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Love the Loveless
"Reckless."
"Dude i heard this bar in towns fucking bad ass!"Mika said snapping me out of my thoughts I just nod "Ok Fine Mika we can go but im never drinking."Ronnie said "What about you Jacky are you drinking?"Ryan asked I shook my head no. We pulled up to the bar, we get off the tour bus, The Bar isn't really packed but it was ok. We walked inside Mika and Ryan went straight to the bar and began drinking. I felt a sick feeling in my stomache, I looked at the clock on the wall 8:47 Me and ronnie began to play pool. He racked up the playing balls and hit the balls with the other. "HEY DONT HIT MY BALLS!"Ryan said we all bust into laughter.
"Then dont put your balls on the table."I said Ronnies phone rang he picked it up and began talking into it i sat on the small chair and began thinking. Jesus we have 8 more months of tour its really tiring i just want to go to sleep. i keep getting this sick feeling like something is telling me something, Hungry? no i ate earlier. "Guys jacky and i look fucking tired we are going outside."Ronnie said i got up and we walked out. i spotted a bench at the side of the bar, "Ronnie lets sit there."I said pointing he nods as we sit down.
I hear a clink sound to the right of me, I turn my head looking searching for something..what the fuck was that? I see movment.."Er do you see that?"I asked ronnie who looked down where i was looking.."See what its to dark down there to see things."He said "I think somethings down there."I said turning to face him he shook his head. Then i heard the sounds of a sigh of sadness i looked down that way again as the street light flickerd i swear i saw someone "Dude seriously, i think i see someone down there!"I exclaimed
"Then go check it out!"Ronnie said i felt my stomache churn as i walked closer the light flicked on i saw her. She was trying to stand..Drunk? No she was having troubles. She got up then stumbled..Is she ok? "Are you ok?"I called she falls to her knee's i run to her i don't know why i was doing it.. but it felt strange i grabbed her arms and shrieked they were cold and wet she fell into me i gentally put her on the ground a bottle of some sort fell out i leaned over her.. "RONNIE CALL AN AMBULENCE!!"I Screamed i heard him get up i grabbed my phone and dialed "911 whats your emergency?"the operator asks.. i saw disapointment in her face "Yes i need an ambulence at Lanora's bar a girl she looks like she's in her teens she's going out."I said "We'll send one on its way."she said i hung up and used my phonelight to see her better her face was beaten black and blue, I then grabbed her arms..i felt more sick like i was going to puke, they look like they went through a shredder.
"Dear god"I said "Jacky what the..."Ronnie didn't finish his sentence i saw her eyes begin to close "Dont close your eyes!!"I paniked "Jesus Why, Why would someone do this!"I said i felt tears prik my eyes not in sadness in anger. Ronnie bent down and picked up what ever "Dude this is Ambien...Jacky this wasn't a Gang bang up...This was suicide."He said my face turned from anger to horror i looked at he i took off my jacket and put it over her i heard the sirens in the parking lot. Ronnie waved them over. I felt her pockets i found her wallet and pulled it out. The paremidics came and lifted her. "Can i go with her!?"I asked "Are you related to this woman?"He asked i paniked "Yes im her.... boyfriend."I said he nodded ronnie looked at me as i ran down the alley with them. And got into the ambulence with them they began to work on her. "We found a bottle of Ambien and she's cut herself up."I said and sniffled i held her hand i heard the thing flat line as the guy began to shock her a few times the beeping started again as we arrived at the hospital the doors opened and i got out they ran her inside. I looked at her wallet and opened it and pulled out her I.D
Hayden Murphy
17 Years old
What was so bad, that she had to do this? was she bullied? Was she abused? I didn't notice until now my phone was going off the wall "Hello?"I answerd "Jacky what the hell!?"Ronnie said "Look, she needs someone and im the one that found her so i feel responsible if i am here with her i found out her name is Hayden Murphy and she's 17 years old."I said "And what if she wakes up and she's a complete phsyco?"He said "Well, Then i could always leave dude."I said "Meet me at the...RedBud Hospital."I said he sighed "Ok."He said and i hung up and walked up to the desk. "Im Jacky Vincent and i'm here for..Hayden Murphy."I said she typed something on her computer. "She's in Surgery having her stomache pumped for...Ambien, Wait in the waiting room for a whilei'll come and get you when she can be visteted."She said i nodded and walked and sat in the waiting room. The guys walked in and came and sat by me. Ronnie explained everything that's happened to the guys. hours went by,
My eyes were droopy. I laid my head on Ryan and closed my eyes. "Uh Jacky Vincent?" i shot up "Yes?"I said she smiled a little sad smile "You guys can come with me to her room."She said we nodded as we were being walked down a hall. She stopped and turned around "Hayden is in a coma from the loss of blood and overdose so she's not awake but i think she can hear you."She said and opened a door i walked in first and looked at her. I Froze. She looked like Death deep bags under eyes and whiteish skin, I walked over to her and looked her over, She was completely breath taking, Gorgeous, Tattoo's coverd her arms, the cuts were bandaged. I gentally took her cold hand. I pulled up a chair next to the bed. I held her hand again. It was her right hand. I read her knuckles it said "less." i had a confused expression on my face.. then i grabbed her other hand and snickerd "Reckless." I read outloud she had that tattoo'd on her top knuckles "What?"Mika asked "Her knuckles read Reckless."I said and sat back down still holding her right hand. Ronnie grabbed a chair and sat on the other side and held that hand. "Jacky, What Have You Got YourSelf Into?"Ronnie said.
"Then dont put your balls on the table."I said Ronnies phone rang he picked it up and began talking into it i sat on the small chair and began thinking. Jesus we have 8 more months of tour its really tiring i just want to go to sleep. i keep getting this sick feeling like something is telling me something, Hungry? no i ate earlier. "Guys jacky and i look fucking tired we are going outside."Ronnie said i got up and we walked out. i spotted a bench at the side of the bar, "Ronnie lets sit there."I said pointing he nods as we sit down.
I hear a clink sound to the right of me, I turn my head looking searching for something..what the fuck was that? I see movment.."Er do you see that?"I asked ronnie who looked down where i was looking.."See what its to dark down there to see things."He said "I think somethings down there."I said turning to face him he shook his head. Then i heard the sounds of a sigh of sadness i looked down that way again as the street light flickerd i swear i saw someone "Dude seriously, i think i see someone down there!"I exclaimed
"Then go check it out!"Ronnie said i felt my stomache churn as i walked closer the light flicked on i saw her. She was trying to stand..Drunk? No she was having troubles. She got up then stumbled..Is she ok? "Are you ok?"I called she falls to her knee's i run to her i don't know why i was doing it.. but it felt strange i grabbed her arms and shrieked they were cold and wet she fell into me i gentally put her on the ground a bottle of some sort fell out i leaned over her.. "RONNIE CALL AN AMBULENCE!!"I Screamed i heard him get up i grabbed my phone and dialed "911 whats your emergency?"the operator asks.. i saw disapointment in her face "Yes i need an ambulence at Lanora's bar a girl she looks like she's in her teens she's going out."I said "We'll send one on its way."she said i hung up and used my phonelight to see her better her face was beaten black and blue, I then grabbed her arms..i felt more sick like i was going to puke, they look like they went through a shredder.
"Dear god"I said "Jacky what the..."Ronnie didn't finish his sentence i saw her eyes begin to close "Dont close your eyes!!"I paniked "Jesus Why, Why would someone do this!"I said i felt tears prik my eyes not in sadness in anger. Ronnie bent down and picked up what ever "Dude this is Ambien...Jacky this wasn't a Gang bang up...This was suicide."He said my face turned from anger to horror i looked at he i took off my jacket and put it over her i heard the sirens in the parking lot. Ronnie waved them over. I felt her pockets i found her wallet and pulled it out. The paremidics came and lifted her. "Can i go with her!?"I asked "Are you related to this woman?"He asked i paniked "Yes im her.... boyfriend."I said he nodded ronnie looked at me as i ran down the alley with them. And got into the ambulence with them they began to work on her. "We found a bottle of Ambien and she's cut herself up."I said and sniffled i held her hand i heard the thing flat line as the guy began to shock her a few times the beeping started again as we arrived at the hospital the doors opened and i got out they ran her inside. I looked at her wallet and opened it and pulled out her I.D
Hayden Murphy
17 Years old
What was so bad, that she had to do this? was she bullied? Was she abused? I didn't notice until now my phone was going off the wall "Hello?"I answerd "Jacky what the hell!?"Ronnie said "Look, she needs someone and im the one that found her so i feel responsible if i am here with her i found out her name is Hayden Murphy and she's 17 years old."I said "And what if she wakes up and she's a complete phsyco?"He said "Well, Then i could always leave dude."I said "Meet me at the...RedBud Hospital."I said he sighed "Ok."He said and i hung up and walked up to the desk. "Im Jacky Vincent and i'm here for..Hayden Murphy."I said she typed something on her computer. "She's in Surgery having her stomache pumped for...Ambien, Wait in the waiting room for a whilei'll come and get you when she can be visteted."She said i nodded and walked and sat in the waiting room. The guys walked in and came and sat by me. Ronnie explained everything that's happened to the guys. hours went by,
My eyes were droopy. I laid my head on Ryan and closed my eyes. "Uh Jacky Vincent?" i shot up "Yes?"I said she smiled a little sad smile "You guys can come with me to her room."She said we nodded as we were being walked down a hall. She stopped and turned around "Hayden is in a coma from the loss of blood and overdose so she's not awake but i think she can hear you."She said and opened a door i walked in first and looked at her. I Froze. She looked like Death deep bags under eyes and whiteish skin, I walked over to her and looked her over, She was completely breath taking, Gorgeous, Tattoo's coverd her arms, the cuts were bandaged. I gentally took her cold hand. I pulled up a chair next to the bed. I held her hand again. It was her right hand. I read her knuckles it said "less." i had a confused expression on my face.. then i grabbed her other hand and snickerd "Reckless." I read outloud she had that tattoo'd on her top knuckles "What?"Mika asked "Her knuckles read Reckless."I said and sat back down still holding her right hand. Ronnie grabbed a chair and sat on the other side and held that hand. "Jacky, What Have You Got YourSelf Into?"Ronnie said.
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