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Can Love Be Arranged?
Chapter Three: Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?
Cookie and Smiley came in about half an hour ago to tell me that they were leaving and so were Kristen and Rob. I was currently lying in mine and Taylor bed listening to my I-pod, I have tried sleep but have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart? Its hard.
I started singing along to ‘The Sleeping Sickness’ by City And Color ft: Gord Downie
♪♫ I awoke
Only to find my lungs empty
And through the night
So it seems I'm not breathing
And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be
And I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down
And I'm afraid
To sleep because of what haunts me
Such as living with the uncertainty
That I'll never find the words to say
Which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now it's like the night is taking sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice?
I've become
A simple souvenir of someone's kill
And like the sea
I'm constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul as if the great divide could swallow me whole
oh, how I'm breaking down
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now it's like the night is taking sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice?
Oh my life.
Someone come and, someone come and save my life (save my life)
Someone come and, someone come and save my life (save my life)
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Could it be this misery will suffice? ♪♫
I heard clapping from the door way and I looked and saw Taylor there. I sighed and turned the other way in bed looking out onto the balcony. I felt the bed shift and I shut my eyes as ‘Girl I Know’ came on by Avenged Sevenfold. Taylor pulled out my earphones and I growled.
“Come on, I’m sorry” Taylor said as I felt him shift then his arm go around my waist.
“No you aren’t, why don’t you just go fuck her” I mumbled
“I’m seriously sorry” he said and I turned to look at him, I looked into his eyes and sighed.
“That was embarrassing and that hurt a lot” I whispered as tears streamed down my cheeks.
“I know, and I’m sorry” He said sincerely.
“It’s alright, I just hate Kristen” I said; He chuckled and nodded.
“She is quite the bitch, isn’t she?” He said and smiled slightly. I grinned.
“She’s a slut too, aren’t her and Rob engaged?” I asked and he nodded “How could he just sit there and watch that?”
“Watch what?” He asked.
“She’s all over you” I grumbled, glaring as I remember. I might be slightly jealous.
“I guess he’s use too it, she has always been all over me. Not just me, though. Everybody” he mumbled frowning.
“That sucks for Rob” I said. Taylor nodded and leaned down to kiss me. I happily accepted and kissed him back.
Our kiss became a little more heated and he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. I opened my mouth slightly and we quickly started battling for dominance, Taylor straddled my waist and massaged my hips with his thumbs rubbing circles, once he won he kissed down my jaw line and too my neck. When he found my spot I let out a small moan and he smiled against my neck in victory as he started sucking and biting there, leaving his mark. He started pulling my shirt up when I stopped him. He pulled away and looked down at me.
“I want to wait” I mumbled he nodded and smiled then leaned down and pecked my lips. He lay down beside me and put his arms around my waist. I cuddled into his chest and closed my eyes. I felt happy where I was, I felt relieved.
But, I’m only allowed too be happy for so long, right?
I started singing along to ‘The Sleeping Sickness’ by City And Color ft: Gord Downie
♪♫ I awoke
Only to find my lungs empty
And through the night
So it seems I'm not breathing
And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be
And I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down
And I'm afraid
To sleep because of what haunts me
Such as living with the uncertainty
That I'll never find the words to say
Which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now it's like the night is taking sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice?
I've become
A simple souvenir of someone's kill
And like the sea
I'm constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul as if the great divide could swallow me whole
oh, how I'm breaking down
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now it's like the night is taking sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice?
Oh my life.
Someone come and, someone come and save my life (save my life)
Someone come and, someone come and save my life (save my life)
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Could it be this misery will suffice? ♪♫
I heard clapping from the door way and I looked and saw Taylor there. I sighed and turned the other way in bed looking out onto the balcony. I felt the bed shift and I shut my eyes as ‘Girl I Know’ came on by Avenged Sevenfold. Taylor pulled out my earphones and I growled.
“Come on, I’m sorry” Taylor said as I felt him shift then his arm go around my waist.
“No you aren’t, why don’t you just go fuck her” I mumbled
“I’m seriously sorry” he said and I turned to look at him, I looked into his eyes and sighed.
“That was embarrassing and that hurt a lot” I whispered as tears streamed down my cheeks.
“I know, and I’m sorry” He said sincerely.
“It’s alright, I just hate Kristen” I said; He chuckled and nodded.
“She is quite the bitch, isn’t she?” He said and smiled slightly. I grinned.
“She’s a slut too, aren’t her and Rob engaged?” I asked and he nodded “How could he just sit there and watch that?”
“Watch what?” He asked.
“She’s all over you” I grumbled, glaring as I remember. I might be slightly jealous.
“I guess he’s use too it, she has always been all over me. Not just me, though. Everybody” he mumbled frowning.
“That sucks for Rob” I said. Taylor nodded and leaned down to kiss me. I happily accepted and kissed him back.
Our kiss became a little more heated and he licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. I opened my mouth slightly and we quickly started battling for dominance, Taylor straddled my waist and massaged my hips with his thumbs rubbing circles, once he won he kissed down my jaw line and too my neck. When he found my spot I let out a small moan and he smiled against my neck in victory as he started sucking and biting there, leaving his mark. He started pulling my shirt up when I stopped him. He pulled away and looked down at me.
“I want to wait” I mumbled he nodded and smiled then leaned down and pecked my lips. He lay down beside me and put his arms around my waist. I cuddled into his chest and closed my eyes. I felt happy where I was, I felt relieved.
But, I’m only allowed too be happy for so long, right?
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Title song of chapter three: Try sleeping with a broken heart – Alicia Keys.Song she was singing before Taylor came in: The Sleeping Sickness – City And Color Ft. Gord Downie
Song after Taylor came in: Girl I Know – Avenged Sevenfold.
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