Withering Away.
prologue
It wasn't easy. It never is easy for me. Falling in love is never easy, everyone knows that.
But the outcome of it all, wasn't as expected. None of it was. Which is why I'm still here today, at twenty-six years old and living in my own apartment... did I happen to mention that I'm married?
I'm not in love with him. But, I love him and content with living together, making love and having a life with him. However, this wasn't the life I wanted. I wish to take it all back and start again. Relive my teenage years and have that special guy with me again.
Ah... that special guy. He was amazing. He was perfect and I had him. He was my first kiss, first sexual partner and first love. I will never forget how he made me feel. I wish he was here today. I wish he was the one I married.
But, it didn't work out that way. He's not here and I'm with someone else.
I'm happy, though. I am.
I'm not.
But the outcome of it all, wasn't as expected. None of it was. Which is why I'm still here today, at twenty-six years old and living in my own apartment... did I happen to mention that I'm married?
I'm not in love with him. But, I love him and content with living together, making love and having a life with him. However, this wasn't the life I wanted. I wish to take it all back and start again. Relive my teenage years and have that special guy with me again.
Ah... that special guy. He was amazing. He was perfect and I had him. He was my first kiss, first sexual partner and first love. I will never forget how he made me feel. I wish he was here today. I wish he was the one I married.
But, it didn't work out that way. He's not here and I'm with someone else.
I'm happy, though. I am.
I'm not.
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