We Never Wanted It To Be This Way
Fear, Anger and Pain
At this point in time, I was only feeling three emotions.
Fear, anger and pain.
Fear.
The fear of being alone.
The fear of not knowing what was going to happen next.
Anger.
Anger from the fact that she was so selfish to take her own life and not think about the pain and suffering it would cause for the ones around her, for the people that truly cared.
Pain.
Pain from feeling so lost and alone.
Pain from feeling like it was my fault.
Pain from realizing that she was gone. Gone forever…
Fear, anger and pain.
Fear.
The fear of being alone.
The fear of not knowing what was going to happen next.
Anger.
Anger from the fact that she was so selfish to take her own life and not think about the pain and suffering it would cause for the ones around her, for the people that truly cared.
Pain.
Pain from feeling so lost and alone.
Pain from feeling like it was my fault.
Pain from realizing that she was gone. Gone forever…