Lovesick

I wonder if you really loved
me as much as you said
you did, because how
could you leave if
you did?

I wonder, are you
as lonely as I am or are
you in someone else’s
bed?

I wonder if you’ve
forgotten about me
as much as I wish
to forget about
you.

I wonder if you cry out at
night because you miss
me or if that’s just a
silly hope.

I wonder if you’ll
ever come
back.