Forever They Will Be Secrets To Me

The truth is.. I plan on dying soon. Maybe tonight. If everyone leaves. I dont want them to be here. But soon. Hopefully I'll succeed this time. I hope i do. You reading this will be the only ones to know. I wont miss this hell of a life. In fact, im happy to be going. Im going on my own terms and for that i am glad. I have no emotions anymore. Just pure nothingness. This should be easy right?