Would You Hate Me If I Told You I Loved You?

Brendon's POV

This town just wasn't made for two
But when the streets they call my name, what can I do?
There's a place I'd like to visit there someday

And if you decline my invitation, what can I say?
What can I say?
What can I say?

When the corner light is dimmed on the street
And all the faces looked confused on those you meet
Tell your friends that I'll be dead when you read this
Tell them I couldn't take the pain of loneliness
Of loneliness
Of loneliness

I am feeling low
And I'm singing in my sleep when you're around, will you comfort me?
I'll dream of you
And the smile that you give, to me
You give to me
You give to me

It's the same thing everyday
Because we run out of things to say
If you're gone and me not here
It kind of sheds a different light on the whole year
On the whole year
On the whole year

I am feeling good
And I'm singing in my sleep when you're around, will you comfort me?
I'll dream of you
And the smile that you give, to me
You give to me
You give to me
You give to me

I wrote down. Sinking further into the bathtub, the water now turning red with my blood, and salty with my tears, I started crying. In scribbled handwriting, I wrote my notes to my parents. Tiny drops of blood fell onto the paper, leaving stains of where my wrists had been

Dear Mom and Dad,
I am so sorry you have to see me going like this. I have been fucking up a lot lately, and cant stand what I have become. Please. Tell everyone not to turn out like me. Only 14 years later after arriving from the world, I leave it. Sort of ironic, isn't it? The only thing not ironic? The fact that I wont miss everything around me. The days I have spent worrying about grades, girls, and my acne. Please tell everyone I love them. I didn't mean to give up, but it was just so hard.

Your angel, Brendon

And that was the last thing I remembered besides my mom's bloodcurdling scream. Total darkness.