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Prisoners in Lust
The Harold Song
I miss your soft lips. I miss your white sheets.
I miss the scratch of your un-shaved face on my cheek.
And this is so hard cause I didn't see
that you were the love of my life and it kills me.
I see your face in strangers on the street.
I still say your name when I'm talking in my sleep.
And in the limelight, I play it off fine.
But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light.
But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light.
They say that true love hurts, well this could almost kill me.
Young love murder, that is what this must be.
I would give it all to not be sleeping alone.
I was packing my bags while on the phone with Zach. I told him that I was just watching TV, if he only knew what I really was doing. I was so stoked to see him. I just had to get through one more day of stupid school. Ironically that’s what we were talking about, how I was going in school.
“How’s school?” Zach asked.
“Boring!” I laughed.
“It’s not that bad.”
“Yeah it is.”
“You’ll be fine. How are you’re grades?”
“Do you really want me to answer that?” I’m not dumb but my grades are kind of suckish. Zach yells at me all the time for it. He keeps telling me that I don’t try, which is true.
“Yes I really want you to answer my question.” He sounds like my father.
“I got one B, 2 A’s and everything else is a C.”
“Breyandra.”
“Zachary.” I mocked.
“You can be doing so much better than that!”
“I know. We go over this all the time.” I rolled my eyes. Not like he could see me doing it.
“Don’t give me that tone missy! You know I’m right.”
“Yes father.” I joked.
“Sorry for being a worried boyfriend.” He mocked.
“She’s your fiancé idiot!” Nathan laughed from the background. It made me giggle.
“Oh hush! You weren’t any better in school.”
“That has nothing to do with what I said.” Nathan laughed.
“He’s got a point there.” I laughed into the phone.
“Nathan, hush! Brey do better in school or I’m going to…” he had to think of a good threat.
“Or you’re going to do what?”
“Or I’m not going to come see you at all.”
“Fine then I’ll just find a new fiancé.” I joked.
“Like hell you will!” Zach screamed and there was a loud thud. Then I heard Nathan laughing in the back ground.
“What happened?” I tried not to laugh.
“Ow!” that’s all he said.
“What did you do!?”
“I hit my head on the top of my bunk.”
“Way to go Porter.”
“Hey it’s your fault!” he joked even though he still had pain in his voice. Man he hit that thing hard.
“I was joking; you’re the one who freaked out.”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah.” I just rolled my eyes at his comment.
“So anyway, what are you going to do for your birthday?” I heard him sigh. It killed him that I wasn’t going to be there. Little did he know.
“I think me and the guys are just going to go out to dinner after the show. I wish you could be here.” I laughed to myself. Be careful what you wish for Porter.
“I know, I wish I could be there too. I miss you SO much right now.”
“I miss you too. My bunk is lonely without you lying next to me every night.”
“My heart is empty without you next to me every night.”
“Don’t say things like that. I might just get on a plane to come steal you.” He joked.
“Sometimes I wish you would.” I sipped up my suit case and put it by my window. It was 10 at night already. By this time tomorrow I’ll be sitting in the airport waiting to get on my plane to go see Zach.
“Maybe I should then.” He laughed.
“Maybe.” I laughed back lying on my bed.
“Want to know a secret?”
“Sure.”
“I’m working on a surprise for you. When I do get to see you that is.”
“Aw what is it?”
“Did you miss me saying the word surprise?” he laughed.
“No, but I want to know.”
“Well to bad.”
“But Zach if we’re going to get married we can’t have any secrets.” I laughed.
“Well it’s not a secret it’s a surprise, like I said. And you’ll find out in 12 days when I come to see you.” One day actually.
“Can you give me a hint?”
“Nope!”
“You’re mean! I don’t love you!”
“Yes you do.”
“Prove it.”
“Look at your left hand.”
“Shut up!” I laughed.
“Hey I have a question.”
“What?”
“If you’re going to college but we’re getting married in the beginning of August then when are we going to have our kids?”
“Is that all you think about Porter, sex?” I laughed. I knew he was being serious but I have it all planned out. You want to know what my plan is. Okay well I’m not going to actually go to college. I’ve been thinking about it and it’s kind of dumb to get married to a rock star and go to college where I’m going to have to write papers every weekend. That’s not what marriage is. But I’m not telling this to Zach because then he’ll think that he won. I’m going to make him keep thinking that I’m going to college.
“No, I just wanted to know what would happen if it did happen.”
“Well it won’t because I’ll refuse to have sex with you till I’m out of college.” Zach laughed.
“You’re being serious?”
“Yes.” I bit my bottom lip trying to not cave in and laugh. I’m such a mean fiancé.
“WHY!?”
“I’m not getting knocked up just yet mister! I’m still a teenager!”
“You’ll be 18!”
“You’ll be 21!” I mocked.
“Point being?”
“No children or sex for 4 years!”
“FOUR YEARS!!!”
“You make it sound like it’s a bad thing! You’ve gone your whole life not having sex. A four year break won’t kill you.” I laughed.
“Yes it will. I’m going to be married and not having sex. What’s the fun in that!?”
“Oh thanks! Good to know the only reason you want to marry me is to have sex.”
“You know that’s not why I’m marrying you.”
“And you know that I’m kidding. Jerk!”
“I’m sorry.”
“You know if I had a dollar for every time you’ve told me that you were sorry I’d be richer than you could ever be.”
“That’s probably true.” He laughed.
“Zach let’s go we have to get ready for the show.” Dillon’s voice rang through the receiver.
“I got to go babe. I love you. I’ll call you tomorrow.”
“I love you too. Bye.”
“Bye.” Right after he spoke the phone line went dead.
I really wished I didn’t have to have my relationship over the phone or through a computer. It sucked sometimes but I know that he’s doing what he loves and in a short 6 months I’ll be able to be by his side all the time. So I crawled under my blankets and went to sleep. I just have to get through one more day of school then I’ll be on a plane heading to Florida to be with Zach for his 21st birthday. Nothing could make me happier.
I miss the scratch of your un-shaved face on my cheek.
And this is so hard cause I didn't see
that you were the love of my life and it kills me.
I see your face in strangers on the street.
I still say your name when I'm talking in my sleep.
And in the limelight, I play it off fine.
But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light.
But I can't handle it when I turn off my night light.
They say that true love hurts, well this could almost kill me.
Young love murder, that is what this must be.
I would give it all to not be sleeping alone.
I was packing my bags while on the phone with Zach. I told him that I was just watching TV, if he only knew what I really was doing. I was so stoked to see him. I just had to get through one more day of stupid school. Ironically that’s what we were talking about, how I was going in school.
“How’s school?” Zach asked.
“Boring!” I laughed.
“It’s not that bad.”
“Yeah it is.”
“You’ll be fine. How are you’re grades?”
“Do you really want me to answer that?” I’m not dumb but my grades are kind of suckish. Zach yells at me all the time for it. He keeps telling me that I don’t try, which is true.
“Yes I really want you to answer my question.” He sounds like my father.
“I got one B, 2 A’s and everything else is a C.”
“Breyandra.”
“Zachary.” I mocked.
“You can be doing so much better than that!”
“I know. We go over this all the time.” I rolled my eyes. Not like he could see me doing it.
“Don’t give me that tone missy! You know I’m right.”
“Yes father.” I joked.
“Sorry for being a worried boyfriend.” He mocked.
“She’s your fiancé idiot!” Nathan laughed from the background. It made me giggle.
“Oh hush! You weren’t any better in school.”
“That has nothing to do with what I said.” Nathan laughed.
“He’s got a point there.” I laughed into the phone.
“Nathan, hush! Brey do better in school or I’m going to…” he had to think of a good threat.
“Or you’re going to do what?”
“Or I’m not going to come see you at all.”
“Fine then I’ll just find a new fiancé.” I joked.
“Like hell you will!” Zach screamed and there was a loud thud. Then I heard Nathan laughing in the back ground.
“What happened?” I tried not to laugh.
“Ow!” that’s all he said.
“What did you do!?”
“I hit my head on the top of my bunk.”
“Way to go Porter.”
“Hey it’s your fault!” he joked even though he still had pain in his voice. Man he hit that thing hard.
“I was joking; you’re the one who freaked out.”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah.” I just rolled my eyes at his comment.
“So anyway, what are you going to do for your birthday?” I heard him sigh. It killed him that I wasn’t going to be there. Little did he know.
“I think me and the guys are just going to go out to dinner after the show. I wish you could be here.” I laughed to myself. Be careful what you wish for Porter.
“I know, I wish I could be there too. I miss you SO much right now.”
“I miss you too. My bunk is lonely without you lying next to me every night.”
“My heart is empty without you next to me every night.”
“Don’t say things like that. I might just get on a plane to come steal you.” He joked.
“Sometimes I wish you would.” I sipped up my suit case and put it by my window. It was 10 at night already. By this time tomorrow I’ll be sitting in the airport waiting to get on my plane to go see Zach.
“Maybe I should then.” He laughed.
“Maybe.” I laughed back lying on my bed.
“Want to know a secret?”
“Sure.”
“I’m working on a surprise for you. When I do get to see you that is.”
“Aw what is it?”
“Did you miss me saying the word surprise?” he laughed.
“No, but I want to know.”
“Well to bad.”
“But Zach if we’re going to get married we can’t have any secrets.” I laughed.
“Well it’s not a secret it’s a surprise, like I said. And you’ll find out in 12 days when I come to see you.” One day actually.
“Can you give me a hint?”
“Nope!”
“You’re mean! I don’t love you!”
“Yes you do.”
“Prove it.”
“Look at your left hand.”
“Shut up!” I laughed.
“Hey I have a question.”
“What?”
“If you’re going to college but we’re getting married in the beginning of August then when are we going to have our kids?”
“Is that all you think about Porter, sex?” I laughed. I knew he was being serious but I have it all planned out. You want to know what my plan is. Okay well I’m not going to actually go to college. I’ve been thinking about it and it’s kind of dumb to get married to a rock star and go to college where I’m going to have to write papers every weekend. That’s not what marriage is. But I’m not telling this to Zach because then he’ll think that he won. I’m going to make him keep thinking that I’m going to college.
“No, I just wanted to know what would happen if it did happen.”
“Well it won’t because I’ll refuse to have sex with you till I’m out of college.” Zach laughed.
“You’re being serious?”
“Yes.” I bit my bottom lip trying to not cave in and laugh. I’m such a mean fiancé.
“WHY!?”
“I’m not getting knocked up just yet mister! I’m still a teenager!”
“You’ll be 18!”
“You’ll be 21!” I mocked.
“Point being?”
“No children or sex for 4 years!”
“FOUR YEARS!!!”
“You make it sound like it’s a bad thing! You’ve gone your whole life not having sex. A four year break won’t kill you.” I laughed.
“Yes it will. I’m going to be married and not having sex. What’s the fun in that!?”
“Oh thanks! Good to know the only reason you want to marry me is to have sex.”
“You know that’s not why I’m marrying you.”
“And you know that I’m kidding. Jerk!”
“I’m sorry.”
“You know if I had a dollar for every time you’ve told me that you were sorry I’d be richer than you could ever be.”
“That’s probably true.” He laughed.
“Zach let’s go we have to get ready for the show.” Dillon’s voice rang through the receiver.
“I got to go babe. I love you. I’ll call you tomorrow.”
“I love you too. Bye.”
“Bye.” Right after he spoke the phone line went dead.
I really wished I didn’t have to have my relationship over the phone or through a computer. It sucked sometimes but I know that he’s doing what he loves and in a short 6 months I’ll be able to be by his side all the time. So I crawled under my blankets and went to sleep. I just have to get through one more day of school then I’ll be on a plane heading to Florida to be with Zach for his 21st birthday. Nothing could make me happier.
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i know it's all dialog again but i hope you all like it!Zach's birthday is the next chapter! :D