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Always Something More
Chapter 20
I was back at the table that was filled with so many alcoholic options, all I wanted was a smirnoff and that's what I took. I was trying to twist the cap off but it wasn't coming undone, and I didn't even know where the bottle cap opener was. I kept trying to twist it off when I heard a laugh behind me, I turned and saw that the laugh belonged to John. He walked closer and took the bottle out of my hands. With out any trouble he got it open.
“Here you go. If you need help again just fine me, I don't want you to hurt your self.”
“Oh shut up, I loosened it up for you.”
“Sure you did.” he put down his drink and put his hands in his pockets.
“Are you having fun tonight?” he asked.
“Yeah I guess I am, there's been some drama but I think for now its over.”
“Leave it to the 16 year old to bring all the drama.” he gave me a smirk.
“It wasn't my fault, it was everyone else who was attacking me.”
“Aw I'm sorry, I don't think I could ever be upset with you.” I immediately got a smile that I couldn't hide.
“Your to kind John.” the conversation kind of died down from there. We looked around and watched everyone getting drunk and laughing.
“hows my sister holding up after that drink?”
he let out a laugh “She's fine, but shes on her way to drunkville.” we both let out a laugh, I could only imagine what she was acting like now.
“How are you? How many drinks have you had?” he asked
“I'm fine, this is my second drink of the night. But don't worry I'm planning on getting wasted.” I said with a wink.
“They'll be interesting to see. Can't wait.” he said with an adorable smile. We both just stood there drinking our drinks.
“Do you know where Carmen's purse is? I left my chap stick at home and my lips are killing me.” I asked
“Oh yeah if you go down that hall way its the last door on the left there's a few coats and what not on the bed, it should be under there.” He pointed out which hallways and I was on my way after saying thank you and a small wave goodbye.
I got to the room and the bed was filled with coats and purses and just random junk everywhere. I picked up coat after coat until I got close to the bottom of the pile and I found Carmen's purse. I scurried through her purse until I found her chap stick. As I was putting some on I noticed that she left her phone in her purse, I picked it up and saw that she left her messages with John open. I looked through them and they were the typical boyfriend girlfriend messages, they told each other they loved one and another, what they love about each other; John loved my sisters smile and laugh and my sister loved Johns hair and lopsided grin, how typical of her to love his smile, every girl including me love the famous lopsided smile he gave everyone. I put the phone down and went back to the party.
It was going on 10 o'clock and I hardly had a buzz, I needed something more. I went back to the table and made myself a stronger drink, and went to find someone to hang out with. And that person was Kennedy, he was in a group of guys but obviously bored of the conversation because he was looking through his phone.
“Hey” I said as I wrapped my arms around his waste.
“Hey there you are, I was looking for you earlier.”
“Oh well I'm here now. You looked bored so I decided to entertain you.”
“Awe well thank you, I was getting bored.” we started to walk away from the group and found a few big rocks to sit on. We looked up at the sky and watched the stars. There were groups of people everyone through out the yard. There were a few girls who started to get a little drunk and started to get crazy. I just laughed at them. I kept people watching, as Kennedy tried to keep a conversation going but I wasn't into it, I would put my input whenever needed but I wasn't totally listening. My eyes landed on tall figure in the doorway from the kitchen. He was wearing a simple black v-neck with a black blazer and black skinny jeans. I watched as he stumbled over to a group of friends with his bottle of beer in his hand and joined their conversation but you could easily see that he had no clue what was going on, he was constantly nodding his head with a goofy smile on his face. Someone made a joke and they all laughed at it, I couldn't help but to smile when I saw Johns smile, he kind of took the joke a little to far and kept laughing, but his laugh made me giggle.
“Why are you so infatuated with him?” I heard Kennedy asked but I couldn't comprehend what he was saying.
“What?” I took my eyes off of John and looked at Kennedy.
“I said why are you so infatuated with him?”
I bit my lip and tried to hide my smile, “I'm not sure, its hard to explain, we've always been there for each other and we just had this connection.”
“Yeah but you have Garrett, he's ten times better than him, John is an asshole.” I just looked at him with a mad expression
“That's horrible to say that about John.”
“Well its true.”
“It doesn't matter, you shouldn't of said it.” I looked down at the ground.
“Sorry I didn't mean to upset you.”
I just nodded my head. I thought about what he had said, yeah Garrett was exactly what a boyfriend should be, but John was different. He had a side that no one really saw. He knew exactly what to do or say to cheer me up and put a smile on my face. He made me feel safe and comfortable with myself, he was just different than what everyone saw.
I looked back to the group and John was still standing with his friends as they all goofed off probably making fun of the people at the party.
I looked over at Kennedy and asked “do you know where my sister is I need her for something?” he shook his head no, “could you help me look for her?” I put out my hand for him to take, which he did and we went to go look for her.
“How about you look in the living room and kitchen and ill everywhere else.”
“Alright sounds good.” and from that we went our own ways. As he walked away I went back to that same bedroom that had all the coats and my sisters purse. I carefully opened it up making sure it wasn't occupied which it wasn't. I shut the door and locked it for now, I went to the bed and found my sisters purse and picked it up. As I was opening it up, I walked to the window and pulled the curtain to the side a little and saw that John was still outside with the same group of friends. I found Carmen's cellphone and texted John really quick.
“Babe where are you? I need you” I looked out the window again and watch John, waiting for him to pick up his phone and check it. He just stood there for a few and finally put his hand in his pocket and pull out his phone. He looked down and a smile came to his face and started to type out a message, he looked back up and put his phone in his pocket.
“Where are you? I'll come find you.”
I just smiled, this was to easy.
“I'm in the room with our coats and stuff.”
I looked back up and watch him take out his phone and smile again and said I'm guessing a goodbye to his friends as he started to walk towards the house. As he was walking towards the house there was a small rock that he didn't see but anyone who was sober would of defiantly see it, but he wasn't in that state of mind and tripped on it and fell to the ground. The group of friends he was with, and everyone else including me saw this and couldn't help but to laugh. He got back up quickly dusted himself off and flipped off everyone.
Once he started to make his way back towards the house, I went to the bed and took every thing off the bed and set them on the ground. I went to the mirror and fixed my hair and dress. Luckily the spare room we were in had the adjustable lights, so I turned them basically off which some light but it was still dark enough, and John was by now drunk so he wouldn't notice that I wasn't Carmen.
I heard foot steps getting closer to the room, and then there was a Knock on the door and he called out for Carmen, I quickly went to the door and opened it and took his hand.
“Whats up babe? Is everything okay?”
I didn't talk yet because he would hear the difference in our voices. With his hand in my hand I brought him to the bed and sat him down, I sat on his lap and started to kiss him. He put his hands on my waist and kissed back, he then pulled back to talk.
“So t-this is um what you needed?” he stumbled over his words as he talked.
I nodded my head and attacked his lips again. They tasted like alcohol and smoke, and it tasted good. I swiped my tongue over his lower lip asking for permission which he accepted. I started to move my hips into him, earning a moan which made me smile into the kiss. He pulled away and went to my neck kissing and nibbling all over the skin.
“Y-You smell d-different.” I let out a small giggle from all his slurs. But I started to get nervous, that he would catch on that I wasn't Carmen.
I don't think he really wanted an answer because he went back to my neck, he was defiantly making marks all over my skin, that I would have to cover up with makeup tomorrow. He was getting closer and closer to my spot and when he did a let out a soft sigh.
“Oh John.” I couldn't help myself his lips felt so good against my skin. After he heard my voice he stopped what he was doing but didn't look up at me, he just stayed in the same position.
“Rae?” He ask curiously. He finally lifted his head up and I could see that he was squinting his eyes to really see me.
I was quiet for a few seconds, I wasn't sure what to say or what would happen when I showed myself.
“Yeah?” I said it quietly but he still heard because he scooted further from me.
“Whats going on here? I thought you were Carmen?” he put his elbows on his knees and leaned his head into his hands.
“John I thought you wanted this.” I scooted closer to him and put my left hand on his thigh.
“Why would you say that Rae? I'm dating your sister.” he looked down at my hand that was resting on his leg.
“Well I just...” I looked around the room, trying to avoid his eyes. “I see your eyes on me. And well your here with me now.” I looked up and into his eyes.
The look in his eyes wasn't good, I got a bad feeling about this. “Woah first off I thought you were Carmen, I got a text from her phone telling me to meet her here. And secondly I don't look at you any differently than anyone else.” I gave him an aggravated look and gave a little scoff.
“Look John, I want you and I know you want me too, If you didn't then you would have left already.”
I slowly slid my hand up his thigh as we stared at each other.
A few moments had passed and John started to shake his head from side to side and took my hand off his leg. “Rae your drunk.” He stood up and started to walk towards the door.
This was it, I didn't mean for any of these to happen, it just did. His hand was on the door nob and at this point I want him to leave, I was so embarrassed. But I was taken back when I heard the door lock.
“Rae,” he didn't turn around just yet. “your right, I am crazy about you.” he turned around and walked closer to me and his face was serious. “But I love your sister but there's something about you that makes me want you.” he stood in front of me and reached for my hands and pulled me up. “What I'm about to do, I know I'll regret it later.” and with that he started to kiss my lips. I don't think I've ever felt so much passionate and love in a kiss before. But then it disappeared when he pulled away.
“Oh my God what am I doing, I'm sorry, I cant do this to you or your sister.” he pulled away from me.
“But John you just said...” he cut me off “What I just said is all true but I love Carmen, were going to college together, I want to marry her one day.” I didn't know what to do or say. We both just looked at each other intensely for a few moments.
“John can't you forgot about Carmen for two seconds and think about me?” I walked over to him and laced our hands together.
“Think about you? How can I think about you when I'm in love with your sister?” he said sternly.
“John I know you love her and I know you love me to. Lets just be together just for tonight. Know one will know. It'll just be you and me.”
“Rae, do you hear yourself? I love your sister and you love Garrett you know your boyfriend.”
“John I know you love me more.”
“Yeah I do as a sister.” my face just dropped after that sentence. I didn't want to be thought of as a sister, I wanted to be more than that.
“I don't believe that, I know there's more.” I sat back down on the bed and just looked up at John as he just stood in the same position looking to the ground.
He softly spoke up, “Your right, there is.” he took my by surprise, he walked over and pulled me up to put his lips to mine. I couldn't believe that this was actually happening.
We fell back onto the bed as John hovered over me and kissed all of my exposed skin. We broke apart of catch our breaths.
“Rae?” John asked in a soft raspy voice.
“Yeah?”
“I love your sister but I want you.” and with that we went back to kissing each other. I felt the alcohol running through my veins. John slid off his black jacket and I helped him take his shirt off. He reached behind me and zipped off my dress. We were both left in our underwear. He was hovering over me and looked down and looked into my eyes. I gave him a small smile and read his mind and nodded my head. We both took off each others underwear and I felt him inside of me. The feeling was nothing I had ever felt before. At first it was painful but as he kept going it went away.
All you could hear were our moans and groans and the sounds of our names coming from the others mouth. John let out a string of profanities as he got closer to releasing. I felt the butterflies in my stomach, as my climax crashed over me, and shortly after John came.
He pulled out and laid down next to me. I leaned towards him and kissed him again and he kissed back. We kissed for a few more minutes until we decided it would be best to get dress and go back to the party.
We got out of bed and started to get dress and fix ourselves up so it looked like nothing had happened. As I walked over to John to ask him to zip up my dress was when I heard someone trying to get in but since the door was locked they had no luck so they started to knock on the door.
“Excuse me, can I just get my jacket?” we heard Kennedy say on the door side of the door. John and I just looked at each other. We were caught, what were we suppose to do.
“Just stay quiet, hopefully he'll leave.” John whispered into my ear. I just nodded my head and stood still.
“It'll be really quick.” Kennedy yelled again.
“Whats going on?” we barely heard Garrett say on the other door. Kennedy started to tell him what was going on and me and John started to freak out. I just kept standing still but John was walking back and forth trying to think of a plan. This was all my fault I had to take the blame. I walked over to John and grabbed his hand, he looked over at me with worried eyes. “Just hide or something I'll take care of it, I got you into this mess.” He didn't say anything but I knew that there wasn't anything to say, I knew he didn't want to be caught he loved Carmen and didn't want to hurt her.
I walked to the door and opened it up to see Kennedy and Garrett's shocked faces as they saw it was me.
“Oh hey Rae, what were you doing in there?” Kennedy asked.
I just Kept walking and of course Garrett followed me asking me questions that I wasn't answering.
“Rae! Talk to me.” he yelled at me right in front of Carmen.
“Wow whats going on?” She asked as I tried to get around everyone.
“That's what I'm trying to figure out but Rae isn't talking.” Garrett told Carmen.
“Rae slow down, whats going on?” Carmen grabbed a hold of my wrist and forced me to stop. I looked at her with my eyes fill with tears. I looked over her shoulder to see John with a distressed expression on his face, with Kennedy by his side with a displeased look on his face, and at that moment I knew he told him. I started to cry and Carmen and Garrett looked at where I was looking at and they both looked back at me and started to ask the questions.
Carmen not being the brightest person it didn't click in her mind what had happen but with Garrett it was a different story. As soon as he saw John standing there with the same worried look I did he understood.
“Baby no,” he said as he walked closer to me and grabbed my hands. “please tell me you didn't”
I just stood there looking around to see everyone at the party looking at our group and noticing the drama that was about to happen.
When I didn't speak up anger washed over Garrett face, he let go of my hands and took a few step away from me.
“You said you loved me, and then you went and fucked John?” He shook his head from side to side and just stared at me "And this whole time i thought you and Kennedy had something I guess I was wrong it was you and John." Carmen looked at me with wide tear filled eyes, she looked behind her at John and he just looked away from her. She quickly left the group and went outside, I saw a few of her friends brush past us and went to her side.
“G-Garrett I'm s-so...” he cut me off “Oh don't even say it, because you’re not sorry. If you were sorry you wouldn’t of done it, done him.” with that being said, he left and that was the last time I thought I would ever see him. I just looked down and felt more and more tears falling.
I looked up and John and Kennedy were still standing there. I tried my hardest to stop the tears, I pulled my hair back and to the side and wiped the tears away from my face. I looked back at them and Kennedy started to walk towards me. But I put my hand up and made him stop, I gave him a weak smile and shook my head.
“I'm sorry.” I stared passed Kennedy into John's eyes. He gave me a small nodded and turned and walked away.
I looked back at Kennedy and he just had a confused facial expression and just wanted to ask questions but I didn't give him the time. I walk up to him got on my tippy toes, gave him a soft kiss on the cheek and told him “I'll miss you.” I gave him a quick hug and walked away. I heard him call out of me but I kept on going. Once I got outside I took of my heels and started to run, I started to run away.
“Here you go. If you need help again just fine me, I don't want you to hurt your self.”
“Oh shut up, I loosened it up for you.”
“Sure you did.” he put down his drink and put his hands in his pockets.
“Are you having fun tonight?” he asked.
“Yeah I guess I am, there's been some drama but I think for now its over.”
“Leave it to the 16 year old to bring all the drama.” he gave me a smirk.
“It wasn't my fault, it was everyone else who was attacking me.”
“Aw I'm sorry, I don't think I could ever be upset with you.” I immediately got a smile that I couldn't hide.
“Your to kind John.” the conversation kind of died down from there. We looked around and watched everyone getting drunk and laughing.
“hows my sister holding up after that drink?”
he let out a laugh “She's fine, but shes on her way to drunkville.” we both let out a laugh, I could only imagine what she was acting like now.
“How are you? How many drinks have you had?” he asked
“I'm fine, this is my second drink of the night. But don't worry I'm planning on getting wasted.” I said with a wink.
“They'll be interesting to see. Can't wait.” he said with an adorable smile. We both just stood there drinking our drinks.
“Do you know where Carmen's purse is? I left my chap stick at home and my lips are killing me.” I asked
“Oh yeah if you go down that hall way its the last door on the left there's a few coats and what not on the bed, it should be under there.” He pointed out which hallways and I was on my way after saying thank you and a small wave goodbye.
I got to the room and the bed was filled with coats and purses and just random junk everywhere. I picked up coat after coat until I got close to the bottom of the pile and I found Carmen's purse. I scurried through her purse until I found her chap stick. As I was putting some on I noticed that she left her phone in her purse, I picked it up and saw that she left her messages with John open. I looked through them and they were the typical boyfriend girlfriend messages, they told each other they loved one and another, what they love about each other; John loved my sisters smile and laugh and my sister loved Johns hair and lopsided grin, how typical of her to love his smile, every girl including me love the famous lopsided smile he gave everyone. I put the phone down and went back to the party.
It was going on 10 o'clock and I hardly had a buzz, I needed something more. I went back to the table and made myself a stronger drink, and went to find someone to hang out with. And that person was Kennedy, he was in a group of guys but obviously bored of the conversation because he was looking through his phone.
“Hey” I said as I wrapped my arms around his waste.
“Hey there you are, I was looking for you earlier.”
“Oh well I'm here now. You looked bored so I decided to entertain you.”
“Awe well thank you, I was getting bored.” we started to walk away from the group and found a few big rocks to sit on. We looked up at the sky and watched the stars. There were groups of people everyone through out the yard. There were a few girls who started to get a little drunk and started to get crazy. I just laughed at them. I kept people watching, as Kennedy tried to keep a conversation going but I wasn't into it, I would put my input whenever needed but I wasn't totally listening. My eyes landed on tall figure in the doorway from the kitchen. He was wearing a simple black v-neck with a black blazer and black skinny jeans. I watched as he stumbled over to a group of friends with his bottle of beer in his hand and joined their conversation but you could easily see that he had no clue what was going on, he was constantly nodding his head with a goofy smile on his face. Someone made a joke and they all laughed at it, I couldn't help but to smile when I saw Johns smile, he kind of took the joke a little to far and kept laughing, but his laugh made me giggle.
“Why are you so infatuated with him?” I heard Kennedy asked but I couldn't comprehend what he was saying.
“What?” I took my eyes off of John and looked at Kennedy.
“I said why are you so infatuated with him?”
I bit my lip and tried to hide my smile, “I'm not sure, its hard to explain, we've always been there for each other and we just had this connection.”
“Yeah but you have Garrett, he's ten times better than him, John is an asshole.” I just looked at him with a mad expression
“That's horrible to say that about John.”
“Well its true.”
“It doesn't matter, you shouldn't of said it.” I looked down at the ground.
“Sorry I didn't mean to upset you.”
I just nodded my head. I thought about what he had said, yeah Garrett was exactly what a boyfriend should be, but John was different. He had a side that no one really saw. He knew exactly what to do or say to cheer me up and put a smile on my face. He made me feel safe and comfortable with myself, he was just different than what everyone saw.
I looked back to the group and John was still standing with his friends as they all goofed off probably making fun of the people at the party.
I looked over at Kennedy and asked “do you know where my sister is I need her for something?” he shook his head no, “could you help me look for her?” I put out my hand for him to take, which he did and we went to go look for her.
“How about you look in the living room and kitchen and ill everywhere else.”
“Alright sounds good.” and from that we went our own ways. As he walked away I went back to that same bedroom that had all the coats and my sisters purse. I carefully opened it up making sure it wasn't occupied which it wasn't. I shut the door and locked it for now, I went to the bed and found my sisters purse and picked it up. As I was opening it up, I walked to the window and pulled the curtain to the side a little and saw that John was still outside with the same group of friends. I found Carmen's cellphone and texted John really quick.
“Babe where are you? I need you” I looked out the window again and watch John, waiting for him to pick up his phone and check it. He just stood there for a few and finally put his hand in his pocket and pull out his phone. He looked down and a smile came to his face and started to type out a message, he looked back up and put his phone in his pocket.
“Where are you? I'll come find you.”
I just smiled, this was to easy.
“I'm in the room with our coats and stuff.”
I looked back up and watch him take out his phone and smile again and said I'm guessing a goodbye to his friends as he started to walk towards the house. As he was walking towards the house there was a small rock that he didn't see but anyone who was sober would of defiantly see it, but he wasn't in that state of mind and tripped on it and fell to the ground. The group of friends he was with, and everyone else including me saw this and couldn't help but to laugh. He got back up quickly dusted himself off and flipped off everyone.
Once he started to make his way back towards the house, I went to the bed and took every thing off the bed and set them on the ground. I went to the mirror and fixed my hair and dress. Luckily the spare room we were in had the adjustable lights, so I turned them basically off which some light but it was still dark enough, and John was by now drunk so he wouldn't notice that I wasn't Carmen.
I heard foot steps getting closer to the room, and then there was a Knock on the door and he called out for Carmen, I quickly went to the door and opened it and took his hand.
“Whats up babe? Is everything okay?”
I didn't talk yet because he would hear the difference in our voices. With his hand in my hand I brought him to the bed and sat him down, I sat on his lap and started to kiss him. He put his hands on my waist and kissed back, he then pulled back to talk.
“So t-this is um what you needed?” he stumbled over his words as he talked.
I nodded my head and attacked his lips again. They tasted like alcohol and smoke, and it tasted good. I swiped my tongue over his lower lip asking for permission which he accepted. I started to move my hips into him, earning a moan which made me smile into the kiss. He pulled away and went to my neck kissing and nibbling all over the skin.
“Y-You smell d-different.” I let out a small giggle from all his slurs. But I started to get nervous, that he would catch on that I wasn't Carmen.
I don't think he really wanted an answer because he went back to my neck, he was defiantly making marks all over my skin, that I would have to cover up with makeup tomorrow. He was getting closer and closer to my spot and when he did a let out a soft sigh.
“Oh John.” I couldn't help myself his lips felt so good against my skin. After he heard my voice he stopped what he was doing but didn't look up at me, he just stayed in the same position.
“Rae?” He ask curiously. He finally lifted his head up and I could see that he was squinting his eyes to really see me.
I was quiet for a few seconds, I wasn't sure what to say or what would happen when I showed myself.
“Yeah?” I said it quietly but he still heard because he scooted further from me.
“Whats going on here? I thought you were Carmen?” he put his elbows on his knees and leaned his head into his hands.
“John I thought you wanted this.” I scooted closer to him and put my left hand on his thigh.
“Why would you say that Rae? I'm dating your sister.” he looked down at my hand that was resting on his leg.
“Well I just...” I looked around the room, trying to avoid his eyes. “I see your eyes on me. And well your here with me now.” I looked up and into his eyes.
The look in his eyes wasn't good, I got a bad feeling about this. “Woah first off I thought you were Carmen, I got a text from her phone telling me to meet her here. And secondly I don't look at you any differently than anyone else.” I gave him an aggravated look and gave a little scoff.
“Look John, I want you and I know you want me too, If you didn't then you would have left already.”
I slowly slid my hand up his thigh as we stared at each other.
A few moments had passed and John started to shake his head from side to side and took my hand off his leg. “Rae your drunk.” He stood up and started to walk towards the door.
This was it, I didn't mean for any of these to happen, it just did. His hand was on the door nob and at this point I want him to leave, I was so embarrassed. But I was taken back when I heard the door lock.
“Rae,” he didn't turn around just yet. “your right, I am crazy about you.” he turned around and walked closer to me and his face was serious. “But I love your sister but there's something about you that makes me want you.” he stood in front of me and reached for my hands and pulled me up. “What I'm about to do, I know I'll regret it later.” and with that he started to kiss my lips. I don't think I've ever felt so much passionate and love in a kiss before. But then it disappeared when he pulled away.
“Oh my God what am I doing, I'm sorry, I cant do this to you or your sister.” he pulled away from me.
“But John you just said...” he cut me off “What I just said is all true but I love Carmen, were going to college together, I want to marry her one day.” I didn't know what to do or say. We both just looked at each other intensely for a few moments.
“John can't you forgot about Carmen for two seconds and think about me?” I walked over to him and laced our hands together.
“Think about you? How can I think about you when I'm in love with your sister?” he said sternly.
“John I know you love her and I know you love me to. Lets just be together just for tonight. Know one will know. It'll just be you and me.”
“Rae, do you hear yourself? I love your sister and you love Garrett you know your boyfriend.”
“John I know you love me more.”
“Yeah I do as a sister.” my face just dropped after that sentence. I didn't want to be thought of as a sister, I wanted to be more than that.
“I don't believe that, I know there's more.” I sat back down on the bed and just looked up at John as he just stood in the same position looking to the ground.
He softly spoke up, “Your right, there is.” he took my by surprise, he walked over and pulled me up to put his lips to mine. I couldn't believe that this was actually happening.
We fell back onto the bed as John hovered over me and kissed all of my exposed skin. We broke apart of catch our breaths.
“Rae?” John asked in a soft raspy voice.
“Yeah?”
“I love your sister but I want you.” and with that we went back to kissing each other. I felt the alcohol running through my veins. John slid off his black jacket and I helped him take his shirt off. He reached behind me and zipped off my dress. We were both left in our underwear. He was hovering over me and looked down and looked into my eyes. I gave him a small smile and read his mind and nodded my head. We both took off each others underwear and I felt him inside of me. The feeling was nothing I had ever felt before. At first it was painful but as he kept going it went away.
All you could hear were our moans and groans and the sounds of our names coming from the others mouth. John let out a string of profanities as he got closer to releasing. I felt the butterflies in my stomach, as my climax crashed over me, and shortly after John came.
He pulled out and laid down next to me. I leaned towards him and kissed him again and he kissed back. We kissed for a few more minutes until we decided it would be best to get dress and go back to the party.
We got out of bed and started to get dress and fix ourselves up so it looked like nothing had happened. As I walked over to John to ask him to zip up my dress was when I heard someone trying to get in but since the door was locked they had no luck so they started to knock on the door.
“Excuse me, can I just get my jacket?” we heard Kennedy say on the door side of the door. John and I just looked at each other. We were caught, what were we suppose to do.
“Just stay quiet, hopefully he'll leave.” John whispered into my ear. I just nodded my head and stood still.
“It'll be really quick.” Kennedy yelled again.
“Whats going on?” we barely heard Garrett say on the other door. Kennedy started to tell him what was going on and me and John started to freak out. I just kept standing still but John was walking back and forth trying to think of a plan. This was all my fault I had to take the blame. I walked over to John and grabbed his hand, he looked over at me with worried eyes. “Just hide or something I'll take care of it, I got you into this mess.” He didn't say anything but I knew that there wasn't anything to say, I knew he didn't want to be caught he loved Carmen and didn't want to hurt her.
I walked to the door and opened it up to see Kennedy and Garrett's shocked faces as they saw it was me.
“Oh hey Rae, what were you doing in there?” Kennedy asked.
I just Kept walking and of course Garrett followed me asking me questions that I wasn't answering.
“Rae! Talk to me.” he yelled at me right in front of Carmen.
“Wow whats going on?” She asked as I tried to get around everyone.
“That's what I'm trying to figure out but Rae isn't talking.” Garrett told Carmen.
“Rae slow down, whats going on?” Carmen grabbed a hold of my wrist and forced me to stop. I looked at her with my eyes fill with tears. I looked over her shoulder to see John with a distressed expression on his face, with Kennedy by his side with a displeased look on his face, and at that moment I knew he told him. I started to cry and Carmen and Garrett looked at where I was looking at and they both looked back at me and started to ask the questions.
Carmen not being the brightest person it didn't click in her mind what had happen but with Garrett it was a different story. As soon as he saw John standing there with the same worried look I did he understood.
“Baby no,” he said as he walked closer to me and grabbed my hands. “please tell me you didn't”
I just stood there looking around to see everyone at the party looking at our group and noticing the drama that was about to happen.
When I didn't speak up anger washed over Garrett face, he let go of my hands and took a few step away from me.
“You said you loved me, and then you went and fucked John?” He shook his head from side to side and just stared at me "And this whole time i thought you and Kennedy had something I guess I was wrong it was you and John." Carmen looked at me with wide tear filled eyes, she looked behind her at John and he just looked away from her. She quickly left the group and went outside, I saw a few of her friends brush past us and went to her side.
“G-Garrett I'm s-so...” he cut me off “Oh don't even say it, because you’re not sorry. If you were sorry you wouldn’t of done it, done him.” with that being said, he left and that was the last time I thought I would ever see him. I just looked down and felt more and more tears falling.
I looked up and John and Kennedy were still standing there. I tried my hardest to stop the tears, I pulled my hair back and to the side and wiped the tears away from my face. I looked back at them and Kennedy started to walk towards me. But I put my hand up and made him stop, I gave him a weak smile and shook my head.
“I'm sorry.” I stared passed Kennedy into John's eyes. He gave me a small nodded and turned and walked away.
I looked back at Kennedy and he just had a confused facial expression and just wanted to ask questions but I didn't give him the time. I walk up to him got on my tippy toes, gave him a soft kiss on the cheek and told him “I'll miss you.” I gave him a quick hug and walked away. I heard him call out of me but I kept on going. Once I got outside I took of my heels and started to run, I started to run away.
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Party OutfitsSo here it is. are you guys shocked? i want to know what your thinking
I've had this chapter pretty much written up since the beginning so it's all been planned out.
Next part will be present day.
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