Status: Finished. :)
Don't Let Me Fall - An Andley One Shot Fanfiction
Andy
‘Is what I’m feeling for you real? It can’t be. I’m not like that, but I find everything you do perfect. I’m nervous around you and I don’t know why. What is this? It can’t be love… Can it?’
I tucked my new notebook back into the Wal-Mart bag it came from. John, our tour manager, Jinxx and I had gone to pick up a few things. I found a section in the store that sold all these cool looking notebooks, so I picked one up. Only because Ashley has one, so I was thinking why the hell not?
When we finally got back to the bus, Jake and CC were sitting in the front playing some Xbox game together.
“Hey. Did you get my cookies?” CC asked, pausing the game and jumping up to grab the bags out of Jinxx’s hand and placing them in our small kitchen.
“Wrong bag C.” John said shaking a package of Chips Ahoy! in front of his face.
“Where’s Ash?” I asked.
“Sleeping.” Jake said grabbing a beer out of the fridge. I walked into the bunk room and slid open the curtain to Ashley’s bunk. He looked so peaceful when he was asleep, almost like an angel… I let out a sigh and stroked the hair on his head.
“What are my feelings for you?” I asked out loud, not really expecting an answer. My heart started to race when he shifted under my hand. Did he hear me just now? I don’t think so.
“Ashley! Wake your Purdy ass up! We’ve got a show tonight!” I said shaking him a little. It had been two hours and he was still asleep. Everyone else was ready to go, except his ass. He looked up at me, my heart started to beat faster. I let out a smile. “Get up and get ready. We’re almost at the venue.” I shook him more.
“I’m up, I’m up.” He said getting up and heading for the restroom. I couldn’t help but stare at him as he left. What do I feel for him?
“Two minutes everyone!” The stage manager called out. My heart wouldn’t stop its rhythmic beating in my chest. I didn’t know if it was me being nervous about playing our new songs tonight, or because of my feelings for Ashley. I stood there for what felt like forever staring at my boots. I snapped out of my trance when someone taped me on my shoulder. I turned around to see Ash and my face immediately snapped into a smile.
“You doing OK Andy?” he asked me. My eyes darted towards his lips. What is this feeling I have for you?
“Yeah, I’m just a little nervous to play our new songs today. Hey Ash, will you give me a h-hug for luck?” I asked nervously looking back down at my boots and chewing on my lip ring. I shouldn’t have asked that. He’s going to say no. I’m such an idiot. I’m such an id-.
My thoughts were cut off by Ashley wrapping his arms around me. I felt so warm and loved.
“Good luck.” He whispered in my ear as he pulled away from me. I felt a little hurt when he let go. What is this?
“Alright guys, show time!” I yelled trying to escape the awkward feeling I just felt.
“Scream for me Houston! We are Black Veil Brides!” The venue erupted in screams as we started the intro to New Religion. The show went off without a single hitch. The fans loved our new music and I spent a majority of the time jumping around on the stage.
“That was a good show everyone!” The stage manager said after we left. Now it was time for everyone’s second favorite part of the show: the fan meet and great. We rested inside our dressing room for a while, re-applying makeup and trying to cool down. Ashley lied down on one of the couches against the wall. Jinxx, Jake, CC and John ran back to the bus to grab sharpies for autographing things with (the venue forgot to buy a new box).
Ashley and I were in a room alone together. Several different thoughts started to swirl through my head. My heart started to beat faster and my palms started sweating. I watched him lie there on the couch. I felt an uncomfortable twinge. My eyes trailed up and down his body. Perfect naturally tan skin, long legs, muscles not only on his arms, but his stomach which brought me to his signature ‘Outlaw’ tattoo that arched on this stomach. I don’t know why, but I wanted to touch him. I wanted to hear him screaming my name. Wait a minute. What am I thinking? This is my best friend; my bands bass player. I couldn’t think like this about him. I mean, I’m not gay or anything. Maybe a little bi-curious, but I’m not gay.
“Hey Andy, can I talk to you about something?” Ashley asked out of nowhere, scarring me a little.
“Yeah, what is it?” I asked him, swallowing hard. What is it? Did he see me looking at him? Oh my god he’s gonna jump to conclusions. He’s gonna hate me. He sat up and looked me in the eyes his beautiful brown eyes. I couldn’t help but study his face. I want to kiss down his strong jaw line and his lips. I felt another uncomfortable twinge.
“I was wondering. Have you ever felt unsure about something?” He asked looking down. “For example, like unsure about your feelings for someone?” Shit, he knows. He knows that I’ve been staring at him all day.
“Um... Well, I-uh.” My thoughts were cut off by CC opening the door.
“Come one guys! We found some sharpies, let’s go.” Ash and I both stood up and followed him out the door.
“We can continue this later.” Ash whispered to me.
I tucked my new notebook back into the Wal-Mart bag it came from. John, our tour manager, Jinxx and I had gone to pick up a few things. I found a section in the store that sold all these cool looking notebooks, so I picked one up. Only because Ashley has one, so I was thinking why the hell not?
When we finally got back to the bus, Jake and CC were sitting in the front playing some Xbox game together.
“Hey. Did you get my cookies?” CC asked, pausing the game and jumping up to grab the bags out of Jinxx’s hand and placing them in our small kitchen.
“Wrong bag C.” John said shaking a package of Chips Ahoy! in front of his face.
“Where’s Ash?” I asked.
“Sleeping.” Jake said grabbing a beer out of the fridge. I walked into the bunk room and slid open the curtain to Ashley’s bunk. He looked so peaceful when he was asleep, almost like an angel… I let out a sigh and stroked the hair on his head.
“What are my feelings for you?” I asked out loud, not really expecting an answer. My heart started to race when he shifted under my hand. Did he hear me just now? I don’t think so.
“Ashley! Wake your Purdy ass up! We’ve got a show tonight!” I said shaking him a little. It had been two hours and he was still asleep. Everyone else was ready to go, except his ass. He looked up at me, my heart started to beat faster. I let out a smile. “Get up and get ready. We’re almost at the venue.” I shook him more.
“I’m up, I’m up.” He said getting up and heading for the restroom. I couldn’t help but stare at him as he left. What do I feel for him?
“Two minutes everyone!” The stage manager called out. My heart wouldn’t stop its rhythmic beating in my chest. I didn’t know if it was me being nervous about playing our new songs tonight, or because of my feelings for Ashley. I stood there for what felt like forever staring at my boots. I snapped out of my trance when someone taped me on my shoulder. I turned around to see Ash and my face immediately snapped into a smile.
“You doing OK Andy?” he asked me. My eyes darted towards his lips. What is this feeling I have for you?
“Yeah, I’m just a little nervous to play our new songs today. Hey Ash, will you give me a h-hug for luck?” I asked nervously looking back down at my boots and chewing on my lip ring. I shouldn’t have asked that. He’s going to say no. I’m such an idiot. I’m such an id-.
My thoughts were cut off by Ashley wrapping his arms around me. I felt so warm and loved.
“Good luck.” He whispered in my ear as he pulled away from me. I felt a little hurt when he let go. What is this?
“Alright guys, show time!” I yelled trying to escape the awkward feeling I just felt.
“Scream for me Houston! We are Black Veil Brides!” The venue erupted in screams as we started the intro to New Religion. The show went off without a single hitch. The fans loved our new music and I spent a majority of the time jumping around on the stage.
“That was a good show everyone!” The stage manager said after we left. Now it was time for everyone’s second favorite part of the show: the fan meet and great. We rested inside our dressing room for a while, re-applying makeup and trying to cool down. Ashley lied down on one of the couches against the wall. Jinxx, Jake, CC and John ran back to the bus to grab sharpies for autographing things with (the venue forgot to buy a new box).
Ashley and I were in a room alone together. Several different thoughts started to swirl through my head. My heart started to beat faster and my palms started sweating. I watched him lie there on the couch. I felt an uncomfortable twinge. My eyes trailed up and down his body. Perfect naturally tan skin, long legs, muscles not only on his arms, but his stomach which brought me to his signature ‘Outlaw’ tattoo that arched on this stomach. I don’t know why, but I wanted to touch him. I wanted to hear him screaming my name. Wait a minute. What am I thinking? This is my best friend; my bands bass player. I couldn’t think like this about him. I mean, I’m not gay or anything. Maybe a little bi-curious, but I’m not gay.
“Hey Andy, can I talk to you about something?” Ashley asked out of nowhere, scarring me a little.
“Yeah, what is it?” I asked him, swallowing hard. What is it? Did he see me looking at him? Oh my god he’s gonna jump to conclusions. He’s gonna hate me. He sat up and looked me in the eyes his beautiful brown eyes. I couldn’t help but study his face. I want to kiss down his strong jaw line and his lips. I felt another uncomfortable twinge.
“I was wondering. Have you ever felt unsure about something?” He asked looking down. “For example, like unsure about your feelings for someone?” Shit, he knows. He knows that I’ve been staring at him all day.
“Um... Well, I-uh.” My thoughts were cut off by CC opening the door.
“Come one guys! We found some sharpies, let’s go.” Ash and I both stood up and followed him out the door.
“We can continue this later.” Ash whispered to me.
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A little longer, but still kinda short.