Girl, I'm Going Crazy for You.

The day was turning around, because Stephen’s mother avoided coming near me and Stephen at all times, I think she was worried we would be having sex everywhere we go or something, or she didn’t like me. I was guessing the second answer.

We were in the front yard, and Stephen was pushing me inside the tyre swing, I could feel his hands on my back every time I swung back, and then the force of his hands pushed me higher and higher, I felt like I was 8 again. Oh how I miss the days Jack used to push me on the swing, when we were younger he would always do it, and then when he came friends with Alex they both used to push me and I felt like I was flying, I guess that’s why I loved tyre swings.

I scrapped my feet into the ground making the swing came to a stop, and I just sat there gripping the side of the tyre looking down at my worn out vans, and then I felt Stephen’s arm move down my neck and grab my hand “What’s wrong baby?” asked Stephen,
I didn’t answer him, all these thoughts were going through my head, was I growing up too fast I was nineteen years old, had already had a child who was a couple months old and now I was going to get married to a guy that was 22 years old, I guess I had never thought about this before, I was just so in love with Stephen that my mind was somewhere else.

“Jess?” asked Stephen trying to get my attention,
I turned my head slightly and saw his face peering through the whole in the tyre, he was smiling sweetly at me, I moved my feet back softly as I felt my knees start to shake, I didn’t actually care about what I was thinking about before this boy is perfect.
“Oh I was just thinking about my family” I lied and turned back to face the front,
Stephen sighed and pulled the swing back and started to push me again, and I began to feel the wind blowing through my hair again, and I heard Stephen laughing from behind,
“What are you laughing at?” I shouted,
“Don’t worry” he shouted back.

I sighed and made my feet grip the ground again and made the swing stop, then I moved forward so I was out and standing up, and walked behind the swing and wrapped my arms around his waist,
“No tell me” I said rubbing my face into his shirt,
Stephen laughed and placed his hand on the back of my head and started rubbing it “It’s just when I was younger I pushed John on this and he fell out, I was just remembering” laughed Stephen,
I giggled and hugged Stephen “Oh that would have been funny” I said,
Stephen laughed and moved his hand up to my cheek bones and stroked it, and guided his head down lower so his lips reached mine, and we shared one sweet passionate kiss.

Stephen pulled away and smiled “Come on babe, let’s get dinner ready” said Stephen,
I nodded and grabbed his hand ‘But wouldn’t your mum make it for us?” I asked,
Stephen shook his head “She will probably say we are young mature adults and tell us to make our own” explained Stephen,
I nodded and continued walking inside, with my fingers linked with Stephen’s.

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“What’s for dinner?” asked John walking into the kitchen, where Stephen and I were attempting to cook. “Um I have no idea” I said blankly and opened the lid of the pot, Stephen had put all the food in the pots, and just ordered me to watch them as he washed the dishes, Stephen spun around from the sink and slapped John’s arm as he reached for the pot ‘It’s a surprise plus it’s mine and Jess’s dinner you can make your own” said Stephen,
John groaned “But I can’t cook” complained John,
“Then learn” I said and Stephen nodded with agreement,
John looked back at Miranda who was leaning against the fridge “How about we go out for dinner leaving these two alone?” asked John to Miranda,
Miranda looked at me and then back at John “Yeah sure” she said sounding awkwardly.
John nodded “Then it’s settled you two will have the house to yourselves and Miranda and I will spend the night out together sound good?” asked John,
Stephen looked at John confused “What about mum?” asked Stephen,
John shrugged “Knowing her she will order pizza and sit out of the way, she really doesn’t like Jess” answered John

“JOHN!” shouted Miranda and Stephen both at the same time,
I looked at John “Did she really say she didn’t like me?” I asked,
John shrugged “They weren’t her exact words, she just said that Stephen could do way better and that you’re a slut” explained John.

I turned to Stephen and hugged into his chest, I felt his hand on the top of my back and he started to rub it softly comforting me, “It’s okay babe, she was just angry” said Stephen comforting me even more. “John you two better just go”.

John nodded and grabbed Miranda’s hand and led her in the direct of John’s bedroom.
I sighed and turned to Stephen “Do you believe John?” I asked,
Stephen shook his head and wrapped his arms around my waist and hugged me close, and kissed the top of my head “Trust me she needs to get to know you” said Stephen “Go check on Melody babe, and get her ready for bed and then I will set up dinner”.
I nodded and kissed his lips softly and walked down the hallway, and walked past Miranda and John who smiled at me but were in a massive hurry, it was mainly probably because John wanted to eat already.

I walked into Stephen’s room and saw Melody was still sitting in her little rocker and was playing with her rattle, her eyes widened and she giggled as soon as I was in her sight,
“Hello cutie” I said as I picked her up, and started rubbing her back “Are you ready for bed?”,
I looked down at her she didn’t say anything my mind started wondering what was going on in her mind.
I walked over to her crib and moved the blankets around and then walked down to Stephen’s bed and sat down on the edge and pulled my shirt up and started breast feeding Melody.

Once she was done I fixed myself up and kissed her cheek lightly “Sweet dreams” I whispered in her ear before placing her in the cot and putting Stephen’s teddy bear he gave her close to her side and slowly made myself out of the room, leaving Stephen’s door open so we could hear her if she woke up and started walking back down the hallway.

When I reached the kitchen I saw Stephen standing around the table and the clicking sound of a lighter, “Stephen what are you doing?” I asked and looked beside him, Stephen turned around,
“I wanted to make our first dinner together for a long time special” he said and moved away from the table, to reveal candles lighted up, and they made it look so beautiful.

Stephen walked over to me and linked his arm with mine and guided me to the table and pulled the seat out for me, and waited for me to be seated before lightly pushing the chair in and kissing my cheek “The first meal will arrive soon would you like some wine?” asked Stephen,
I nodded “Yes please” I said,
Stephen smiled and walked over to the bench and grabbed a bottle of open wine and a wine glass and poured it in and passed it to me and then poured one for himself,
“This is so sweet” I said smiling,
Stephen smiled “Wait until you tasted dinner” he said happily and walked back into the kitchen area, and then walked back with two plates and placed one in front of me, and one on the other side of the table and he sat down behind it, and gave me that little smirk.
I felt my insides start melting as he done it, and then I snapped out the trance ‘You really need to stop doing that” I snapped,
Stephen laughed “What this?” he asked and then did the smirk again,
I glared at him, “Yeah that” I snapped.
Stephen laughed and did it again, before digging into his dinner.

I grabbed my fork and wrapped it around the spaghetti and shoved it in my mouth, it actually tasted amazing I never knew Stephen could cook. When we would eat together on warped tour he would like buy food and say it was his own, and then I found find the packages on the floor or something, but this time I knew that he seriously had made it and it was so good.

“So is there a certain theme you are going for here?” I asked,
Stephen shrugged “I don’t know you tell me” he said before shoving more spaghetti in his mouth and looking up at me and smiling,
“Well I can’t read your mind” I laughed,
Stephen smiled with strands of spaghetti hanging out of his mouth and slurped them up “It is from a Disney movie that you forced me to watch at least 3 times when I was at home” said Stephen.
A Disney movie that involves spaghetti and Stephen was forced to watch it,
“Do I love this movie?” I asked,
Stephen nodded and slurped some wine “It’s your second favourite to the lion king” said Stephen,
I snapped my fingers as soon as the answer popped in my head “The lady and the tramp” I said,
Stephen nodded “But the surprise isn’t over yet” he said and finished eating, and then waited for me to finish before taking away my plate and putting it in the sink and cleaning it quickly,
“Are you ready?” he asked and grabbed my hand and pulled me from the seat, “I am going to take you some where I have never taken any of my other girlfriends”.
I nodded “I am ready” I said not knowing what else to say.
He pulled off his hoodie and handed it to me “You might need this it gets cold at night time” he said quickly.
“What about Melody?” I asked,
“We will be gone for an hour, plus my mum is home in her room remember she will call me if anything goes wrong” said Stephen,
I looked at him as I pulled his hoodie on “Are you sure?” I asked as I fiddled with the zip, Stephen nodded and then did that stupid goofy thinking face,
“Or maybe I should call Josh” said Stephen and went to grab out his phone,
I grabbed his phone “Josh really Stephen?” I asked,
Stephen laughed and grabbed his phone back off me “How about Brian then?” he asked,
I nodded “Brian would be fine” I said and walked down into the bedroom and checked on Melody while Stephen called Brian.

I leaned over the cot and looked at her, she had no hair but I guess if she did she would look exactly like Stephen just a girl version, she was so beautiful. I sighed and rubbed her cheek, there was nothing in the world that could make me happier knowing there was something that had Stephen in it, I knew that when he goes back on tour while she is growing up, I won’t miss him because I will feel like he is there every time I look at her.
I heard Stephen walking down the hallway, and I turned to see him standing in his doorway, “Brian is on his way” he spoke,
I nodded and looked back down at Melody,
Stephen walked over and stood beside me “She is beautiful isn’t she?” I asked,
Stephen nodded and turned to me and smiled ‘Except she looks like her uncle” he joked,
I laughed “Stephen she looks exactly like you” I said,
Stephen shook his head “She has a bit of her mum in her, her beauty she gets from her mother” said Stephen sweetly and kissed my cheek.
I didn’t move or budge I just stood there staring at Melody as she slept.
Stephen grabbed my arm and pulled me away and lead me to his bed and pushed me down,
“What are you doing?” I asked,
Stephen smirked and started to suck on my neck,
“Stephen” I giggled “Brian will be here any moment”,
Stephen looked up at me “He will be like 10 minutes we can have fun until then” he said,
“But your mum” I said,
Stephen shrugged “I will watch the door” he said,
I nodded and then Stephen positioned himself so he could get what he wanted, as soon as he started ripping down his skinny jeans I knew exactly what he wanted.
I climbed over and positioned myself and moved my mouth slowly over his penis and started giving him a blowjob.

I heard the doorbell ring as Stephen released inside my mouth making me swallow the cum, I coughed I was normally spitting it out but the sound of the doorbell scared me,
Stephen sat up and pulled his underwear and skinny jeans up, “Thanks babe” he said and kissed my cheek “You go clean your mouth out while I greet Brian”.
I nodded and watched as Stephen climbed off his bed and dashed out of his room, and then I heard the sound of Brian’s loud voice echoing through the house.

I walked down the hallway and found the bathroom and grabbed my toothbrush and brushed my teeth quickly and spat out the toothpaste and rinsed my mouth, and the taste of cum was no longer in my mouth and I felt a lot better.

I turned the bathroom light off and walked off and down the hall to see Brian and Stephen talking,
“Hey Brian” I said and walked over to him and gave him a huge friendly hug,
Brian hugged me tight and pulled me up a little bit, “Wow you have got back into shape” he said,
I laughed “Yeah it took a while” I said,
“What do you think of Scottsdale?’ asked Brian,
“It is lovely here” I replied.
Brian nodded “Well Stephen said you guys are going to have a have a nice romantic tour” said Brian,
Stephen looked and Brian and then slapped him over the head “It was supposed to be a surprise you idiot” said Stephen,
Brian snickered and then laughed “Oh sorry man” he said, ‘So is Melody asleep?”,
I nodded “She fell asleep before we ate dinner, she should be fine but if she just wakes up sing her a song she will fall back to sleep, if that doesn’t work just give her a bottle or she might need or nappy changed” I explained,
Brian nodded “Okay I will look after her I promise” promised Brian.

I looked at Stephen he didn’t look worried at all, but I was sort of was sort of worried. I trusted Brian and all I knew that he was a guy that wouldn’t let anything bad happen, but this was the first time I had left Melody alone with anyone besides Jack, but she knew Jack and she loved him, she barely knew who Brian was since he was on tour with Stephen a lot.

Stephen grabbed my hand and linked his fingers with mine “Okay we will be back in about an hour” said Stephen “There is a chance Miranda and John could return home before then, if they do you can leave if you want”.
I turned around and looked at Brian “Brian don’t listen to him, if they do come back please still stay they will probably just go to John’s room and have sex then fall asleep so please stay” I begged,
Brian laughed “I promise I will stay until you both return home” said Brian,
I sighed with relief and then turned back to Stephen “Stephen you know John” I said,
Stephen sighed “I know but okay” said Stephen “Thanks for this Brian”.

We walked out the front door and I felt the cold night breeze against my face, and the wind started blowing my hair everywhere, I looked up at the sky it was dark and the stars were out it looked so beautiful.
“So where are we going?” I asked,
“If I told you I would have to kill you” joked Stephen,
I looked at him serious, which made him laugh “Please tell me you were joking?” I asked,
Stephen nodded “You know I would never want to kill you babe” he replied and pulled my head close to him and kissed my forehead, “But this place can’t be told by anyone else EVER”.

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We arrived to the back of park and then Stephen dragged us through bushes, until we found a small building, and then he pulled off the key necklace that he was wearing and fiddled with the door lock on the building and it clicked meaning it was unlocked, “Stephen what are we doing?” I asked,
Stephen turned around and signalled me to be quiet as he pulled me into the dark building and closed the door behind him.
I couldn’t see a thing I didn’t even know where Stephen was anymore, I felt around me and I couldn’t feel him anywhere “Stephen?” I cried,
He didn’t answer and I was starting to think he was gone, and I felt my body start to shake, until I saw a little flame in the middle of the room and then I saw Stephen’s face in the light of it, as he lighted up a candle.
“You just love candles don’t you?” I asked as I walked over to him,
“They give a better light” he replied and started lighting up the rest of them, until the room was perfectly lighted up.

I looked around to see a couch in the corner and a box of all comics and another filled with pokemon cards, “So this is your secret hide out?” I asked and walked over to the couch,
Stephen nodded and walked over sat beside me and pulled my legs across his and pulled me across so I was sitting on his lap, “When I was younger I used to come here when I was getting bullied in high school” explained Stephen “I felt like this was the only place I could be happy, and I believed that until I met you”.
I smiled and slapped his arm “Don’t be silly” I laughed,
Stephen looked at me serious “No I am being serious about this, before we left for warped tour I came here and started thinking about how I was going to miss this place when I was gone, but then I met you and I felt like I could be happy anywhere, as long as you were around” he explained.

I was speechless I didn’t say anything but hugged Stephen close as he pulled the hood of his hoodie I was wearing over my head and then kiss my cheek, “I just didn’t want this to be a secret from you, I want you to know everything’ said Stephen,
I sighed and then realized there was so much drama that went on warped tour that he didn’t know about like when I was dating his brother to get him jealous, but that was all in the past, I was just an immature child back then, now I have matured and grow older and have learned that guys are just not toys.

I grabbed Stephen’s hand and started rubbing it “Stephen?” I asked,
He turned to me “Yeah?” he asked,
“How strong is this couch?” I asked,
“Why do you want-“ he said before I crashed my lips onto his and pushed him down on the couch and started pulling his clothes off and mine piece by piece.

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“We really need to learn to stop being so sexually frustrated” joked Stephen as he begun to get dressed again,
I laughed “I am sorry” I lied and kissed his cheek before clipping my bra together and putting it back on, we finished getting dress and Stephen blew out the candles, and we started walking back home, hoping that Melody was okay and that Brian did a good enough job looking after her.

Once we got home we walked inside to see Brian passed out on the couch, I walked in and tapped him on the head “How was she?” I asked,
Brian yawned ‘She didn’t wake up once” said Brian,
I nodded ‘Thanks Brian, how much do we owe you?” I asked and went to go grab my purse from the room,
“Jess stop” commanded Brian “I don’t want your money I did it out of friendship”
I nodded “Thanks Brian” I said and continued walking down the hallway, I yawned as I reached Stephen’s room and opened the drawers that I had stuck my pyjamas in and got them on, and climbed into bed and waited for Stephen to finally join me.

I heard the light switches start to turn off from down the hall, and saw Stephen’s shadow on the wall outside his bedroom, and he soon walked in smiling at me ‘You in bed already?” he asked,
I nodded “I’m tired” I said and rolled over and faced the wall and listened to the sound of Stephen getting undressed and changed into his boxers, it was highly amusing the word fuck was said every time he stubbed his toe.

I felt the bed go down and then I heard Stephen moving around then his arm met my waist as he pulled me closer and kissed my neck “Goodnight” he whispered in my ear,
“Goodnight” I whispered back,
“I love you” he whispered in my ear and bit down on my earlobe,
I giggled “I love you too” I said and closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep.