Forever They Will Be Secrets To Me

I don't speak. Not only for the reason I told you. Not just because I have nothing to say, but becasue I am afraid of being hurt. I know I sound like a child in saying that, but, irrational fears are in our family. I have a fear of the words that will come out of my mouth. No one seems to understand, not anyone but you. I'm terrifyed that something I say will be made into something more than what it's meant. I am afraid of loving you. I;m afraid to let you know you are in my heart, because what if you begin to think I'm not good enough?