Love This Pain

I smiled over to my new born son. Brian Elwin Haner III. We weren't going to go with his name, but we thought what the hell. He's so perfect. Brian's cheek bones, long fingers already so he's definitely going to be a guitar player. Sad thing was I didn't see one hint of me in him. It was all Brian. Which I was relieved when I first saw him and he looked exactly Brian. I was pretty sure Brian was the father but I wasn't a hundred percent certain. Now I am.

I wasn't quite sure what me and Brian we're going to do with our relationship but it was going pretty good lately. So I doubt he would dump me anytime soon. Specially now that we have Brian... I'm going to have to get used to that. I'll have to talk to Suzy, she had to deal with it.

Baby Brian was the most beautiful baby I had ever seen. Of course, he was Syn's kid so that was a given. I'm shocked I didn't mess up the baby.

I was just completely excited to start my new life, with my new baby. And a great guy to spend it with.