Memori

That night Draco had to force himself
to sleep which in resulted in cold sweats,
sturring, and waking up every hour.
The thought of Aiden, having no idea
of the greatest time in his life anymore.
Because of her, Draco is not the same
person that he presented himself to
be from the moment he entered Hogwarts.
When he first came here, he felt on top
of the world. Knowing too much for his
own good and having people bow their heads
as he made his presence known.
This arrogance is formed from the knowledge
of being a pureblood. Since when did something
so pure turn into something so horrid?

For the fourth time that night, Draco shot
up from his bed. Wide eyes, scared, and
tired from deep within, he decided enough is
enough and instead of forcing himself back to
sleep, he headed down the stairs to the common
room.

Unfortunately when he reached the end of the
steps, a sillouette of someone sitting on one
of the couches came into view.
Within moments he realized who that
figure was, and continued his way down
towards the couches, furious.

"Why the fuck would you do that?!" he half yelled,
startling the person.

"Damm it Draco, you scared me!" Valor said,
giving a glare.

"Answer the question."

"Well I am guessing that St. Cristian
revealed what happened and for a moment I
regretted ever letting Aiden go through with it,
but now that you are here, I feel as if I did the
right thing."

"The right thing? Valor, you fucked up her head!"

"Because your dumb ass couldn't keep your shit in
your pants! It fucken broke her Draco. Do you
not realize how bad it was, watching her
lay in that damn bed, rotting away?" she spat,
before turning her attention back to the
crackling fire in front of her.

"I could have made it better, I could
have done something."

"You've done enough. My best friend almost
fucken lost her life because of this
pathetic excuse for a human being standing in
front of me.You know, the moment I found out
about you two I was against it, obviously! But
she saw something in you, and this is how you
make it up to her?! She went through hell
with her friends and everyone else in this school
as she tried to convince everyone that you
were.....different."

Draco held his ground, although wanting to walk
away because everything that came out of her
mouth was nothing but true. He did betray her
in more cases than one, when she was the one
that everyone gave shit too when they found out about
their relationship. Her friends did not want to
believe her, her classmates blamed her, and her
teachers became disappointed in her. Although
everyone made her feel small, Aiden still followed
her heart and in the end proved to them
that Draco has actually changed, although not
completely he still changed enough in their eyes.
The only person to make her feel small again, is
the one person that she stuck up for, got shit
for, the one she ended up falling for.

"What, clever Malfoy has nothing to say?" Valor
asked grabbing Draco's attention from this
own thoughts. He decided to take a seat
on a chair near the couch, as his legs
felt like it was about to give in.

"I just feel as if I lost her completely." he mumbled.

"I guess I can understand the main reason for the
break up, especially if you completely fooled us all
into talking about how you are never going to be one
of them, but I just need to ask, why the fuck
would you hurt her by going for Sheila?" Valor
asked remembering that night, and getting more
angry as she thought about it.

"The idea was to try to make Aiden jealous,
in hopes that she will fall for me again, but
I honestly don't know what happened. We weren't
even suppose to touch eachother, just pretend
to. I let the worst get the best of me, probably
the damn lame alcohol Blaise gave me." Draco hissed
as he too remembered that night.

"He gave you alcohol?"

"Yeah, to make me ease up and make
the plan seem somewhat believeable. It was
plain and not even strong."

"Oh my fucken goodness Malfoy are you
that dense?!" Valor yelled, definately
loud enough to probably wake up those
light sleepers.

"I understand the stupid plan wasn't the
brightest, but I was desperate to try anything okay."
he said glaring at the floor. Too ashamed to actually
look at Valor in the eyes.

"No shit that part was dumb but I am talking
about the damn alcohol." she said, this time
lowering her voice, after realizing that she probably
woke up a person or two.

"Look okay, forget the fact that alcohol
is not allowed on school grounds, I know that!
But I just needed to ease up a little. It
was just suppose to make me feel relaxed
and with it being pretty lame I took
a few more shots just to...."

"No fucken idiot! Don't you understand!
Blaise fucken love potioned your lame
ass alcohol!" Valor spat viciously,
and for once she was not angry with
Draco but with a fellow idiotic Slytherin.

"After last years incident, Dumbledore
put a spell on Hogwarts to make sure
that any alcohol no matter what it is,
will never pass through the doors. How stupid
do you have to be to fall for that crap?"

"What the hell are you getting at?"

"Okay so obviously being stupid is an
understatement, you are fucken insane! What part
of Dumbledore put a spell on the school to ensure
that alcohol is no longer on the premises did you not
comprehend." Valor said before getting up and
quickly headed upstairs.

"Where are you going?"

"To tell Hermione what the
fuck has happened."

And with that said, she disappeared into
her dorm. The conversation left
Draco in a blur. How come he was not
aware about the alcohol banning spell,
the again Draco never listened to
what Dumbledore was saying during their meals.
After that thought has passed, the more
serious one came into view.

Blaise gave him a potion to make him
fuck up the plan and mess with Sheila.

"I'm going to fucken kill him!" he growled before
he too went up to his dorm to wake up
the boy that has been walking around with a death wish
for a while.