Love Is Not Dead

I had to Amite he looked good in matt’s clothes .time passed we all sat there watching boring stuff on tv and talking . Once we all got bored everyone went there own way and went home while me and matt went to bed . The next day I wake up ran in to the shower and changed in my clothes then I ran down and in to the kitchen hugged matt from behind then let go then made coffee for me and matt while matt made pancakes for both of us . Once we both finished making the stuff we sat down at the table and had breakfast . We talked and had a laugh until it was time of me to go so I grabbed my stuff and walked to the door .
“bye bro” I shouted
“bye sis” matt shouted back
I opened the door and standing there waiting for me was snake just out side the door .
“hi” he smiled happily
“hi snake” I smiled back
“come on lets get to hell” snake laughed
I just giggled then me and snake walked to his car and got in we blasted issues by escape the fate all the way to school once we got to school we walked in and met up with sky and Trent who was sitting in the cafeteria sitting on our normal table . Me and sake walked over to them and sat down with them .
“hi guys” me and snake said at the same time
“hi you two” they replayed
“school is so boring” snake sighed
Just then Clare walked over and stood be side snake .
“snake can I talk to you for a minute it’s very importing” she said
Snake looked at her like he was bored.
“well talk” he sighed
“not here over there” she said while pointing to the office doors
“fine” snake sighed
Then he stood up and left with Clare fallowing him .
“what the ?” sky asked
“what do you think Clare’s moaning about this time ?” Trent asked
“probably just because he didn’t go for they’re date” I sighed
I looked over to snake and Clare . snake didn’t really look happy at all Clare was showing snake something on her phone when snake looked at it he was really pissed off . Snake started walking over to us angry but as soon as he got to us he punched sky in the face . Sky fell off his seat but quickly got put to his feet .sky wiped the blood from his mouth while me and Trent was in shock .
“WHAT THE HELL MAN ?” sky shouted angry
“YOU HAD SEX WITH LEE YEASTERDAY” snake shouted angry
I looked at snake shocked and so did sky .
“look man I didn’t mean to do it , it just happened when she was in the bikini my hormones just got in the way” sky told snake
“WHAT ELSE AREN’T YOU TELLING ME ?” snake asked him
“well hmm we kissed a while ago” sky shrugged
“I THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BEST FRIEND BUT YOU SLEEP WITH MY GIRL , KISS HER MORE THAN ONE‘S AND YOU DIDN‘T TELL ME ” snake shouted
People were looking at snake and sky . I looked over at Clare who was smiling and laughing . I would stile hear snake and sky stile shouting about me and sky having sex but the more I watched Clare laugh the more angry I got until I couldn’t take it anymore . I stood up and clammed my hands on the table .
“STOP IT BOTH OF YOU , YOU TWO ARE BEST FRIEND SO STOP” I shouted at snake and sky
Then I stomped angry over to Clare and punched her in the face again.
“STAY AWAY FROM SNAKE , SKY AND EVEN TRENT OR I’LL HURT YOU A LOT MORE THAN THAT” I shouted at her
“WHAT ARE YOU ON ABOUT IT’S YOUR FOLT THEY ARE FIGHTING WHY DON’T YOU STOP MISSING WITH THEY’RE HEAD AND PICK ONE ALREADY , I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHY ALL THREE OF THEM ARE FIGHTING OVER YOU” Clare shouted at me
“YOU’RE JUST JELOUS BECAUSE SNAKE LIKES ME AND NOT YOU SO GET OVER IT” I shouted at her
“I SEEN YOU SHAG SKY YESTERDAY AT THE BEACH VERY ROMANIC BY THE WAY I HAD TO TELL SNAKE I EVEN HAVE A PITCHER TO PROVE IT” Clare smirked
“YOU HAVE NO RIGHT MESSING WITH MY LIFE SKY WOULD HAVE TOLD HIM WHEN THE TIME WAS RIGHT YOU SHOUTED OF KEPT YOUR STUPID MOUTH SHUT , YOUR ONLY DOING THIS TO PISS ME OFF AND SO YOU CAN MOVE IN ON SNAKE” I shouted at her
“IT DOESN’T MATTER KNOW WHAT’S DONE IS DONE HAVE FUN TRYING TO MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER” Clare smirked at me
Then Clare walked away smirking . She was right it was going to be hard to get them two to stop fighting . I walked back over to the guy but sky and snake weren’t talking to each other at all know . I stood in front of them .
“guys this as to stop know” I told them
“I can’t forgive him for sleeping with you” snake told me
“look I said I was sorry I didn’t mean to sleep with her” sky said annoyed
“o-yeah right sky” snake said annoyed
“stop okay I can’t keep doing this until you two get this sorted out I’m not talking to either for you” I told them
Then I walked away from them but I heard someone shouting my name .
“lee , lee wait there” Trent shouted
I stop and turned to him . I could feel tears in my eyes I didn’t won’t to stop talking to snake and sky but I had to . I think Trent could see the tears in my eyes cause as soon as he reached me he pulled me in to his arms and hugged me tight .
“are you alright lee ?” Trent asked while pulling a way a little bit
“no I love both of them they are my friends I don’t want to stop talking to them I care for them so much me and sky didn’t mean to sleep with each other it just happened” I cried in to Trent’s shoulder
“it’s alright lee don’t worry about it they’ll fix everything and I’ll help them” Trent said
“thank you so much Trent” I cried
“it’s alright lee I know the guys don’t like me and well I don’t blame them but no matter what they do I’ll help them become friends again just for you lee” Trent told me
“your so sweet” I smiled
“why don’t you go wash your face while I go talk to the guys ?” Trent told me
“sure” I shrugged
Trent let me go so I pulled myself together then walked in to the bathroom and washed my face I didn’t bother look in to the mirror cause I didn’t want to see what I looked like . I couldn’t stop think what Clare said to me . She was right it is my fault all of it I could I not just choose one of the guys but then again they’re life were probably better with out me in it . I sighed to myself then dried my face and hands with paper towels . Once I was done I throw the paper towels away and left the bathroom . I seen sky , snake and Trent stile at the table shouting at each other . I shook my head and walked away . I didn’t want to be at school anymore so I walked to the park and sat on the swing I looked around the park but no one was there . I wouldn’t stop thinking about the guys and what they would be doing , feeling or even if they would get on better with out me just then my phone rang I looked at the id and it read matt so I answered it .
(phone call)
Lee: hi matt
Matt: hi lee were are you ? Trent called me to tell me what’s going on but he also told me you left school
Lee: yeah I’m at the park I don’t wont to talk to the guys I’m think they’re life’s were better with out me in it
Matt: lee don’t say that they love you and don’t worry about snake and sky they’ll become friends again friends fight all the time
Lee: I know but it’s my fault they are fighting this time I don’t like it when they fight
Matt : I know lee you ever have stay at the park I’m coming to get you
Lee : okay matt see you soon
Matt : k I’ll see you soon
(end of phone call)
Me and matt hung up at the same time . I sat there swinging on the swing looking up at the sky it was such a beautiful clear blue sky . I started thinking about my parents well what I remember of them which isn’t a lot I only remember some things about them . I wish I could remember everything about them and about my childhood with sky , Trent and snake it mite have made everything easier for all of us but I had to forget everything my parents , my friends even my feelings for snake but you can’t forget about feelings so they must be stile there somewhere deep down . I hate this I hate my life right know . The guys deserver better someone that remembers all about they’re life’s and parents .
“why did I have to forget everything ?” I shouted out load
It’s a good thing no one was here or they would have thought I flipped or I was just mental . I stopped looking at the sky and just looked at my feet I was stile swinging on the swing . I couldn’t wait for matt to get here and to take me home so I could sit on the sofa in the sitting room and watch boring stuff on tv with my big brother .