yes.

Fuck of you punk ass bitch!

Oooo getto.

I can’t listen any more.

And it was true. He couldn’t, in his mind there wasn’t room left enough for both of his mines one had to leave. But which one?

Have vodka now!

No!

And then Gerard grabbed his head and as though he was a mime he pulled the other Gerard out of his head. With much screaming and shoving he pushed the dark-er Gerard into the bathroom and locked the door. And now with a feeling that he felt in nearly 7 years, a feeling of happiness Gerard left to go meet Mikey.