Red Lips, Finger Tips.

It was about 1.30am everybody had left by now because it was a Monday night and people had work the
next day, well everybody but Max, Ronnie, Monte and Robert. I was gone by that time by gone, I mean I
was wasted. I didn't speek to them I just drank and glared, they found it amusing apart from Ronnie. He
hardly spoke to his friends just sat there like me.
"Right, I'm going to go I need my beauty sleep" Monte said.
"Yeah you need it" Max and Robert laughed.
"I dunno what your laughing at you need it more than he does" Max chuckled.
"Well I'll go too then, have fun with moody cunt here" he replied. Ronnie just flipped them off and took a
sip of Jack. They both walked out of the bar without replying.
"What's up wth you, man?" Max asked his only friend left.
"Nothing"
"Clearly"
"Just leave it alright?"
"Ok, whatever"
Max stormed over to the bar like a little toddler having a hissy fit.
"What?" I snapped.
"Attitude, I only want a beer"
"Attitude? I fucking apologised when I clearly done nothing wrong" I slurred.
"I know you were only standing up for yourself but words hurt"
"Why? I didn't say anything to hurt any of you"
"You said you didn't care about us" Ronnie interupted looking up at me.
"Only because I didn't want him to hurt any of you"
"A) he wouldn't, we know too much about him we could put him in prison now B) we can look after ourselves"
Ronnie said swalking over to the bar.
"Well, it's all my fault, I should think before I speak, I should keep quiet and let people say shit about me!
If I could take it back don't you think I would? But you all need help, taking drugs will get you no where in life
You'se are the first people I've became close to in the two months I've been here, fuck you!" I screamed
with drunken tears falling down my face. "Just fuck you"
"Sorry is all we can say, so fuck you" Max shouted storming out of the bar.
"Sorry, I said sorry first" I screamed after him but he just ignored me and walked out.
"At least we mean it, you're just saying sorry so you have a place to stay" Ronnie mumbled.
"What?" my stomach dropped.
"I know you're homeless, why do you think I offered you a place at ours? I saw you a few weeks ago asleep
on a bench in the park out back" he sighed softly.
"Why didn't you say something? You let me believe you were actually my friends, now I know you just feel
sorry for me. Well, I don't need your pity" I sobbed.
"I know that's not what I meant, I don't want you getting hurt. I thought you'd have realised that by now"
"How? Saving me from that man? I've been in that position plenty of times before I've learned to cope with
how it makes me feel, I've coped since I was 12. 8 years I've coped and I've been homeless for 2 of
them years, I don't need a home" I cried as Ronnie pulled me into a hug.
"You should let your gard down, Katie you need too" I looked up at him.
"I'm sorry" all my anger drained away.
"You don't need to be.. but I'm sorry, if you help me, I'll help you" he smiled down at me. I nodded and buried
my face into his chest and hugged him back, I understood what he meant.
"Max, Monte and Robert hate me" I wined into his chest.
"No they don't, how coud they hate you? C'mon, I mean it's you only the sweetest person ever" he chuckled.
"Cunt" I laughed.
"That's my girl" he said wiping my tears away. "Let's go home" he smiled.
"Home" I repeated walking away from him to pick all my bags up off the floor. "Have you told anybody else?"
"Nope and I won't it's not my secret to tell"
"Thanks but you should have told me" I sighed.
"Yeah because before the other day I had been here what 5 times at most? So to you a strange man
walking up to you saying 'Hey! I saw you asleep on the park bench the other day, wanna live with me?'
wouldn't have been strange, would it?" he laughed.
"Not at all" I sarcastically replied.
"Yeah, so I needed to get to know you first to be your friend. I don't help alot of people so I think I should
start" he said taking taking my bags out of my hands and swinging them over his shoulder.
I didn't have the right word in my vocabulary to explain how much I loved him so I pulled him into a tight hug
and kissed his cheek. He pulled away and stared deeply into my pale blue eyes with his beautiful dark brown
ones, I got the same feeling that I did the first night I spoke to him and blushed.
"I thought you were mad at me for the whole suitiation earlier" I mumbled.
"They are irrelivant now. C'mon lets take you home" he smiled.
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It had almost been a week since I moved in with Ronnie and Max it was like living with two animals. They
eat, fight and make noise however, it is pretty noise. They had been practicing religoulsly for most of the
time I had been here none stop writing new songs deciding what they will play for their gig to win the
competition to support My Chemical Romance. I made sure they had sold out the whole bar now they
just had to get their set perfect.

"Right I've wrote a new song, so listen" Max demaned.
"Ohh, I love it when you boss me around" I said sitting in the living area of Robert's and Byran's apartment
next to ours, well I say living area but it looked more like a music shop drums, bass', guitars, microphones
and amps everywhere.

"On three, 1, 2, 3" Robert shouted.
Ronnie belted out the lyrics perfectly.

These situations are irrelevant now
she loves the way that I tease
I love the way that she breathes

I touched her (ohh)
she touched my (ahhh) Max sang into his microphone.
it was the craziest thing
I love the girls that love to hate because
they're just like me

A certain girl she took my hand and ran it
up her thigh
She licked her lips and pulled my hair, I fall
in love for a night

She can't behave and I'm just a slave
don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your latest fashion

The frustration it's a reguar thing
I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me
a certain girl she took her hand and put it in my lap
"it's way too full", she said once you have me you'll alway come back

She can't behave and I'm just a slave
don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your latest fashion

I know you love to insist and all it takes is a
kiss and you just love to hate me

You know you love all the lies, so don't
act surprised that I just love to hate you

I kissed your lips you pulled my hair
it was the craziest thing
I love the girls who love to hate. Max began to breath heavily and never lost eye contact with me.

(Whoa) Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your latest fashion

Darling (leave me), what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me (darling), go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your favorite passion

"It's amazing, you guys are amazing!" I screamed hugging Ronnie.
"Aha, thanks but Max wrote most of this one" he smiled down at me.
"Couldn't guess who he wrote it about" Robert scarcastically said leaning across this drum kit. Max shurged
his shoulders and put his bass down. He knew I was garing at him because he was smiling like a douche.
"Dude, it's obvious" Monte laughed.
"We know, Bryan you ruin everthing" Rober moaned.
Monte pouted meaningfully. "No you don't" I said messing his hair up.
"Yeah but you do" Max muttered under his breath.

"We should go put our equiptment into the van ready for tomorrow"
"You can but I'm not, I'm going home, dudes" Max siad putting his leather jacket on.
"Take Katie with you" Ronnie smiled. "She can make lunch for us all"
I rolled my eyes but agreed to go, it was the least I could do for them right?

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We went back to our appartment.
"What you making for lunch then?"
"Chilli cheese fries, its all we have" I replied bluntly.
"Oh, okay"
I walked into the kitchen only to be followed by Max. I put the frozen fries in the cooker and got the ready made
chilli sauce out of the cuboard while Max got the cheese out of the fridge and put it next to me. I need to go
shopping for them they only eat rubbish.
"Thanks"
"What's up with you?!" he yelled.
"Nothing" I sighed.
"Obviously there is!"
"No there really isn't, I'm fine just tired" I half smiled.
"If it was the song only some of the lyrics were about you the rest were about my ex" he said calmly.
"No it wasn't that anyway, but thanks!" I laughed lightly.
"They'll be awhile loading the van with everthing so.." he wiggled his eyebrows.
"I think I'll pass" I laughed. "Just this time" I said walking into the cean sitting area, witch I had cleaned,
obviously.
"Seriously?" he asked surprised.
I ignored his question and sat on the couch.

"Soo.." Max sighed sitting next to me.
"Soooooo.." I replied shaking my head.
"Soooooooo.." he laughed.
"What?" I replied chuckling.
"I don't know we don't have normal conversations we either flirt or argue, this whole situation is weird" he
answered flicking his light brown hair out of his face. "Can we arguge and flirt at the same time? That'd
be cool then we wouldn't have to be normal friends" he said seriously.
"No Max, we can't" I laughed.
"But I don't want to be your friend"
"What? Why?"
"Because I don't like you enough" he shrugged.
"I don't like you either, hun but we have to live together. Deal with it" I sacastially smiled at him.
"Where do you get this attitude from Miss Katie-Jane?" he smiled into my face.
"I don't have an attitude, this isn't an attitude. You haven't seen me with attitude" I said moving my face
forward so I was less than an inch away from his, I quickly moved forward to reach the remote off the
coffee table and turned the TV on to a ramdom music channel.
Max pulled me back so I was in the same position I was a second ago.
"I hate you" he said putting his perfectly plump lips on my deep red ones, he tried to slowly slide his tounge
into my mouth but I denied access.
I pulled away so I was looking into his big green eyes.
"You don't act like it" I sighed.
I got up off the couch and walked back into the kitchen.
Who does he think he is?