I Don't Believe in Fairytales

I woke up to the sound of shouting coming from outside in the hallway. I sat up looking around to see I wasn't in Brian's room but back in Matt's. I looked down at myself to see I was wearing one of Brian's shirts and a pair of my shorts. Brian must have dressed me and put me back into Matt's room before he got back home. The yelling got louder in the hallway as I could hear the voices more clearly now.

"What the fuck is wrong with you Matt? She isn't a piece of property that you can brand and show off!" Brian shouted.

"It's none of your fucking business what I do with her! She is mine I own her and you don't!"

"It is all of our fucking business when you tattoo her the symbol of our gang. She is a fucking human being you can't just own her!"

I got sick of hearing them shouting I hate it when people fight. I got up from the bed walking out of the bedroom and into the hallway. I saw Matt and Brian shouting at each other as the rest of the guys were trying to break them up. I could see Pamela sticking her head out of Zacky's bedroom door looking at the guys fighting.

"Will you all just shut the fuck up?!" I screamed making it dead silent as they all stared at me with shocked expressions.

I waked away from them down the stairs making my way to the back yard. I stepped outside walking towards the pool where I sat down on the edge dangling my feet in the water. It was peaceful and quiet as I watched the ripples of water move when I splashed the water. I didn't look up or move when I heard someone step into the backyard and they made their way towards me. They sat down next to me and I saw that it was Jimmy. I really didn't want to talk right now and I think he knew that since he didn't say anything just sat there with me.

We stayed like that just sitting and splashing our feet in the water in silence until I saw him take out a cigarette and light it up. He put it in between his lips taking a puff before exhaling the smoke. I grabbed the cancer stick from his hands flicking it into the pool watching it sizzle out and float in the water. I looked up at him to see he was staring down at me curiously as to why I just did that.

"Did you know those could kill you? I just saved your life so you're welcome." He chuckled making me smile.

"Thank you."

I nodded my head as I stood up from the edge of the pool making my way back to the house. I stopped turning back around to see Jimmy still sitting there.

"You're not going to come inside?" He turned to look at me smiling while shaking his head.

"No I'm going to stay out here for a little longer."

"Okay."

I walked back inside of the house making my way up the stairs to the bedroom. I stepped inside the room to see Matt coming out of the closet wearing only a pair of jeans. I ignored him as I made my way to the bathroom but was stopped by his hand grabbing onto my wrist. I turned back around to glare at him as I tried to yank my wrist back but he had a tight grip on me.

"Let go of me."

"I can do whatever the fuck I want and you have no say so."

I could feel the anger in me rise and I knew I was about to blow up. I could hold only so much anger inside of me and this was the final straw.

"Stop fucking saying you can do whatever the fuck you want to me because you fucking own me. You are the biggest asshole I have ever fucking me. First you apologize to me saying to give you another chance then when I do you go right to your asshole self!" I screamed at him as he looked between shock and like he wanted to kill me.

"You done?" He asked in a tight voice making me laugh.

"You fucking wish I was. You have hurt me too many times to count that when I first got here I wanted to just give up and die. You raped me numerous times, put cameras in the bedroom to watch me and you treated me like I'm your property instead of a fucking person. You fucking branded me so now I have to live the rest of me life knowing the hell you put me through!" I yelled gasping for air after.

I ripped my arm out of his grasp stomping out of the room and slamming the door loudly behind me. I turned to walk down the hall but instead I slammed into a hard chest. I stumbled back looking up to see his chocolate brown eyes filled with concern staring down at me. He grabbed my hand pulling me towards his room making me follow behind him.

We stepped inside his room going over to the bed as we both laid down. He wrapped his arms around me holding me close to his body. We stayed like that in each others arms as I buried my face in his chest feeling tears roll down my cheeks. The weren't tears of sadness but tears of anger as the last bit of anger left my body. Brian lifted up my chin wiping away my tears with the pad of his thumb.

"I don't want to be here. I wish that it could just be you and me."

"I know baby. I promise to get us both out of here."

I cuddled into his side feeling his arms tighten around me. I could feel my eyes start to close but they snapped open when Brian brought us both up in a sitting position.

"Get up." He stood up from the bed waiting for me to follow.

"Why?" I asked even though I got up from the bed standing next to him.

"We are going out." A big smile grew on my face as he walked out of the room while I followed behind.

We walked down the stairs making our way to the front door. We stepped out of the house but was stopped by Matt asking where the hell we were going.

"We are going out there is no need for you to know where just that we will be back later tonight." I looked at Matt to see he was pissed and glaring at Brian.

We turned away from him walking down the driveway towards Brian's black BMW. He opened the door for me as I got in before he walked around to the driver's side. He got in starting the car and drove away from the mansion.

"Where are we going?" I asked as a mischievous smile appeared on his face.

"It's a surprise."

He turned on the radio letting Pantera blast through the speakers of the car. The ride to our unknown destination was quiet except for the music playing. I looked out the window watching the scenery pass by feeling like I have not seen the outside world in so long. I did not realize we were at our destination until the car came to a complete stop.

"We're here."

I looked out the windshield as a huge grin spread across my face when I saw where we were.