Draco Malfoy Said He Loved Me...

When we were in the common room and Blaise had told everyone to fuck off, they obeyed, seeing me broken down like this, and we had the room to ourselves.
“So, I guess I lost my first ever bet huh Blaise?” I asked, and he grinned at me
“Honestly. This girl is never upset for more than two seconds” Danni said, shaking her head and grinning at me. I sighed
“Why does this shit always have to happen to me?”
“Hey, it’s not your fault” Blaise said, putting his hand on my shoulder, and Danni nodded “You’re a beautiful, smart, intelligent girl, and you don’t deserve this shit that Draco’s put you though” he said, sliding his hand up to my chin, and lifting it up with his thumb and forefinger
“Yeah Kelly, you rock our worlds” Danni said, smiling. I knew it was a genuine smile. I love that about Danni. She was never paranoid or suspicious. She didn’t care that Blaise was touching me. She didn’t even care when I kissed his cheek. I hugged Blaise and Danni, and smiled, then said I wanted to go upstairs and sleep. They nodded, and Danni told me not to scream the place down. I suppose they wanted to be alone. They really hadn’t kicked their relationship up a notch yet. So I suppose it was time for a kissing session between them. I walked upstairs slowly and fell asleep after a while, sighing, and trying to shrug off the whole day. I had the same dream about Blade that night, but before I’d gone to bed, I had put a spell on me to stop me from saying anything. I woke up, shivering, and wiped away my tears, then slipped on my dressing gown, and walked downstairs, and into the common room. I sat down next to the fire, watching the mesmerising flames. After a while, I heard someone behind me, and turned my head to see Draco. I would have screamed, but I had done too much screaming today. Both conscious and un-conscious. I sighed, then turned my head back towards the flames
“Hey” he said softly. I didn’t reply, but a tear rolled down my eye. I so did not want him to see me crying right now. “You know, it’s ok to break down once in a while” he said, holding out a tissue, but I simply snorted and turned my head back to face the flames. He sighed, then leaned over and wiped away my tear. I wanted to break his hand off right then, but I let him wipe it away. “Couldn’t sleep?” he asked me. I waited a while, and then replied. I hadn’t been doing much talking because I didn’t want my voice to crack, but I needed to get those three words out firmly.
“I hate you” I said, still looking at the fire.
“I know” he sighed, and sat on the sofa next to me. “I know this doesn’t help, but just for the record, I am so, so sorry. I just wanted to hurt you like you had hurt me when you kissed Blaise. I know you were drunk and it wasn’t your fault but I wanted to settle with any reason to hate you. I was so stupid. For three years I had dreamt about the day I would get you, and when I finally got you… I just threw it all away for Lisa. I just wish there was something I could do to make it all ok again” I waited while, another tear rolling down my eye
“Did you sleep with her?” I asked quietly. He looked taken aback, and then didn’t say anything for a while
“I was drunk” I tried to reason, but I just looked down, letting the tear drop onto my lap. “Look, I was stupid. Boys are stupid. I’m so sorry”
“Not all boys are stupid” I said, thinking back to Blade and Jason.
“Ok. Not all…. But most… like me” he said, and then sighed. I didn’t want to talk about us and he knew it
“What happened between you and Liam?” I waited for some time
“What does it matter to you?” I said coldly, and he looked at his lap. “He tried to rape me, but I called Danni and Blaise when I went to the bathroom, pretending I was freshening up for him” I said, and Draco’s face twisted into anger
“HE TRIED TO WHAT?!” he yelled, looking at me full on, and wanting me to look at him
“Oh why would you care? I believe you were shagging Lisa at that time!” I said disgusted, and walked out of the common room
“KELLY!” he yelled, running after me, but I continued to walk on. I arrived at the stairs to the girl’s dorm, and he caught up with me, then took hold of my wrist, and pulled me to face him “Why didn’t you tell me about this?” he asked me, and two fat tears escaped my eyes.
“Why do you think?” I asked, twisting my hand out of his
“Kelly” he said, searching in my eyes
“I’m tired” I said, turning towards the girl’s dorm, but he grabbed hold of my waist, turned me round and kissed me full on, and I kissed him back. I wanted this so bad, but it couldn’t happen. “I have to go” I said, and ran up the stairs crying. I knew he tried to come after me, because the stairs turned into a slide, and I ran into my room crying, and then walked over to my bed, and cried into my pillow. Didn’t he get it? He hurt me so much. Too much. I couldn’t stay with him… I just couldn’t.