Bad

Ni~

I never meant for this to happen, I never meant for the media to find out. I never meant to do this to you. I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have pushed you.

That is why I’m leaving. I’m leaving before I can cause any more damage. We can’t do this to each other, all we do is hurt each other. I can’t do this anymore.

I’ve ruined everything, we’ve ruined everything. I’m so sick of feeling like shit because of you, and I’m sick of hurting you too. You deserve so much better than this relationship, and so do I.

We’re bad for each other Niall, horrible, not mean to be. We have to end it. And end it now.

Do not look for me, I swear to god Niall, don’t do it. I will phone the police, I will have you arrested. I’m scared of how this will end if we do this any longer. It’s better if I leave before it gets too out of hand, though it’s too out of hand already isn’t it?

I’m sorry that it had to end this way, but honestly, if I were to say it to your face, we both know I wouldn’t leave. You wouldn’t let me.

Goodbye Niall.

Yours;
Kaycee.