Pandora

Random Scribbles on my Heart..

Look what I did, ruined a life! God wants to kill me, I want my knife. I am pathetic, I am fake, I'm trying everything not to break. I want to bleed, I want to be dead, to the dogs and the vultures I want to be fed. I want to rot in the ground, my body, my soul, never to be found. If I'm gone before I wake, that's one less breath I'll have to take...

Reality isn't pretty
No, it's not. It's pretty FUCKED UP

Reality is life and death
*arrow pointing to death*
I like this part of reality :)

Choose to live life to its fullest, or kill of all that's important
*line drawn under 'kill off all that's important*
Already have...

You're not important anymore. I'm not important to you either. Well, at least not as much as I once thought
*line drawn to 'you're not important*
I know. I've known. But thanks for reminding me in case I ever forgot.
*line to 'at least not as much as I thought'*
Always of the same importance. I'm just to retarded to show it

You are 1 of a billion stars in the world
I don't even qualify as a star. Maybe a speck of dust in space..

I don't take highschool relationships seriously. I take making people feel special seriously
I guess I don't take anything seriously

Obviously I failed at my job
I failed at life

Have fun
ALWAYS

First ___, now me, next ____
I just destroy everything I touch, don't I?

You can't keep anything, ____ <3
Never could. I'll die alone..

Tell me if you appreciate those last words. If you can't, tell me that you're a liar.
I'M A BIG FAT UGLY LIAR! LIAR! PANTS ON FIRE!

People are as worthless as their actions make them.
I'm pretty worthless. Even to my family :p

So tell me, have you been worth it to me?!
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO

You are the reason why sparrows die in the snow that they once enjoyed
.....Proably

This is over
This is over
This is over
This is over
This is over
Gotta keep telling myself THIS IS OVER
♠ ♠ ♠
Just some notes between us scribbled on a page in Pandora