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Hey Sis...This is the Love We Never Got

flashbacks or nightmares

(TONI’S POV)

Trace had grabbed me by my waist and pulled me to the back off the bus. He threw me on the bed and closed the door. Just as he did that I started to get flash backs.

~flashback~

I was walking home with lala helping me. I had got in a fight because some kid hit my friend in the face. I smashed his face in and the school called the police and called my parents. The police had pulled me off the kid and I was arrest. Lala had got me and was walking me home. Before we went inside the door .lala pulled me back a little and she pushed me onto the wall.

“You know the minute you go in there he is going to get you right?” =lala

“Yeah and I’m tried of running when I know he is going to find me sooner or later.”=me

“Are you sure about this?”=lala

“Yeah.”=me

I limped into the house notice that I didn’t see him. So I hurried my way up the stairs into my room and closed the door. Leaning my head on the door. I stayed in her until dinner. Halfway down the stairs he was right there. He ran and grabbed me by the waist and walked to my room. He threw me on the bed and closed the door. I heard the lock click and knew I wasn’t going to get out of this. I had a knife and cut my clothes and then him. I was fighting the whole way and he stabbed me a couple times. I started to pass out just when he got on top of me. Then after that I didn’t even fight to stay awake. When I woke up there was 5 big gashes on my stomach and a small cut on my neck. I crawled out of the bed and went to the bathroom taking a shower and then wrapping up my body and getting in my pajamas.

~flashback end~

Trace was leaning in front of me holding my face.

“Why are you staring at me like that?”=me

“…”=t

“Hey fucking answer me dude!” =me

“You need to stop fighting with your sister.”=t

“Yeah or its going to be another world war up and here.”=me

“She has a point you know.”=t

“No she doesn’t I’m not leaving my damn car.”=me

“Yes you are.”=t

“You can suck a dick.”I yelled

“How about you first.”=t

“I told you to do it first so umm…no.”=me

“Toni seriously you just zoned out for a whole 15 minutes. I was holding your face and I notice you sleep with your eyes open.”=t

“Dude I’m not leaving me car.”=me

“If you don’t then you can say goodbye to this job.”=trace

“Well then goodbye.”=me

“So going to ruin your sister chance of seeing the world just because you won’t give up your car.”=trace.

“Well I guess I’m that damn selfish cause I’ll be damned if I leave my car kid.”=me
I got up and started too walked to the door and trace grabbed me. He pulled me back and sat me on his lap. I moved over to the side and I say his arm.

~flashback~

I was sitting on the couch and he came into the living room. It had been 3 weeks since I got in trouble for the fight. He sat next to me and I got up to leave. He grabbed my arm and sat me on his lap. I slide off of him and he punched me right in the stomach. He kicked me on the floor and got on top of me and started to punch my stomach and chest.

~flashback ends~

“Toni will you please leave your car here. We can lock it up in my garage. You keep falling asleep with your eyes open.”=t

“I didn’t fall asleep.”=m

“Toni you was kind of snoring.”=t

“I don’t snore.”=m

“You mean not loud.”=t

“You mean my flashbacks was actually nightmares what the fuck.”=me

“I guess that you are actually needed to leave the car here.”

I give him my keys.

Take it your house and get the bus driver follow you and then we can start getting on the road.”=me

After that I fainted and that was the last I seen off trace before I woke up.