Glitter

hope is frail; but hard to kill

Shuffling through my purse, I counted the dollars out one by one until I reached the necessary amount. Once I had, I pulled the cash out and handed them to the lady standing before me. Black hair streaked with a bright cherry red, she cocked an eyebrow when she saw the bills of ten.

"Do you want the money or not?" I asked her.

She made a face and held out her hand. In the center of her palm lay a single key. Picking it up as gently as I could, I couldn't help the smile that stretched my lips as the sun caught in it's metallic shine.

This was my key to freedom; my first step to the very reason that had brought me to America in the first place.

It was the key to a small dance studio that was located in a seedy neighborhood, hidden between high alcoves of apartment blocks.

The money that I had just paid had been the first down payment I would make to guarantee myself a time slot of two hours per week of private studio use.

If anyone could understand at least a fraction the passion that I felt for dance, they would understand how very important such an achievement was for me.

I didn't notice the woman turn and walk away. For the better part of two minutes, I just stood there, the key in the air, dreams of taffeta tutus, bruised toes and classical music drifting through my mind.

I had been living in this country for five years now.

Three years of memories that I had no intention of recalling ever again. Three long years of my father hating me; despising me even, for abandoning my struggling family to catch the wisps of a dream in a strange country a million miles away from home. Three very long years of hard work, pain, suffering and self denial and never had I lost sight of what I needed to do. Never.

All that had brought me to this very small, insignificant looking key and as my fingers wrapped around the cool metal, I could finally begin on the journey that I had travelled across the globe for.

I was going to dance again, and I was going to shine.
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chapter cred; when you believe collab by Whitney Houston and Mariah Carey.

I LOVE THIS SONG TO DEATH BECAUSE THIS CARTOON WAS MY LIFE WHEN I GREW UP!


So yeah. The whole reason that I actually started this story in the first place. I was tired of fan fictions where the main characters were stock female stereotypes with little to no life goals or dreams apart from marrying and fucking settling down with the singer involved.

DIANNA HAS DREAMS, OKAY? AND SHE WILL LIVE THEM. EVENTUALLY.

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