Baby I'll Be Your Frankenstine

We're at the spa, and Gerard hasn't been himself. I mean, he seems happy, but I know better. He is hiding his pain behind his fake smile. After he was in the hospital for the 2nd time, which was a couple of weeks ago, he hasn't been the same. He seems torn inside. His dad isn't here to hurt him now, but when he gets home he will have one hell of a beating, I just know this will happen.

I hear a song coming from Gee's room.

"Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect..."

"Uh...augh..." I hear someone crying.

Gee?! He's the one who's crying?!

I walk into the room and I lift up Gee's chin.

"F...Frankie?" He whispers, tears in his eyes.

"Gee, baby, what's wrong?"

"F..Frankie, I don't know..." He sobs.

I wrap my arms around his frail body.

"Is it because of your dad?"

He nods weakly.

I grab his shoulders and help him stand.

"Gee, how about we go and see how the girls are, they usually seem to cheer us up."

"O..OK..."

I walk to the living room and the girls are watching the most depressing movie ever, The Dead Poets' Society. The scene when Neil commits suicide comes in and Gerard starts shaking.

"Uh...uhn...F...Frankie...sob...why are we watching this...?"

I run my hand through his black hair.

"Gee, baby, look away..."

He can't look away. His tear stained face is staring at Niel's body.

The girls turn around and look at us.

Lidia walks over.

"Gerard," She whispers "Whats wrong?"

"L..L...Lidi...I just feel so damn depressed after I got out the hospital a while back, I didn't show it, because I didn't want to hurt you, Cloudy, and Frankie..."

Claudia walks over.

"Gee, here, ' She hands Gee a tissue and wipes away his tears.

"Why the hell do you all help me? I just make all your lives miserable!" He shouts.

"No Gee, you don't!"

"Stop lying Cloudy! It's true and you know it!"

"Gee, who the hell do you think cleans up you when you are lying in a pool of your blood? We do, Lidi and myself do! We love you! Mikey does too, he just doesn't show it often! Frankie, what about Frankie!? He loves you to death, that's why...that's why he is by your side when you are drunk, high, or beaten to a bloody pulp!!"

"We love you Gerard Arthur Way! We love you!"

Gee stands there shocked, he doesn't believe what is happening.

I grab the back of his head and pull him into a tender loving kiss.

"Feel loved?" I ask smiling.

Gee nods and kisses me back.