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All I Wanted Was You

because if you freak out I will definitely freak out

I stared at the mirror and I couldn't believe I was here.
In LA in this dress, one for sure i thought I would never put one, kind of freaking out.
you can do this just look at Rob whatever happens just look at Rob.
"Beautiful girl come on we have to head out in the limo."
"LIMO!!! ROB SERIOUSLY??!!"
"Beautiful please don't freak out. It wasn't my idea, I would drive us in a simple car if it was up to me. But the movie studio send it over."
"Do we have to?"
"Belinda hahaha come on love. I am sure you look gorgeous."
I groaned to myself and my mother's voice came into my head.
'oh no look at yourself baby. you are gorgeous sweetie. I knew that dress would come in handy.'
mom I don't know
'sweetie shoulders up and be yourself, because he loves you that way.'
Alright I have to get it together.
'come on out you go and smile and have fun. I love you.'
love you too.
"love I don't mean to rush you but-"
"I will be out give me 5 seconds."
"sure."
smile, fun, yourself. okay I got it.
I grabbed my clutch purse and slowly stepped out.
he had his back turned to me he was looking out the window.
I cleared my throat.
"Don't make fun of me."
he turned around
"and why would I do-"
he just stared at me and a slow smiled crept on his face.
I looked at him with his hair tamed and brushed back in a elegant but simple black tux.
"You look so handsome. You are my boyfriend right?"
"hahaha I am yours. But look at you. You look so gorgeous."
he twirled his finger signaling for me to do a spin.
I blushed and smiled and took a spin for him.
"Gosh I love you."
I smiled more.
"Come on handsome before we are late."
he extended his arm and I took it.
soon we were in front of the red carpet in the middle of Hollywood blvd. with so many people and commotion I almost kind of lost it and he noticed it.
"Hey hey no matter what love just look at me okay? because if you freak out I will definitely freak out okay?"
"Alright alright. I will just look at you, just at you."
the door opened and Rob got out first and I saw his hand extend in and reached for me.
I took it, took a deep breath and got out of the car.
the flashed almost blinded me but he squeezed my hand and my attention just focused on him.
we started walking the carpet and I tried to block out the noise.
he stopped at the photo spots and let the photographers take their shots.
he looked at them but then looked at me and smiled.
he pulled my hand close to him and kissed it.
and the shutter noise grew even louder.
A whole bunch of interview people screaming his name, and the same question over and over again.
"is that your girlfriend?! did she replace Kristen?!"
he whispered in my ear "just one interview and we are heading in okay?"
"Okay."
his manager lead us to this one girl with a microphone and a camera guy.
"Hello Mr. Pattinson I am Krista with Movie Biz news."
"Hello Krista."
"First off who is this gorgeous woman on your arm tonight?"
"This is my wonderful talented girl Belinda Morgan."
"Wait a minute I have heard that name before."
"Yes, wait are you that club singer from the crash mansion?"
my eyes grew.
"How do you know I sing there?"
"You actually have a small but loyal following."
"What?"
"Yeah there are a few fans out there who always go out to hear you."
I was a little caught off guard so all I answered was.
"Uh thanks."
"So back to the man of the hour here. Mr. Pattinson how does all this feel?"
"Insane but a good insane. I just hope I did right by the fans."
"How did it feel to play a sparkly vampire?"
"uh interesting hahaha. I was expecting fangs, but I was a little bummed out when there wasn't any."
"hahaha yeah we all were. I hope you have a great time and thank you so much for giving us a mini interview."
"You are welcome and enjoy the movie."
we walked into the theater.
"Well well its seems to me I am not the only one with fans."
"That was crazy she knew where I sang, no one knows that."
"on the contrary my love its seems like people do."
"Come on lets find our seats."
he kissed my forehead and we started to make our way when a voice called out
"Hello Rob."
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