We Fell Asleep

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Tommy

Why are we here anymore? Nobody needs us, and we don't need anybody.

They died for us, and here we are doing nothing. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for all of them.
Shauna, Tristan, Anouk, Julien, and Cree.

They all had so much potential; but they cared too much... that ended up being the problem. Bambi lives because of Shauna. And Shauna is dead because of me.

I can't even talk to Jude and Raphael anymore. They were our angels, but they're barely present anymore. They've been living in people's heads, and memories. Since so many have been floating around lately.

It's just me and Bambi. I love her a lot, it's too bad. It really is, because she's wonderful and I don't think she loves me at all.

Every memory seems to pass through my head every day, and then there I go. Unconscious in my thoughts, in my head. Gone. The daily dose of my life.

Starting as a kid with Tristan, Julien, after breakfast. Meeting the girls; high noon. And then revisiting the large weight of guilt before six in the evening.