Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead

Ashley was being really distant with me.Which was strange because when we started dating he couldn't leave me alone.At first it was okay but know i hate it I decied that i had enough and that he was going to talk and if he didn't then we are done.Igot up from my bunks and went to find him.I saw him sitting on the couch with his head in his hands.
"Ash"His head shot up when i called his name
"yeah Andy"
"can we talk"
"sure"
"ashley why have you been ignoring me"
"andy there something i have to tell you."
'what"

'It doesn't matter
That you had the courage to tell me'

"Andy i have been cheating on you"
"w-what,why,who, Ashley"

'The easy way out
Was to free up your guilt, laid it on me'

"I'm sorry andy ,it met nothing to me"

What do I care?
If it didn't really mean a thing why'd you do it?

"andy i really am sorry"
"with who ash"it hurt to ask but i needed to know.
"Andy i'm sorry"
"with who ASHLEY"i cut him off.
"my ex Trina"
Trina was this beauitful blonde with big tits and dressed like whore.

I'm standing here
Looking at someone who doesn't
Know they blew it, yeah

"andy i was drunk and i didn't know what i was doing.
" ashley how long have you been cheating"
"i only cheated once"
"DON'T LIE TO ME ASHLEY"i yelled at him
"okay more than ten times"
"is it just Trina or are there more sluts i should know about."

You should have lied
Cause' your stupid mistake
Made my world crash down

"why ashley why would you cheat on me i thought you loved me"
"i do love andy"
"NO you don't if you did then you wouldn't have cheated on me."

Now its goodbye
No you can't take it back
Once the truth has come out of your mouth

"Andy i would do anything to take it back i am sorry please forgive me ."
"Ashley,i don't know i'll have to think about it"
"Andy ,please i told you the truth and i really do love."

So you tried to be honest
But honesty blew it this time
You should have lied

I was heart broken at thought that Ashley could just cheat on me after our relationship of two years.I stood there trying to hold back the tears threating to fall.

If a tree falls inside of a forest and nobody hears it
It wont affect anybody 'cause no one will miss it

I love Ashley so much that i ended up bursting into tears.Ashley reached out for my hand but i jerked it away.
"Andy i am sorry"
"why didn't you tell me the frist time Ashley."
"Because i knew that it would hurt you"
"But keeping it from ended up hurting more"

What would I care
If you were dying from the guilt of keeping a secret?

"Ash"
"andy i wasn't thinking"
"your right Ash you weren't thinking you never think about anyone but your self."

This isn't fair
'cause now I've gotta be the one dealing with it, oh

If ashley thinks i just going to forgive him then he is so wrong.

I don't get it
Where was your conscience when
You were with her
Couldn't you hear it scream out?

I am just so upset that he would do that.How can Ashley cheat on me.I never want to see him in my life again.He can stop asking for my forgiveness because iam not going to give it to him.All these thoughts are going through my mind and as much as i want to say them but i just can't stop crying.Ashley wasn'thelping because pulled me on the couch and hugged me and let me cry.THe guys finally came came back and Ashley told them Jinxx and CC pulled me away from ashley and took me back to the bunks.While they were trying to comfrot me ,I heard jake and Ashley argueing.When i finally stopped crying i got up and went to go break up with him.

It doesn't matter
That you had the courage to tell me

When i saw Ashley i wanted cry again but i held back the tears and i told him "Ashley i never want to see your face again execpt for concetrs or rehearsals. Don't talk,look or even go near me because we are done,i hate you" I started walking back to the bunks when i stopped and said "you should have lied,Ashley.