Sequel: From This Moment On ›
Status: Done!
Prisoners in Lust
Stay
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
'Cause my heart would stop without you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
I'll always stay
The last couple of months have been crazy. With me focusing on finishing my school year and Zach getting ready for the summer tour we really started to talk less each day. We started fighting too. We mostly argued over stupid little things that got blown out of proportion but I guess it was that we were both so frustrated with not being able to see each other. One day we really got into a big fight. I ended hanging up the phone on him hysterically crying. The next thing I know he’s sitting on my door step with a big teddy bear from the air port apologizing. He stayed for a week then had to go back home. It kind of made me mad that it took me crying to get him to come out to see me. But I can’t argue with it. We were both living different lives. When he left everything was fine then we started fighting yet again. This time it was my fault because Cameron came out to see Kate and Zach stayed back. Cameron told me how every time me and Zach fight when we hang up the phone Zach goes off by himself and starts writing songs or letters or just walks off by himself not wanting to talk to anyone. Zach hated that we fought as much as we did but we could never stop ourselves from doing it. We were just to in love.
Its summer now and I am officially a Junior in high school. Zach was on his summer tour and I wasn’t going to see him till after July. I started work the first week of July at a camp. It was something to past the time. But tomorrow is my birthday and I get to spend it with the awesome people I call my friends. The band is however flying out to be here for my birthday. The only time I’m going to see them for a while. It makes me sad sometimes knowing that Zach and I are never going to have a normal relationship and we’re always going to fight but to tell you the truth I wouldn’t change it for the world.
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“Zach!” I screamed as the front door to my house flung open to reveal my lovely boyfriend with his friends standing behind me. He dropped his bag as I ran down the stairs and jumped into his arms. I was covered in paints from painting signs for my party with Kate. We kind of had a paint war.
“What happened to you?” Zach laughed kissing my forehead.
“We had a paint war.” Kate screamed from the top of the stairs as Cameron ran up to tackle her. Dillon, Nathan and Michael just walked in slowly and sat down on the couch.
“That does not shock me at all.” Zach hugged me a little tighter while a huge smile on his face. “I’ve missed you so much!” He pulled back to kiss me.
“I’ve missed you too.” I said kissing him back. Then I took his hand and led him up that stairs.
“Well you guys showed up at the perfect time!” Kate said with her hand on her hips looking at the boys who were exhausted sitting on the couch. “Now you can help us set up for the party tonight!”
“Brey, where are your parents?” Cameron asked realizing that he was sitting in the seat my dad is always in when he came over.
“They went on vacation for their 30th anniversary to Hawaii. They’re gone for the week.”
“Do they know you are having a party?” Dillon asked laughing.
“Do they know that you have boys in the house that are also sleeping here?” Nathan got all serious trying not to laugh.
“Of course they know. They helped me plan the party and make the sleeping arrangements. Do you really think I would throw a wild house party and invite boys to sleep over when my parents were out of town for the week?” I almost lost it and started laughing. Kate was already peeing herself on the floor. I had to ignore her to keep a straight face. I could see Zach from the corner of my eye laughing to himself waiting for me to crack. Me and Nathan were having a stare down at this point. It was pretty damn funny.
“Is there going to be drugs?” Nathan sounded like a true father at this point. I almost lost it.
“Not at all.”
“What about alcohol? Will there be any of that.”
“What kind of party would it be without it?” that was the truth. I knew people were going to be drinking at this party and I was providing it for them. It’s high school. I never said I was drinking any and I never told that boys that they had to cause I knew that they would never. But my friends however do drink so there is not stopping them. They just can’t leave till tomorrow unless they want their parents to come pick them up wasted as hell.
“Who is supervising this party?” Nathan started to crack a smile. I could tell I was getting to him. I was going to win this time for sure.
“Well you are of course. So every little thing is on you!” I gave him a cocky smile, which is allowed in this little game we played, it was a sure deal breaker for the other person to break and start laughing. And sure enough with that I had won because Nathan started in his giggle fest laughing along with everyone else. “I win!” I laughed and picked up the poster by my feet to hang it up. The poster were just all different sign’s telling people what and where things where.
The boys helped us put up the decorations. Then I showed them where they were sleeping. Nathan and Michael chose to sleep in my room fighting over who got to sleep on air mattress. Dillon chose to sleep down stairs in my brother’s room and of course Kate and Cameron got to sleep in my sister’s room. Me and Zach were going to sleep in my parent’s room. So with all that done Kate and I left them to set up everything else while we took showers and got ready. Kate took a shower in my bathroom while I took one in my parent’s room. Zach kept walking in and asking me dumb questions just trying to get a glimpse of me. He was really funny sometimes. I had my ways of keeping him out of that bathroom because if I left the door free for him to walk in all the way he would and then there would be no turning back after that.
Once Kate and I were fully ready I stood in front of the mirror looking at myself. I could hear everyone laughing and talking on the other side of the wall from my parent’s bathroom. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I was scared for some reason. I never felt like this before. Then all of a sudden I felt a pair of strong arms wrapped around my waist from behind and feel soft lips on my neck. I just smiled and put my hands on top of Zach’s that were resting on the front of my stomach.
“Are you ready birthday girl?” Zach whispered so sweetly in my ear.
“Yes.” I said finally opening my eyes looking in the mirror seeing Zach looking at it too.
“You look gorgeous.” He said letting go of my hips and walking back into the bedroom only to return with something behind his back. “You’re just missing one thing.” I looked at him oddly in the mirror then I notice he had a crown in his hand. He gently placed it on my head. I turned around and smiled at him.
“Did you really buy me a crown?” I said wrapping my arms around his neck.
“Yes I did. You’re my princess.” He smiled.
“I honestly love you so much. Even when you say corny things like that.” I could feel my heart racing really fast now.
“I love you too. I hurt so much not seeing you.”
“I hated fighting with you. Every time we did I always felt like shit after it. I always cried myself to sleep. Sometimes I never slept at all.”
“I always walked away from everyone and spent time by myself thinking. I even wrote notes to you but never sent them. Some of them are really mean but those were the ones I wrote right after the really bad fights we had when I was so mad at you. I tore a lot of them up the day you told me you wanted to break up. I wanted nothing to remind me of you so I took out the box that I had put the notes in and started ripping them up crying like a baby. Then you called me back and told me that you wanted to take it all back.” I started crying hearing the pain in his voice.
“That was the worst day of my life. And it just kept getting worse and by the end I was just so fed up with everything and I took it out on you. I realized it after I hung up the phone and Kate sat there looking at me telling me that I needed to call you back and apologize. It took a lot of fighting with her before I did. I told her that you didn’t need me that you could find a better person to be with. She told me that I was only saying that to make myself feel better. She had to call Cam and have him talk to me. He told me that after you hung up the phone you stormed off to your hotel room and that you looked like you were about to kill someone. It scared me hearing that. I never wanted to make you feel that way.” By this time I had tears streaming down my face. My make-up was ruined but this is the first time we ever talked about all of this. Zach and I realized we had a lot of talking to do so we walked out of the bathroom and sat on the bed. We talked about everything as I just cried some more. My make-up at this point was completely messed up.
“What have you guy’s been doing? People are showing up.” Kate came walking into the room. I turned around and she saw that I had been crying. “What’s wrong?” she walked over to me.
“I’m fine. We were just talking.” She looked at me then at Zach for reinsurance that everything was fine. He smiled and nodded his head at her.
“Okay but everyone is starting to show up. You might want to fix your make-up and come out of this room.”
“We’ll be out in a minute.” I said whipping away my tears. She left the room closing the door behind her. I turned to face Zach.
“I’m sorry about all the fighting. I don’t mean to get mad at you. It just happens. You are the first person to make me feel this way.” He was looking down at our hands when he said that last part.
“Let’s not talk about it anymore, okay?” I looked at him waiting to look up. “It’s all in the past.” He finally took his focus off his hands at looked up at me nodding his head.
“I love you birthday girl.” He smiled.
“I love you too.” I kissed him then walked into the bathroom looking at how messed up my make-up was. Zach came walking in behind me with a wash cloth handing it to me. I got it wet and washed my face starting all over with my make-up. Zach sat on the counter and watched me. It always amused him at how I did my make-up and why I even bother with it. Once I was done I fixed my hair and the crown then Zach and I walked out of the room to join the party.
“Why did I ever leave you?” Kris asked me. He was pretty much drunk and found me. Right before I met Zach we had a thing going on. But after he kissed me for the first time he just stopped talking to me and later I found out he was with my best friend the whole time. Not Kate, my other best friend. So I just refused to even talk to him. But somehow he cornered me at my own party and decided that we had to talk. Zach was in the kitchen with some of my friends talking. I was downstairs on the patio with mostly everyone else. We were all watching the beer pong games that were going on. I was only slightly drunk. I caved in and made myself a drink. It was one of the drinks my sister had made me, cranberry juice and Malibu. It was really good. I didn’t tell Zach about it though. Actually I didn’t tell anyone. They all thought I was just drinking cranberry juice. But back to Kris.
“You tell me. You are the one who just dropped everything and went crawling to my best friend.” We were standing where almost no one could see us. Which was bad but I could handle it.
“It was stupid of me. I’m sorry. Can we pick up where we left off?” he said leaning in. I knew this was going to be bad.
“No, Kris you know I have a boyfriend.” I pushed him back snapping at him.
“What? That loser in side? The singer? You can do better than that. Come on.” He leaned in again.
“Yeah well you also told me I could do better than you. And I did!” I pushed him back and started to walk away.
“Wait!” Kris grabbed my arm pulling me back.
“Kris let me go.” I looked at him scared.
“You should be with me! Not that loser!”
“Let me go!” at that moment I saw Zach standing over Kris’s shoulder. He could see that I was scared.
“Let her go!” Zach walked over to us. Kris hid me behind him.
“What are you going to do about it?” Kris was almost laughing. Zach was a lot smaller than him and would never hurt anyone. But when it came to me, he would kill someone. He was always protecting me.
“Just let her go. She obviously doesn’t want to be with you.” Zach never took his eyes off of me.
“Well it’s seems that you know nothing. We were in the middle of something until you came along.” Kris reached his arm behind him grabbing me and holding me close to him. I tried my hardest to get free but he was to strong. Stupid wrestler!
“Kris just let me go! Please!” I cried! Everyone else was still watching the ping pong game not even knowing that anything was wrong.
“You know what, you’re not worth this! I can have anyone! You’re just a slut anyway!” He pushed me into Zach. Zach got really pissed off.
“You okay?” He said hugging me kissing my forehead. I nodded my head still terrified. My arm hurt from Kris squeezing it so tight. Zach took a step in front of me. He was not done with Kris. “Do not call my girlfriend a slut!” then Zach straight out punched Kris in the face! Then everyone came over to see what happened. Zach turned around putting his arm around me and led me into the house leaving Kris sitting on the ground with everyone around me.
We walked up the stairs from the living room downstairs into the living room upstairs. As we passed the front door I hear Kris’s truck speed down the road. I was so glad he was gone. We past Nathan on our way into the kitchen to get ice for Zach’s hand. He knew something was wrong and jumped up from the couch to follow us. He was talking to some girl.
“What happened?”
“Kris is what happened.” I looked at him real fast as I opened the freezer to get ice.
“He was here? Why?” Nathan was bugging out at this point. Nathan is like my big brother, even though I actually had one. He was the one I talk to about everything and anything! When me and Zach weren’t talking he texted me and talked to me. He’s the one that made everything right with me and Zach.
“I don’t know. But he tried kissing me and Zach got mad and punched him in the face then he left.” I said walking over to Zach who was leaning against the counter looking at his hand wiggling his fingers.
“Zach punched someone?” Nathan looked over at Zach shocked as hell. Zach smiled.
“Yeah he punched someone.” I kissed his check. “And all of this for little old me.” I laughed.
“Well it is your party. It should be all about you!” Nathan laughed putting his arm around my shoulders hugging me. I just laughed.
“Hey, where is everyone else?” I noticed that I didn’t see any of the other boys at all or Kate.
“Michael and Dillon are playing Xbox in your brother’s room. And I have no clue where Cameron and Kate went. They went into the bedroom a while ago though.” Nathan’s eyes grew wide as we all looked at each other. All 3 of us ran down the hall and busted into the bed room. Nathan fell on the floor and Zach lost his balanced but managed to stay up. I was behind them so I didn’t lean into the door. I just walked in. Cameron and Kate were lying on the bed making out! Cam jumped up when the door opened.
“What are you guys doing?” Nathan screamed from the floor. I was just dyeing of laughter in the doorway!
“Uh making out like a normal couple.” Cameron said so confused.
“Well you’re not allowed!” Nathan said standing up.
“Why not?” Kate said sitting up on the bed. I just looked at her still laughing.
“Because I said so! And I’m in charge!” Nathan is too funny sometimes! “Now get out in that living room!” Cameron took Kate’s hand as they both ran into the living room with Nathan behind them leaving me and Zach all alone. We were both laughing.
Then he grabbed my hand with his that was freezing cold from the ice, and lead me into my parent’s bedroom closing and locking the door behind us. He put the ice on the hope chest and turned to me. He just looked into my eyes moving closer and closer. Our lips collided as his hands were on my waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He started walking towards me causing me to fall back on the bed. He leaned over still kissing me hard. He put his hand under my back lifting me up and pushing me back towards the pillows. Then his hand started to wonder. His cold hand against my bare skin made me jump a little. It’s not the first time we’ve done this so it’s nothing new. But Zach always did want to go all the way and I know he loves me but I was just never ready. But I never stopped him from exploring my body with his hand. Then his hand finally got to the top of my shorts and he stopped there letting his hand rest on my waist. I knew that I was ready now so I decided to let him know. I reached for the bottom of his shirt to pull it off. Zach sat up and looked at me.
“Are you sure about this?” his hand was still on my waste. I bit me lip.
“Positive.” He shot me a smile and got up from the bed going to get something out of his bag. He turned around showing me. It was a condom.
“What were you planning this?” I asked laughing a little.
“No.” He said climbing back onto the bed. “But you know I’ve wanted to for a while. So I’ve always had one on me since. Just in case.” He started kissing me again. Then he leaned up pulling his shirt off over his head. And at the moment there was loud knocking at the door. Zach groaned and got up to see who it was. I just laid there giggling to myself. Zach looked back at me real fast before opening the door.
“What the hell guys?” Cameron came flying into the room! “Zach where is your shirt?” he looked at his half naked best friend standing next to him then at me on the bed. Zach looked at me wide eyed.
“Uh…” He didn’t know what to say.
“He had to change his shirt and you just happened to walk in while he was still shirtless changing.” Cameron turned around to look at Zach who was dumbfounded. I just winked at him.
“Well Zach put a shirt on and Brey come on. We’re about to sing happy birthday to you!” Cameron grabbed me off the bed and led me into the kitchen where everyone was standing around the cake that was on the table with the candles lit. Zach appeared right behind me still shirtless. I blew out the candles making my wish and then everyone went back to the party.
Zach grabbed my hand as we snuck back to the bedroom. I walked in as he shut the door and locked it. When he turned around I already had taken off my shorts and was taking off my shirt. He smiled and slowly walked towards me kissing me hard. I fiddled with his belt trying to get it off as his hands roamed my back. I finally got the belt off and unbuttoned his pants starting to tug them down his legs. He pushed me back onto the bed as I pushed my way up towards the pillow. Zach climbed onto the bed pulling at my underwear kissing my stomach as he pulled them off. Then he took his off and climbed back on top of me kissing me harder than ever. In between kissed he whisper “I love you so much” into my ear. I just kept quiet not wanting to ruin the moment.
“Wake up you too!” I woke up to a loud banging on the door. “Come on we’re going out to breakfast.” I heard Kate’s voice from the other side.
“Zach, wake up babe.” I said leaning over to kiss him. He groaned at me. “Don’t you even think about it mister! Get your but up!” I pushed him and he almost rolled off the bed.
“I’m up, I’m up!” he said scooting back away from the edge of the bed. “Good morning.” He smiled as he sat up a little.
“Good morning.” I smiled at him then leaned down to kiss him. “We’re going out to breakfast apparently.” I rested my chin on his chest. We were both still naked. We never left the room to go back to the party last night.
“Can’t they just go and we stay here?” he whined.
“Uh no!” I laughed. “Don’t think that this is an all time thing!”
“I’m not. I just don’t want to have to get up and get dressed.” He kissed me with a smile on his face. “I like lying naked in bed with you. Who knows when we get a chance to do this again?”
“Get up!” I rolled my eyes at him turning over in the bed grabbing my Allstar Weekend hoodie that was sitting on the chair next to the bed. I put it on and walked into the bathroom to take a shower. The second the water went on Zach was standing behind me with a smile on his face.
“Save water, shower with your boyfriend.” He leaned in to kiss me.
“Honestly, why do I love you?” I laughed as he slowly unzipped my hoodie slipping it off my shoulders. It dropped to the floor and we both stepped into the shower.
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I'm so behind on this story! I'm so sorry guys! I'll be updating a lot soon!this chapter is 11 pages and 4,082 words. :D OH YEAH!!!
p.s. it's funny how i just finished my school year in the story and school is starting this week! lol! i found it funny!