Before Everything and After

I can't really remember how I was before. I just remember changing, and feeling it. I remember how the virus took over my body, and how it slowly took over my life.

I can't remember being tired, or doing homework. I can't remember being bored, and the feeling of being in love, or being high, or hating someone is quite foreign to me anymore.

All I know is how to survive another day.

All I feel is the hunger.

The hunger will always be there for me, even if the rest of them aren't.