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If It Hurts This Much Then It Must Be Love

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I lay on the couch starring up at the roof; Callie was out with her friends and Jack was well god knows where. My thoughts then went to Rian and Zack; I’ve not spoken to my bandmates in ages I feel like I’ve neglected them. My first reaction was to pick up my phone I sent the same text to both of them.

Hey not spoke to you in a while </3 just so caught up in this time off; do you want to meet up any time since we still have a month left before we go in to record the new album – Alex<3Callie

I left my phone on the couch and went to the kitchen to pour myself a drink of orange juice, on my way back I heard a phone buzz and dived on the couch retrieving my phone – forgetting the orange juice in my hand.

“SHIT!” I shouted.

I looked down at my top, which was covered in orange juice; I had just bought this the other week. I took it off and threw it in the kitchen aiming for somewhere near the washing machine – I’ll go get another t-shirt once I’ve read my text. I then grabbed my phone and flicked it on, there was no message. I looked on the table to see Callie had left her phone there. This time curiosity got the best of my before I could even talk myself out of it – I flicked the switch at the side and her phone lit up brightly. I taped the “ok” button and the text flashed up.

I’m sorry I can’t make it today baby band practice and all that, I hope you don’t get lonely I still can’t believe you dumped Alex for me I feel the luckiest man alive I love you more than life – Stephen Gomez

The phone slid out of my hand and dropped to the ground, it might have smashed I don’t know I didn’t look. I walked back over towards the kitchen, raiding the cupboards as quickly as I could. I then grabbed the unopened bottle of vodka and began searching for a glass; I couldn’t find one and didn’t have the patience to look. I then took the bottle over to the couch and sat back down taking a huge big gulp, how could she do this to me – she loves me I love her; it’s the way it’s meant to be.
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