Memories

" you seems so happy, what's the matter? " Daniel said 

" its because from now on i'll be go to school and go home with you, hehe " i said with a happy face

" haha, yeah me too Amy " he said

i really glad that from today i will be in Daniel side no matter what happen. beacuse i don't want to let him go again forever
today after school, as usual i go to the school's playground because even Daniel is already here we have a different class that's why i tell him after school we're gonna meet in here and go home together. 

i open my sketch book and starts drawing a squirrel, it's really beautiful they playing in here. cute isn't it? haha yeah, i believe that they are were very happy because they was always together, and i hope i was a squirrel so i can always be right by his side.

“ hey, i saw you with a boy this morning, who is he? Did he.....” suddenly Frasco said

“ yeah he is!, man, i miss him so much! I always waiting him and now i will never wait him again! No more! “ i turned back and said it with a happy face

“ so you’re happy now? Are you satisfied yet? “ he said it but he seems sad

“yes! Of course i am! And now i’m waiting him in here so we can go home together “ i said it and didn’t notice that Fracso looks sad

“ oh please! Amy! I don—“ Frasco stopped

“ Amy! “ Daniel scream and come near me

“ oh it’s you, wait a minute okay “ i said it

“ so.... you’re Amy’a friend? This is the first time i saw Amy with someone, she always being lonely since she was elementary school. Her classmate is always said that she a weird person, but not to me she’s important for me “ Daniel said to the Frasco

“ oh shut up Daniel, you’re too much! “ i said it to him and blushed

“ haha, and what’s your name bro? “ Daniel asked Frasco

“ i’m Frasco, nice too meet ya.... “ Frasco answer it but he’s a lil bit not happy

“ oh hey Frasco, i’m Daniel, nice too meet you too and thanks for take care this girl “ Daniel said it and stroking my hair

“ i’m not a bad girl! “ i said it and punch Daniel

“ yeah i know it already, so i have too go... “ Frasco said it and try to leave

“ oh wait!! What about we go home together? It will be fun “ Daniel said it to Frasco

I seems not happy in there because this is the first time i go home with Daniel again, but Frasco notice it that i really want to him said no because i want to be alone with Daniel.

“ its seems she’s didn’t want me too come, so bye” Frasco said it and walk away

“ ha? Oh well then see ya “ he said it.

I know i make Frasco hurt but i just want to be Daniel’s side longer, its okay right? Because i haven’t meet him for a long time. I maybe must saying sorry to him later, i didn’t want to make a problem thats why i didn’t want to had relantionship with someone.

Well being on Daniel side is make me calm and save i really glad that he’s come back, i never want to let him go! Never! And i will confess what my real feeling to him, hope that he have a same feeling like me. If its true maybe i will be the most happier person in this world

“ hey Amy, did you have any plan in next Saturday? “ Daniel asked

“ let see..... nope i guess, why? “ i answer

“ wanna go on date? I wanna spend my whole day with you “ Daniel said it with smile

“ wha? Really? Are you sure? “ i said it and i my face really red

“ yeah, its been a long time you know haha” he said it

I just smile back then, i feeling so excited oh my gosh, how could this happen? Its just like a dream!! Man i hope that day will come quickly, i must tell this to Frasco! Yes!

“ Frasco!!! Next Saturday i will go on date with Daniel! I’m so excited, what will i gonna wear? I should wear a good dress of course, maybe you didn’t know bout fashion but i guess you can tell something –Amy”

Waiting for him to reply is kinda boring, he took so long for reply it i don’t know why, maybe
he already sleep. But isn’t this too early? He’s a man after all.

Suddenly

“ well good then, hope you’re day was awesome, well i didn’t know much bout fashion. But just wear a dress that suit to you maybe that will be a good :) –Frasco”

“ yeah thank you so much after all, i think you’re right! Wish me luck! oh yeah about today i'm really sorry bout what happen it's not like that i didn't want you to come but i just to be alone with him, its okay right? -Amy”

" yeah, its okay no prob -Frasco"

" great! glad you saying that ;) -Amy "

After i replied, he didn't replied it anymore.

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Its already Friday and tomorrow is the day! I should prepare for tomorrow! Aarrgghh i’m so excited! What that i must wear? And then I took the blue T-shirt and Black jeans, and then i combined it with short hand jacket, and i wear a high heels, not too high though. And bout my hair i just use my headband. Well nothing special but i guess this is suits to me

And the day has come, i came 30mins too early because i’m so excited. Well today, i will
make sure that i will confess my true feelings to him!

30mins has passed, and now its already 10am, this is the time that the we choose to meet up, but why he didn’t show up yet? Oh maybe he’s probably overslept, its okay then i’ll gonna wait it

Many hours has passed, and now its 2pm but he didn’t show up yet, did he forgot? Well maybe i’ll gonna wait him again, but i’m really thirtsty because is hot in here. I guess i’ll gonna find some soft-drink mechine.

After i buy some drink, and i want to go back to my place. Suddenly i saw someone that really same as Daniel but he go with a girl then the two of them was holding hands each other. Its can’t be true that him. No! I believe him! He never do this to me!

While i walk away towards him, and he noticed me

“huh?! Amy?! “ he said it and turned back try to reach my hand

I run away little bit from him and starts crying, but why i crying? Its really not true! Its just a dream! This is not real! Daniel never do this to me!

And he already reach my hand and stopped me

“Amy! Wait! I can explain it to you, i though you didn’t come so i---“ he said

“ Daniel.... tell me its just a dream! Tell me you didn’t do this to me! “ i turned back and said it with some tears drop fallin from my eyes

“ no, Amy this was true..... but i can explain it! “ he said it and scream a little bit

“ you betrayed me! I waiting in here for many hours in there, you’re the ones who promise this! But why you said that i didn’t want to come? When you said that to me i really happy and so excited, i really waiting today! But you...... why you hang out with the other girl? “ i said and cry but i really mad in there

“ its not right Amy! I can explain this! Amy listen to me! Please” Daniel said try to explain something to me

I closed my ears with my hand and try to didn’t listen a words that he said
“
NO!, i don’t want to hear it anymore! “ i screamed

“ Dan, who is she? Don’t said that you cheated on me” a girl voice showed up

What? Cheated? What those that mean? Is she? Daniel girlfriend? I heard that he call him Dan? Whats going on?

“ Amy, i want say, actually i already have a girlf--- “ Daniel said it but i stopped him to talk

“ stop it, its okay......haha, i know now, i’m just a fools, who always dreaming and waiting, i’m really a fool girl waiting a guy come showed up and dreaming bout what we gonna do. Maybe i’m not a good dreamer but i just notice it i’m a big fool girl who always dreaming and waiting for nothing. And now the things that i always dreamed was flew away like a bird, maybe not a bird that just flying with two wings but the bird is flying with a crushed wings because of her dream.” I said it with a hurt feelings, more than a broken heart.

“ no Amy, i will explain the truth! “ Daniel trying to explain it again to me

“ just end this Daniel! Your sweet words will never work at me again! I feel so happy when you said all of those sweet words to me, but the truth is, is just broke my heart apart!” i said

“ Amy---“ he said

“ don’t even come near to my life again! You’re nothing in my life now! You’re just a jerk that making a girl crying because of his words, don’t even come to my life again Daniel! EVER! “ i said that and ran away and crying

The days has been passed away, i already told Frasco about what happen that day, but he didn't respons something and just listening. until now, i still didn’t believe what that day happened, and i haven’t meet him again even in the school. I stop sitting in the School playground, because its making me more hurt watching the birds flying away towards the sky with no problem that they bought

I didn’t want to be a dreamer again, because what its that i dreamed will crushed away following the wind, and never came back. Its hurt to be betrayed by someone that we believe it. Maybe a world with no ones is the best place for me.

When walked to go home, i passed the park and see Frasco sitting in the bench and doing nothing and just saw an empty sky. I came to near him.

“ what are you doing in this place? “ i said

” do nothing. Just see the sky, why?” Frasco said

“ why you see those sky? Is that have a full meaning for your life? Even you believe it you’ll never gonna reach it, even you trying to catch it, its useless. In here, there’s no more than reality. If you dreaming on it, it will crushed you” i said to him, try to save him so he didn’t gonna be like me a fool dreamer girl

“ why? Why we can’t dreaming? I know you have a problem, but just dreaming its okay. Because from the dreaming you will be have a spirit to make it come true, even you never reach it. Try harder and didn’t look back it will make your dream came true” he said it to me

“ even always fails? Are you sure will try it again even its have to try for a thousand years? “ i said it to make his believe me

“ i will try it untill i die, because everyday i dreaming its make a spirit to try it once again “ he said it with a sure face

When listen what Frasco said i think he’s right , the past is the past, i’m a dreamer but with just one thing why i must stop dreaming? And now i believe i still have someone important in my life that believing me and keeping the promise

I believe he is the one