Love's Decisions

I woke up to see a white wall. I looked to the side to see my hand strapped up to equipment. I was covered in a white duvet and my head was on a pillow. I turned my head to look up and saw Blaise passed out on the seat there. I turned my head to the other side to see that that chair had been equipped, but the person was no longer there. The toilet door opened and I saw Draco walk out, looking down before sitting on the chair I’d been looking at. He placed his head in his hands as he breathed deeply. I opened my mouth to say something but my throat was too dry. I continued to look at him, just taking in his features. The sight of him made me smile. He looked up slowly, before his eyes dilated as they connected with mine. His mouth was slightly open.
“Kara?” he whispered, as if he was afraid that if he said it too loud, I’d disappear. I smiled. In a split second, Draco reached over and pulled me into the tightest hug I’ve ever felt, and placed loving kisses on my neck, my collarbone, my forehead, anywhere that he could. He finished by pulling me into a breathtaking kiss, his hands caressing my face. This kiss was different. I could feel all the vulnerability in the world through his lips. I could feel how scared he’d been. I could feel how much I meant to him. I could feel his world collapsing around him if I let him go. I felt tears leak through my eyes as I saw into his soul and kissed him lovingly, never wanting to let him go. I probably never would have let him go, if it hadn’t been for the sudden voice in the background
“Kara?” I pulled away from Draco in a startled motion as I turned around to see Blaise looking at me wonderingly. He smiled at me, before pulling me into a loving embrace. Blaise tilted my chin up to his lips and brought his mouth to mine, but I turned my lips away from him. He seemed confused as he pulled away. I smiled at him lovingly
“Blaise I love you. But I don’t want you. I need you, but I don’t want you. I can’t live with that Blaise. I can’t live a safe, protected, plain life. I need someone that understands me. Someone that doesn’t need to be told what I’m thinking. Someone that I can picture myself with for the rest of my life. I know I’m only 16 Blaise, but Draco is the best decision for me right now. You’ll always own a small piece of my heart, but Draco will always own the bigger piece of my heart” I whispered, feeling teardrops fall down my face. Blaise looked down at his hands, to save me from seeing the heart broken look on his face. He nodded slowly, sniffing slightly.
“I guess it was a 50/50 chance” he mumbled. He looked up at me with wet eyes, before leaning in to place a kiss on my cheek “I’ll always love you Kara” he whispered, before leaving. Draco pulled me into his chest and rocked me as I let the tears fall.