You Could've Saved Me, I Just Didn't Want You To

I never used to be this way, of course. I was happy with my life and even myself, but it took me hitting rock bottom to realize happiness never lasts forever. It's only an illusion to keep ourselves from giving up. Well I gave up a long time ago on being happy. Because no matter how hard I tried, I could never get back the once feeling I had. The once upon a time, I was free