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A Baby Boy You've Held So Tightly, This Pain It Visits Almost Nightly
Just have to grin and bear it.
Time Lapse: Morning.
Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Bee-
I groaned and thew the nearest thing at my alarm clock...which just so happened to be a pillow.
I tried to sit up but winced. I laid in the same spot on the center of my bedroom floor.
All the memories of last night hit me..
Him beating me till I was bruised and bleeding...
All the profanities he yelled at me...."Stupid...worthless...waist of space and talent...faggot..
Tears welled up in my eyes but I blinked them away.
I hauled myself up off of the floor and stammered my way to the bathroom.
I stripped my clothes off of myself and looked in the mirror.
There were bruises and cuts all over my torso and stomach..and a large bruise on my cheek.
I hopped in the shower and washed all of the dried blood off of myself.
I got out of the shower and dried myself. Wrapping a towel around my waist.
I got out my straightener and blowdryer and did my hair. I put a thick layer of eye liner around my eyes to hide the bags. Finally I put some foundation on my cheeks to hide the bruise. I don't want anyone suspecting anything, now do I?
I stepped out of the bathroom and went through my clothes..choosing what I wanted to wear today.
I ended up choosing a Black v-neck shirt, Black skinny jeans, a couple studded belts and a black waist coat.
Once I was ready I walked downstairs, only to see that Michael and the girls were all awake and eating breakfast.
"Morning sleepy head!" Michael chimed giving me a hug. I had to try my hardest not to wince.
"Morning Mickey... Morning girls" I smiled.
"Morning Andy" Heather and Marissa said simultaneously.
I noticed that Michael was dressed a bit nicer today... He was wearing a tight white V-neck shirt.. multiple necklaces, black ripped skinnies, studded belts and a Leather jacket. His hair was styled and he was wearing quite a bit of eyeliner..
I told the girls to go and get their things ready for school. They obeyed.
I smirked at Michael and he raised an eyebrow at me.
"What?" He questioned.
"Trying to impress someoneee?" I pushed.
His eyes widened and he blushed. Ha.
"N-no...but do I look okay?"
"Hah... Yea, you look fine...and I'm sure Kellin will love it."
Again..he blushed. Aw.
"Okay, we should get going..or we're going to be late." I said.
"Kay".
We headed out. I dropped the girls off to the elementary school and Michael and I headed to the Highschool.
We stepped out of the car. We hugged one another and headed our separate ways.
"Well... this should be fun." I muttered to myself.
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HEY! Sorry this chapter is absolute shit... I had a lot going on this weekend... Boyfriend problems...family issues and stuff...but I'm back.Sorry this chapter is so shitty... but It's getting late and I have school..I just had to update this before I went to bed.
I'll be sure to continue tomorrow right after school I promise.
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