The Only Hope For Me Is You...

Frank POV!!!

I sit with my head in my hands. Silent tears fall to the floor. I haven't slept properly in weeks and I feel dead.
The hard wood chair I've been sitting on for hours begins to give me a sore ass. I wipe my eyes, stand up and walk over to the window.
The heart monitor beeps behind me keeping a steady rhythm. That's good it means he's ok. I turn and look at Gerard. He looks so peaceful. His hair is fanned out on the pillow and his chest moves up and down from breathing. I walk to him and place a hand on his cheek.
"Hey Frank." Mikey says walking into the room. I look up to see Ray and Rhiannon. Rhiannon is Mikeys girlfriend. They have been together for over two years, well before I met Gerard.
"Hey guys." I say half waving.
"Well give him it Mikey." Rhiannon says. She has long bleach blond hair and she is very tall. Mikey walks up to me and hold out a wrapped parcel.
"Happy Birthday Frankie." He says. I take the parcel from him and smile. I peel away the bright paper to reveal a pair of red skinny jeans, eyeliner and a Iron Maiden t-shirt.
"Aww thanks guys. You really didn't have too." I say hugging them all. Rhiannon gives me a kiss on the cheek when she hugs me.
"Uh here's mine." Ray says handing me a small present. I open it and inside is a set of guitar picks.
"Sweet." I say hugging him again.
"We wanted to get something nice. Since your birthday was probably not going to be great." Mikey says.
"Well thanks. I'm happy as long as we are all alive and breathing."