I Hate That I Love You

"Michael Zane Ravenous ! Get your ass up so you can go to school!" A voice screeched in my ear, I softly groaned "leave me alone !" I complained stuffing myself under my covers than suddenly silence fell in my room i was just about to go back to sleep when a wave of ice cold water fell upon me, I screamed shooting up in my bed "what the fuck was that for ?!" I glared at the women I was suppose to call my mother but she wasn't she was my step mother a selfish bitch who loved my father for his money "Don't fucking talk to me like that!" she literally bitch slapped me , I gritted my teeth and resisted the urge to punch her in her face but I couldn't do that she was a women no matter how much I questioned it and even being gay I don't hit women "I can talk to you however I like your not my mother" I climbed off my bed and walked to the door opening it up "get out" I demanded and with that she left with a glare but I didn't care the bitch did it all the time, I glared at her just as much as she did me, I fucking hate her but ya know what ? I'm 17 when I turn 18 I will get my money and move out as far away from them as I can. A soft sigh spilled from my lips, I walked into the bathroom that thank god was in my room, looking in the mirror at a boy who was pale with bright green and black but had beautiful hazel eyes and long eye lashes. Shaking my head silently I didn't like the way I looked I was missing something what was it you ask ? Piercings I had lip rings and the bar on both my ears but my dad listening to his bitchy new wife told me to take them out but I will get everything repierced later. Turning the shower on to warm water, I stepped inside let the water run down my body, my body ached I didn't know why but I needed a good massage "your gonna be late !" the bitch screeched once more as she banged on my bathroom door "alright get out of my face !" I screamed back and waited until everything fell silent once more. I stepped out drying myself and walked into my room pulling on black ripped skinny jeans with a black veil brides v neck on, I attached my chain to my jeans, pulled on my sneakers , brushed my hair , put eyeliner on which made my eye color pop out even more. Once I was semi pleased with my look I grabbed my book bag stuffing my phone charger , grabbing my phone and putting my on headphones and turned my music on and put it loud so I wouldn't have to hear my annoying parents yack at me about everything that is wrong with me. I ran down the steps and left my house climbing into my car, I drove to school humming along to the music that will sure put me deaf but I liked that fact, I mean I wouldn't have to hear anyone's complaining right ? The drive was short we lived rather close to school , I parked my car behind the school where it was like a desert there I hated my baby being around other cars, locking it , I left walking into school and to my first period class the teacher started to bitch about me being late but I didn't listen I went to the corner and sat down and took the notes and did my work like a good kid.

The day went by rather fast , the next thing I knew I was sitting in my last period where I sat in the front just to be able to stare at my teacher, he was so gorgeous I couldn't help but stare and everyone teased me about it too. I sat in my seat and turned off my music laying my phone on my notebook as I sat staring at the board wondering where my teacher was Mr. Alexandro, he didn't like being called by his last name "awh is someone missing their boo" the jock teased I looked up glaring, did I mentioned this was art class ? I stood up smiling sweetly I grabbed the paint from the table and poured it all over him writing asshole all over his face "Michael ! What the hell?" looking over at Mr. Alexandro standing at the door the floor was all covered with paint "he shouldnt have said anything to me ! Ya know even the greatest kid gets tired of people fucking with him" I muttered, he softly sighed "anthony go clean up and your free to leave home early" anthony left "micheal your staying to clean up my room" he said sitting at his desk he began to talk about a painting he wanted us to try tomorrow. When the bell rang everyone else the kids, the staff , it was just me and Mr. Alexandro. I grabbed a sponge and wet it in the sink kneeling on the floor to clean off the paint it was slowly coming off " Micheal, what came over you today" he asked from behind me "I told you I have reached my point and turns out I have anger issues" I mumbled "yeah seems like it but what did he say that caused you to do that" he asked stopping me and pulled me up to face him "he was teasing me saying I was missing you because you empowerment there yet and I'm getting annoyed with everyone fucking saying I like you! It's my fucking business " I cursed over and over "micheal calm down" he said soothing rubbing my shoulders , my eyes slipped shut I sighed in content "don't listen to them they continue cause you react" he said continuing to rub my shoulders "you know you have quite a lot of knots in your neck and shoulders " he said softly "don't worry about the mess the janitor will clean up the rest of it" he smiled at him , I couldn't help but smile back this man was so gorgeous, I stared up at him "just stay until 3 and you can go alright?" I nodded gently sitting on the table with my legs crossed I still felt his hands on my shoulders he leaned against my back "you know no matter what everyone says I kinda might like you too" he whispered softly in my ear, I shivered some "ya d-do ?" I asked looking over at him with a light blush appearing on my cheeks "I do" he smiled I could see him glancing between my lips and eyes , it was like a movie but so much better when our lips actually pressed together. Alexandro's lips moved perfectly with mine, it was a sweet first kiss , my arms slid around his neck. After a few minutes he pulled back smiling "I liked that" he said softly " tomorrow is Friday.. How about we go out ? I mean like a date" he asked me I stared at him in shock for a couple minutes until I responded "yeah sounds good" I smiled softly I couldn't wait for tomorrow.