Save Me

Karine’s POV
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I walked around my room pacing, Frank sat on my bed and he looked at me. I had a beanie on to hide my hair. I looked and I felt Frank grab my and sit me down.

“You want to drum a little?” He asked

I nodded and we walked downstairs to my kit and began to play slowly. Frank hugged me and told me he had to leave but promised he come back. I nodded and looked down to see the top snare filled with blood. I grabbed my nose and looked at my hand

“Shit!” I cursed

I grabbed a rag and cleaned the top and threw it away. I ran upstairs but my head started to spin, I tripped but got up and ran to the bathroom, I began to try to stop my nose bleeding. I started to feel my head falling foreword as I try to stay up.

“hunny…” My mom walked in and screamed

“Close the door” I cried

“Get in the car” she told me

We got in the car and drove to the ER, I was placed in a stretcher and raced to the room where I blacked out.

“Karine” I heard a voice

I dare not open my eyes, I was scared I died.

“Karine?” the voice called

“Hun?” I heard my dad’s voice

I opened and I was in the hospital bed with needles in my arms and tubes in my nose. I looked at them

“What happened?” I cried

“You passed out from blood lost” My dad frowned

“My head hurts” I told him

“I know bunny” my mom said

“Can I go home?” I asked them

“The doctor says you have to stay here for one day for observation” My mom smiled

The gang visited and left, I talked with them and they laughed with me. I sighed and nodded as they left, my dad smiled and held my i-pod. I smiled and he gave me it as we both listened while mom was asleep.

when the fog comes through the golden gate
and the moon shines on the bay
and everything has changed
now that you have gone away
things are getting darker
and its harder for me to see
and now you're an angel
lookin over me..

I smiled and sang along, my dad held my hand. I felt his tears on my arm, this was killing him and it was killing me. Why can’t I die? I know it sounds awful but I’m causing him…hell everyone so much pain. The song kept going.

as time goes on i can never forget
all the times we had memories i protect
seems like yesterday when i last saw your face
you're no longer here and no one can replace
all the times we had wish they could happen again
i'll hold you in my heart in my heart to the end
if i could make a change it'd be me not you
so hard to sit and cope, so sad but true

I took my headphone off and my dad did the same. I looked at my dad

“Did you eat candy?” I questioned as he didn’t seem tired

“yes” He smiled

“You’re not going to sleep!?” I laughed

“Nope” he told me

We spent the next 20 minutes talking pictures just me and him, like what me and mom did…along with everyone. He took his video and told me to say something before he hit record.

“I love you daddy, I love you mommy. I love you Matt and Val, I love you Lacey and Johnny, I love you Brian and Michelle, I love you Zacky and Gena. I love you Pinkly and Bella. I love you my little Lily” I smiled. He stopped recording and frowned when he looked at his phone confused, I begin to laugh and laugh. He smiled and put his phone away.

“Dad, what do you think Heaven is like?” I asked him

“Anything you want it to be” He told me holding my hand

“I hope so” I told him

Jimmy’s POV

I stopped recording and pretended to frowned when I looked at my phone confused, She began to laugh and laugh. I smiled and put my phone away, I just wanted to record her laughing.

“Dad, what do you think Heaven is like?” She asked

“Anything you want it to be” I told her holding her hand

“I hope so” She told me nodding