I'm A Match That's Burning Out

You know what really grinds my gears?

When a guy says he's falling you and doesn't ask you to be his girlfriend.

Does that make sense in any way? No.

This is the case with Rian. He steals kisses every now and then but he hasn't made anything official. It pisses me off, but what am I supposed to do? Make him ask me? Or better yet, ask him to be my boyfriend? Pfffft. As if. Excuse me for being old school, but I don't ask guys out. No thank you.

Seriously. All I want to do is just fuck him and get it over with.

Okay, no.

I do want to fuck him, I mean, have you seen his adorable face lately? But that's not all I want. I want him to hold me and whisper sweet things to me and wipe away my tears when I cry. I want him to love me because all I wanna do is love him.

But he's a stubborn ass and won't. fucking. ask. me.

Sigh.

I have no patience.

X - X - X

"I ammmmmmmmmm bored!" I yelled, flopping onto the couch.

"I ammmmmmmmmm horny." Jack said blankly, flipping through a magazine.

"I am so glad I didn't sit on your lap." I grumbled, sitting up and yawning. "What the fuck. Where is everyone?"

"I don't fucking know."

"Don't use that sort of language with me!"

"I just did, MUTHA FUCKAAAAAA." He pounced at me, dropping his magazine and knocking me to the floor as I screamed.

"What the hell is going on?" A confused Alex asked.

"Alex! Help me!" I grabbed his ankles, kicking at Jack to make him let go of my legs.

"Dude," He said, grabbing Jack's face and shoving him backwards, "back away from the Bri Bri." I stood, grinning as Jack pouted.

"You're all assholes. I'm just trying to get laid - I mean, have some fun with my ol' buddy ol' pal over here!"

"Never." I shook my head. "Even if you were the last man on Earth. I would go gay before fucking you."

"Well that's good to know." He cocked an eyebrow. "Lesbos are hot."

"You're disgusting." I rolled my eyes, moving into their kitchen.

"BABY, COME BACK! YOU CAN BLAME IT ALL ON ME!" I laughed, shaking my head as I turned and bumped into someone.

"Jesus, Zack!" I exclaimed. "How much do you work out?! Your abs nearly broke my arm!" He laughed.

"I don't work out that much."

"Fuckin' liar." I scoffed, pulling his shirt. "Hey, hi, hello. This is a body of someone who works out."

"You are extremely inappropriate." He swatted me away.

"Damn, even your ass is buff!" I called as he walked away from me.

"Who's ass is buff?" Tori asked, appearing at my side.

"Zack's."

"Oh fuck yeah. BABY GOT BACK!"

"Can you guys stop talking about my ass?" We heard him yell.

"Nope."

"Who's ass are we talking about?" Matt came inside, obviously confused.

"Mine!" Alex exclaimed. "Look at it." He turned around. "Is it too big?"

"It's just right, Gasky." Tori answered.

"Nice and lush." I added, smirking.

"You girls always know what to say!" He cried, throwing his arms around us.

"Group hug?!" Vinnie's voice came from no where as two more arms were put into the mix.

"Wait for me!" Jack came at us. Then Matt. Then Zack.

"Where the fuck is Rian?" I mumbled, nearly suffocating from the amount of chest I was being pushed against. I think it's Alex's. I'm being smushed here.

"Who the fuck knows." Someone answered.

"Can't breathe." Tori groaned.

"OH NO. I'M FALLING." Zack yelled, pushing the entire group backwards. We tumbled over one at a time, like dominoes, and ended up in a heap sprawled out on the floor.

"Matt," I pushed him, "I love ya, but get the fuck off me."

"Sorry." He rolled over, flopping on top of Tori.

"Oh, hello there. How ya doin." She said, grinning cheekily at him. I giggled at their adorableness as the door to the bus opened.

"Did I miss a group hug?" Rian asked, walking in.

"Yeah, you did. Asshole." Jack said, none of us moving from the floor.

"Well, I'm sorry." He apologized, sitting down on the floor near us. I turned my head to look at him and found his eyes on me. I tried to sit up but my legs were pinned down because Alex was laying on them. Fail.

"Rian." I reached for him. "I've fallen and I can't get up." He laughed, that adorable oh my god heart racing smiling showing, and grabbed my hand, pulling me out from under Alex. I moved to sit between his legs and he wrapped his arms around me, lying his chin on my shoulder. I watched as Alex starting rolling over everyone to get to the other side of the room, their protests only making him go slower.

"You know," I said, "I love all you guys so much."

"Whoa," Jack said, "way to get deep."

"So heartfelt!" Alex cried.

"So beautiful!" Vinnie. Idiot.

"...Yeah, I love you, too." Zack said.

"WELL AT LEAST SOMEONE DOES." I huffed.

"I love you!" Tori squeaked from under Matt.

"And me." Matt agreed.

"And me." Rian whispered in my ear. "More than you know." I would have turned around and kissed him and you know fucked him right there, but Alex started screaming.

"I LOVE HER THE MOOOOOOOST!"

"HELL NAW!" Vinnie said with an accent. Like I said, he's an idiot, "I LOVE HER MORE."

"Well, I love Tori." Jack said shrugging. "Bri's an ass who won't fuck me."

"I wouldn't fuck you either." Tori sat up next to Matt.

"HA!" I grinned triumphantly.

"Well thanks." He crossed his arms, pretending to cry. "I'll just die a virgin then."

"Yeah, okay." I scoffed.

"Yeah, you gotta point." He smirked. "I have fucked so many in my time..."

"Shut up, Jack." Rian sighed. I giggled.

I really do love them all. I don't know what I'd do without them.