Sequel: From This Moment On ›
Status: Done!
Prisoners in Lust
Complicated
You're not easy to love, no
Why is everything with you so complicated
Why do you make it hard to love you
Oh I hate it
Cos if you really wanna be alone
I will throw my hands up cos baby I tried
But everyday with you is so complicated
Oh why
Sometimes I get you
Sometimes I don't understand
Sometimes I love you
Sometimes it's you I can't stand
Sometimes I wanna hug you
Sometimes I wanna push you away
Most times I wanna kiss you
Other times punch you in the face
Cos every minute you start switching up
And you say things like you don't give a fuck
Then I say I'm through with you
Take my heart from you
And you come running after me and baby I'm back with you
Cameron and Kate came over. We were all hanging out in my room goofing off when we got the brilliant idea to go to the movies. We all got into the car but Zach had to go to the bathroom do we were waiting for him. His phone started to go off so I answered it like I always do. It was his ex Kate texting him.
“Hey babe. I miss you. Can’t wait till you get home. “
“Cam?” I wanted to ask Cameron about this before bringing it up to Zach.
“Yeah.” He turned around to face me in the back seat.
“Is Zach still talking to Kate?” he knew that I meant his ex and not my best friend.
“No he stopped talking to her when you guys started going out. Why?”
“Has she been talking to him?” my eyes were starting to get watery.
“No. Why what’s wrong?” Cam knew something was up. I handed him Zach’s phone. He looked up at me with sorrow eyes. Then he got out of the car and walked into my house to find Zach but Zach had just walked out of the front door. His smile fell when he saw how mad Cameron was.
“Zach, what is this about?” Cameron tried to stay calm but you could hear the anger in his voice. Me and Kate were still sitting in the car but we had the door opened. I was crying. Like always. It was going to well. We hadn’t fought in a month. Then this had to happen.
“Cameron…” Zach didn’t know what to say.
“Why would you do this to her? I know I’m your best friend and I’m supposed to be on your side but I can’t keep letting you hurt her like this. Brey is like one of my sisters and I’m done seeing her get hurt.” Cameron walked back to the car shutting mine and Kate’s door and drove away. Zach stood there and watched.
Cameron took us to the beach. He knows that it’s one of the places I love to go. I had stopped crying in the car. Zach kept trying to call me and was sending me text. I refused to even read them or listen to the voice mails. I left my phone in the car when we got out to go sit in the sand.
“Brey I honestly had no idea he was talking to her. Not one of has have spoken a word to her since you and Zach started dating. I don’t know why he started talking to her.”
“Cam, its fine. I just don’t want to talk about it.”
“You want ice cream?” Kate asked.
“No I’m good.” I sat there in silence for a little then came to the conclusion that I wanted to check my phone. “Cam can I have the keys? I want to go get my phone.”
“Okay.” He handed me the keys and I walked back to the car. As I was walking I kept my head down looking at my feet. So when I got to the car and looked up I was surprised to see a crying Zach standing there.
“I’m so sorry!” he stood up straight.
“Just tell me why?”
“I don’t know why I did it. I was at the store and ran into her and we just started talking and met up for lunch one day...”
“You asked me to marry you Zach. Why would you do that then pull this shit!”
“I love you so much Brey and I guess that I gave her the wrong idea when I asked her to lunch.”
“Does she even know about me?”
“The whole world knows about you and me.”
“Does she?”
“I don’t know if she did but now she does and I swear it will never happen again.” I’ve never seen Zach like this and it broke my heart but what he did hurt me.
“We can’t keep doing this shit! It needs to stop! If it can’t then we can’t get married. This isn’t healthy to be doing. It stops here.”
“No more fighting.” Then I gave in and stepped closer to Zach and wrapped my arms around his neck holding onto him tight as he squeezed me.
Cameron and Kate came walking over to check up and me when they saw me and Zach standing there. Zach saw them over my shoulder and went to go talk to Cameron. Kate and I sat in the car while they talked. When they came back we just went home. It was a long and tiring day. I really wanted to just go to bed.
Why is everything with you so complicated
Why do you make it hard to love you
Oh I hate it
Cos if you really wanna be alone
I will throw my hands up cos baby I tried
But everyday with you is so complicated
Oh why
Sometimes I get you
Sometimes I don't understand
Sometimes I love you
Sometimes it's you I can't stand
Sometimes I wanna hug you
Sometimes I wanna push you away
Most times I wanna kiss you
Other times punch you in the face
Cos every minute you start switching up
And you say things like you don't give a fuck
Then I say I'm through with you
Take my heart from you
And you come running after me and baby I'm back with you
Cameron and Kate came over. We were all hanging out in my room goofing off when we got the brilliant idea to go to the movies. We all got into the car but Zach had to go to the bathroom do we were waiting for him. His phone started to go off so I answered it like I always do. It was his ex Kate texting him.
“Hey babe. I miss you. Can’t wait till you get home. “
“Cam?” I wanted to ask Cameron about this before bringing it up to Zach.
“Yeah.” He turned around to face me in the back seat.
“Is Zach still talking to Kate?” he knew that I meant his ex and not my best friend.
“No he stopped talking to her when you guys started going out. Why?”
“Has she been talking to him?” my eyes were starting to get watery.
“No. Why what’s wrong?” Cam knew something was up. I handed him Zach’s phone. He looked up at me with sorrow eyes. Then he got out of the car and walked into my house to find Zach but Zach had just walked out of the front door. His smile fell when he saw how mad Cameron was.
“Zach, what is this about?” Cameron tried to stay calm but you could hear the anger in his voice. Me and Kate were still sitting in the car but we had the door opened. I was crying. Like always. It was going to well. We hadn’t fought in a month. Then this had to happen.
“Cameron…” Zach didn’t know what to say.
“Why would you do this to her? I know I’m your best friend and I’m supposed to be on your side but I can’t keep letting you hurt her like this. Brey is like one of my sisters and I’m done seeing her get hurt.” Cameron walked back to the car shutting mine and Kate’s door and drove away. Zach stood there and watched.
Cameron took us to the beach. He knows that it’s one of the places I love to go. I had stopped crying in the car. Zach kept trying to call me and was sending me text. I refused to even read them or listen to the voice mails. I left my phone in the car when we got out to go sit in the sand.
“Brey I honestly had no idea he was talking to her. Not one of has have spoken a word to her since you and Zach started dating. I don’t know why he started talking to her.”
“Cam, its fine. I just don’t want to talk about it.”
“You want ice cream?” Kate asked.
“No I’m good.” I sat there in silence for a little then came to the conclusion that I wanted to check my phone. “Cam can I have the keys? I want to go get my phone.”
“Okay.” He handed me the keys and I walked back to the car. As I was walking I kept my head down looking at my feet. So when I got to the car and looked up I was surprised to see a crying Zach standing there.
“I’m so sorry!” he stood up straight.
“Just tell me why?”
“I don’t know why I did it. I was at the store and ran into her and we just started talking and met up for lunch one day...”
“You asked me to marry you Zach. Why would you do that then pull this shit!”
“I love you so much Brey and I guess that I gave her the wrong idea when I asked her to lunch.”
“Does she even know about me?”
“The whole world knows about you and me.”
“Does she?”
“I don’t know if she did but now she does and I swear it will never happen again.” I’ve never seen Zach like this and it broke my heart but what he did hurt me.
“We can’t keep doing this shit! It needs to stop! If it can’t then we can’t get married. This isn’t healthy to be doing. It stops here.”
“No more fighting.” Then I gave in and stepped closer to Zach and wrapped my arms around his neck holding onto him tight as he squeezed me.
Cameron and Kate came walking over to check up and me when they saw me and Zach standing there. Zach saw them over my shoulder and went to go talk to Cameron. Kate and I sat in the car while they talked. When they came back we just went home. It was a long and tiring day. I really wanted to just go to bed.
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I know it's short but I hope you like it.