Status: Writing once again.
Bittersweet
Rain drops on roses
The stage stage went black and teenage girls began to scream. I stood near the corner of the stage as Jane did her thing. The guys looked amazing. I always went to concerts and got up close but this was different. I was right there my hands resting on the back corner of the stage looking up at boys I 'knew'. When they started to play I almost died. Danny has the voice of a fucking angel. His screams were like sex in my ears. Their songs were amazing and I can tell they had meaning to them. Then Ben started to sing. I felt my knees get a little weak.
"I can't take another disappointment." he sang into the microphone. I just stared. The boy is hot and he can sing like a god. Their part of the show finished and they went off. The crew and boys began to remove their equipment off the stage so the next band could play. The venue filled with talking and teenage girls screaming I love you. Sam turned around to throw out a pick and a lacy green pair of underwear smacked him in the face. The girls screamed as Sam shook his head and carried his instrument off the stage.
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The next band began to play and they made my ears bleed so I ran backstage. I sat on box that I believed held a speaker and waited for Jane.
" Skye" someone called my name. I turned around and saw Ben and Sam and they were fucking shirtless and sweaty. keep your eyes on their faces!
" Sam! Ben!" I smiled
" Did you enjoy the show?" Sam looked at me with hope in his eyes.
" you guys were fucking awesome! Seriously it was like sex for my ears." I jumped up from my box. Sam had a huge smile and Ben a smirk. He had a smirk on his flawless face with a half naked body.
" come with us" Sam grabbed my arm.
" I don't know Sam".
" oh Skye" Ben said. " you need to really lighten up around us.
" but guys I have to wait for Jane."
" oh she'll find you later" they both said. We walked down the hall and stopped at a door that said Asking Alexandria.
" all pants better be on!" Ben yelled pushing the door open. The room was small with a mirror and make up table. In the corner there was a small couch and that was it. The room was just a simple dressing room nothing fancy.
" what do you mean pants on?" Cameron said lifting his head from his phone.
" oh! Hi Skye. Did you enjoy the band?" notcing me and realizing why Ben said what he said.
" it was amazing" I smiled sitting on the couch. The boys freshened up a bit. Sam put on a clean shirt which disappointed me. Cameron fixed his hair and so did Ben. While the boys were busy make themselves presentable again I noticed Danny and James were missing.
"um where's Danny and James." I asked curiously. The three boys stopped what they were doing and looked around.
" what the fuck?" Sam said seeing only four of us in the room.
" it's strange. I usually feel when Danny's huge ego isn't present" Cameron said putting down his straightener.
" come on Sam, lets go find those fags" Ben grabbed Sam by the arm and pulled him out the room. The door shut and the room became more quite then before. Cameron finished his hair and sat on the floor leaning against the couch. We both didn't talk for a few moments. He was busy on his phone while I was in my thoughts.
" hey Cameron? i said leaning forward.
" what?" he asked stuffing his phone in his back pocket.
" Jane never said anything about you being her boyfriend or even having one..."
" because I'm not..."
" but..."
" me and Jane are best friends. For now least i have no room for a girlfriend at the moment."
" Oh you two seemed like a couple."
" I get that a lot"
" you never considered it?"
" Thousands of times..." he paused for a moment to gather his thoughts. " I just don't like being tied down to one girl. I like being free to do what I want and I wouldn't want to hurt Jane."
" I see" I nodded my head in agreement. Even though what he just said was a bit slut it made perfect sense.
" we found them!" the door slammed opened and four boys ran in the room. It felt more crowded and a lot less peaceful the before.
" guess where I found this one!" be said throwing his arm around Danny.
" where" Cameron asked.
" I found him with his hand down another girl's pants! Hes not even drunk and he's already try to fuck someone!" Ben threw his arms in the air causing to smack Danny in the back of the head.
" dick" Danny muttered to himself. I felt the whole atmosphere in the room change. I suddenly wanted to burst out the doors and leave. I wanted to get really far away from these guys.
" you didn’t tell me we had a guest" Danny looked over at me.
"oh I forgot she was here" Ben glanced over.
" you sure? You practically dragged me in here?" I said rolling my eyes.
" what! A girl getting dragged into a room by Ben! They always go willingly." James gasped teasing Ben.
" oh shut the fuck up! At least I can get a girl!" Ben threw himself to the far end of the couch. James glared over at Ben. He looked like he had something to say but he kept it to himself. Sam just rolled his eyes and Cameron ignored the whole thing focusing on his phone. Danny casually made his way over from the door and sat next to me filling the gap between me and Ben. It suddenly came to me that Ben still didn't cover his upper half with shirt. Fuck don't drool. I suddenly felt cool fingers on my cheek. The fingers pushed my head so I was facing Danny.
" hello" he smiled extending the o longer.
" please tell me those weren't the finger that were down some whores pants please" I grabbed his hand and placed on his lap. Sam chuckled in the background.
" no darling. These are not my fingering fingers." he winked at me.
" you sir are gross" I said wiping my cheek. This Time I earned giggles from Sam and Cameron. Ben was silent but his eyes burned holes through my neck. Danny leaned really close to my ear.
" did I ever tell you have to be one of the most gorgeous girls."
" oh really?". Danny had a devilish grin as his face pulled away from my ear and more towards my lips.
" really" he mutter so quietly I could barely hear. He started to close the gap between us. I got nervous fast. I felt eyes burning into me. Tension building up in my body.
"Hey can I have Skye!" Andy bursted through the door saving me.
"of course" I slipped away from Danny causing him to fall over his face landing right next to Ben.
" smooootthhh" Andy laughed. Danny grumbled something but i couldn't hear because Andy was already ushering me out the door. We walked down the hall away from Asking Alexandria’s dressing room and back into the large area I was before.
" what do you need" I asked.
" help me clear the stage so u can talk to you."
"oh hell no" I snapped. Andy simply rolled his eyes and grabbed my wrist.
" oh it will be fun"
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" Are you going to talk to me?" I asked after a few minutes of silence. We were rolling wires and putting them away.
" oh yeah" he snapping into reality. I looked at him and he looked at me.
" Jane told me about your situation" he said so calm and relax. Every inch of my body tensed up. I just looked at him. The look was more of a glare.
" Skye, don't get involved with Asking Alexandria.". At first I thought he was joking. They couldn't be that bad of guys. But then I thought about all the things they said and done in the past two hours I've known them. Well at least something most guys wouldn't do with in two hours.
" they don't seem that bad" I slowly picked up a wire beginning to wrap it around its self over and over again.
" Remember when I said let's not have a repeat of Jane to Ben?"
" How can I forget I was right fucking there."
" They hurt Jane."
" how?"
" Danny used her for sex. When she went for Sam and James they both just wanted to be friends. When she went to Ben and didn't even look at Cameron he got hurt."
" what happened with Ben? They barely look at each other."
" he ripped my heart a part. He destroyed my happiness and made me lifeless!" Jane was suddenly on the stage.
" you interrupted my story." Andy muttered.
" oh shut up Andrew. Listen Skye they're great friends but never trust them with relationships. Especially with your lovely little past".
I raised my hands up and was about to say 'calm the fuck down I get it' but another voice over powered me.
" well you think lovely of me."
"I can't take another disappointment." he sang into the microphone. I just stared. The boy is hot and he can sing like a god. Their part of the show finished and they went off. The crew and boys began to remove their equipment off the stage so the next band could play. The venue filled with talking and teenage girls screaming I love you. Sam turned around to throw out a pick and a lacy green pair of underwear smacked him in the face. The girls screamed as Sam shook his head and carried his instrument off the stage.
-----
The next band began to play and they made my ears bleed so I ran backstage. I sat on box that I believed held a speaker and waited for Jane.
" Skye" someone called my name. I turned around and saw Ben and Sam and they were fucking shirtless and sweaty. keep your eyes on their faces!
" Sam! Ben!" I smiled
" Did you enjoy the show?" Sam looked at me with hope in his eyes.
" you guys were fucking awesome! Seriously it was like sex for my ears." I jumped up from my box. Sam had a huge smile and Ben a smirk. He had a smirk on his flawless face with a half naked body.
" come with us" Sam grabbed my arm.
" I don't know Sam".
" oh Skye" Ben said. " you need to really lighten up around us.
" but guys I have to wait for Jane."
" oh she'll find you later" they both said. We walked down the hall and stopped at a door that said Asking Alexandria.
" all pants better be on!" Ben yelled pushing the door open. The room was small with a mirror and make up table. In the corner there was a small couch and that was it. The room was just a simple dressing room nothing fancy.
" what do you mean pants on?" Cameron said lifting his head from his phone.
" oh! Hi Skye. Did you enjoy the band?" notcing me and realizing why Ben said what he said.
" it was amazing" I smiled sitting on the couch. The boys freshened up a bit. Sam put on a clean shirt which disappointed me. Cameron fixed his hair and so did Ben. While the boys were busy make themselves presentable again I noticed Danny and James were missing.
"um where's Danny and James." I asked curiously. The three boys stopped what they were doing and looked around.
" what the fuck?" Sam said seeing only four of us in the room.
" it's strange. I usually feel when Danny's huge ego isn't present" Cameron said putting down his straightener.
" come on Sam, lets go find those fags" Ben grabbed Sam by the arm and pulled him out the room. The door shut and the room became more quite then before. Cameron finished his hair and sat on the floor leaning against the couch. We both didn't talk for a few moments. He was busy on his phone while I was in my thoughts.
" hey Cameron? i said leaning forward.
" what?" he asked stuffing his phone in his back pocket.
" Jane never said anything about you being her boyfriend or even having one..."
" because I'm not..."
" but..."
" me and Jane are best friends. For now least i have no room for a girlfriend at the moment."
" Oh you two seemed like a couple."
" I get that a lot"
" you never considered it?"
" Thousands of times..." he paused for a moment to gather his thoughts. " I just don't like being tied down to one girl. I like being free to do what I want and I wouldn't want to hurt Jane."
" I see" I nodded my head in agreement. Even though what he just said was a bit slut it made perfect sense.
" we found them!" the door slammed opened and four boys ran in the room. It felt more crowded and a lot less peaceful the before.
" guess where I found this one!" be said throwing his arm around Danny.
" where" Cameron asked.
" I found him with his hand down another girl's pants! Hes not even drunk and he's already try to fuck someone!" Ben threw his arms in the air causing to smack Danny in the back of the head.
" dick" Danny muttered to himself. I felt the whole atmosphere in the room change. I suddenly wanted to burst out the doors and leave. I wanted to get really far away from these guys.
" you didn’t tell me we had a guest" Danny looked over at me.
"oh I forgot she was here" Ben glanced over.
" you sure? You practically dragged me in here?" I said rolling my eyes.
" what! A girl getting dragged into a room by Ben! They always go willingly." James gasped teasing Ben.
" oh shut the fuck up! At least I can get a girl!" Ben threw himself to the far end of the couch. James glared over at Ben. He looked like he had something to say but he kept it to himself. Sam just rolled his eyes and Cameron ignored the whole thing focusing on his phone. Danny casually made his way over from the door and sat next to me filling the gap between me and Ben. It suddenly came to me that Ben still didn't cover his upper half with shirt. Fuck don't drool. I suddenly felt cool fingers on my cheek. The fingers pushed my head so I was facing Danny.
" hello" he smiled extending the o longer.
" please tell me those weren't the finger that were down some whores pants please" I grabbed his hand and placed on his lap. Sam chuckled in the background.
" no darling. These are not my fingering fingers." he winked at me.
" you sir are gross" I said wiping my cheek. This Time I earned giggles from Sam and Cameron. Ben was silent but his eyes burned holes through my neck. Danny leaned really close to my ear.
" did I ever tell you have to be one of the most gorgeous girls."
" oh really?". Danny had a devilish grin as his face pulled away from my ear and more towards my lips.
" really" he mutter so quietly I could barely hear. He started to close the gap between us. I got nervous fast. I felt eyes burning into me. Tension building up in my body.
"Hey can I have Skye!" Andy bursted through the door saving me.
"of course" I slipped away from Danny causing him to fall over his face landing right next to Ben.
" smooootthhh" Andy laughed. Danny grumbled something but i couldn't hear because Andy was already ushering me out the door. We walked down the hall away from Asking Alexandria’s dressing room and back into the large area I was before.
" what do you need" I asked.
" help me clear the stage so u can talk to you."
"oh hell no" I snapped. Andy simply rolled his eyes and grabbed my wrist.
" oh it will be fun"
---
" Are you going to talk to me?" I asked after a few minutes of silence. We were rolling wires and putting them away.
" oh yeah" he snapping into reality. I looked at him and he looked at me.
" Jane told me about your situation" he said so calm and relax. Every inch of my body tensed up. I just looked at him. The look was more of a glare.
" Skye, don't get involved with Asking Alexandria.". At first I thought he was joking. They couldn't be that bad of guys. But then I thought about all the things they said and done in the past two hours I've known them. Well at least something most guys wouldn't do with in two hours.
" they don't seem that bad" I slowly picked up a wire beginning to wrap it around its self over and over again.
" Remember when I said let's not have a repeat of Jane to Ben?"
" How can I forget I was right fucking there."
" They hurt Jane."
" how?"
" Danny used her for sex. When she went for Sam and James they both just wanted to be friends. When she went to Ben and didn't even look at Cameron he got hurt."
" what happened with Ben? They barely look at each other."
" he ripped my heart a part. He destroyed my happiness and made me lifeless!" Jane was suddenly on the stage.
" you interrupted my story." Andy muttered.
" oh shut up Andrew. Listen Skye they're great friends but never trust them with relationships. Especially with your lovely little past".
I raised my hands up and was about to say 'calm the fuck down I get it' but another voice over powered me.
" well you think lovely of me."
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Hellllooooo c:. Sorry for no updates >.<. Busy in school and stuff. I couldn't think of a title either so I used a lyric to the song im listening to xD. Comment and subscribe :3