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All I Wanted Was You

I would have saved myself a lot of hurt

there we were sitting on the roof of the hotel, just enjoying the stillness and quiet of being alone there where no one can see us or take our photo.
Just enjoying each others company.
"Tell me something love."
"Anything."
"Where did you snag such a pretty dress like this?"
"My mom actually. Strange thing she just started buying all these different dress and put them away from me. She said one day they would all come in handy."
"Hm mm... it almost makes me want to start taking you out more so I can see them all."
"hahaha no. there are too many and the last one she gave me was unexpected."
"What was the last dress she gave you?"
"not telling you."
"Why not?"
"Because if i tell you...I think I might have to kill you."
"And why is that."
"not gonna say a word."
he just grabbed my hand and smiled.
"come on."
"nope. ask me some other time."
I stared at the night sky and the bright lights of Hollywood.
I never in my life seen anything like this.
To be sharing this with him.
"You know I like this."
"Like what?"
"Getting lost with you. Here on rooftops, under the night sky, in a killer dress."
"I think that is the first time I have ever heard you compliment yourself."
"Well I have to say you are starting to change for the better."
he pulled me to him.
"Belinda Morgan you are my life and you are making me better."
I smiled.
"When do we leave?"
"Tomorrow afternoon why?"
"you want to keep disappearing?"
"Where?"
"We still have that car?"
"Yes."
"Hand me the keys and come on."
I grabbed his hand and took the keys and drove.
"Where are we going?"
"You will see."
"Do you know where you are going."
"Of course hun."
20 minutes of him messing with the radio and pestering me on where we are going. He saw where I was taking him.
"The beach?"
I smiled.
"Come on let me show you."
"Show me what?"
"This."
I slipped off my heels and and grabbed his hand.
"Don't let me fall."
"I won't"
he steadied me down as I lead him down the rock and through the sand.
he undid his tie and I lead him to the water.
"What do you want to show me."
I smiled and looked up.
and he looked up as well.
"Oh my gosh.."
"I know."
"everything is so clear and so bright."
"I know. I have always loved the beach at night."
"Really?"
"Yes my parents always took me to the beach at night, and they would always show me the constellations and we would just lay in the sand. And just be happy and smile."
I looked at back him and he was staring at me with a big grin on his face.
"What?"
"I wish..."
"What?"
"I wish I would have met you earlier."
"Why?"
"I would have saved myself a lot of hurt."
"Rob."
"I love you."
"I love you too."
"Tell me about those constellations love."
I laid on the sand and he joined me.
there we were dressed to kill but laying on the beach looking at stars was better then a red carpet.
♠ ♠ ♠
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can we pretend like airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?
I could really use a wish right now, right now, wish right now.

not near the end.
but frank 1

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