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Too soon. This was all happening too soon. I stared into the horror that was his heart and wept for sheer sight of it. He chuckled to himself before striking me sharply across the face. I fell and hit my head against the wall. The picture frame shuddered as crimson droplets began to appear across my hands.

“What’s wrong Baby, don’t you want to fuck?”

I tried to run from him but my head was aching and I barely moved a few centimetres before my stomach caved in. I was sick everywhere, a luxury I shouldn’t have enjoyed. He grabbed me by the collar. My feet dangled like a rabbit’s ears.

“What the fuck is wrong with you tonight? You’re usually more feisty, Stephanie.”

And then, once more, he abused my body and my mind. Everything that should belong to a sixteen year old girl was taken away. I wonder what my boyfriend would say if he knew my stepbrother treated me this way. If he knew he was the one who had stolen my virginity. I wondered if he would even care.

I laughed; he cared more about handbags.