I Love You, Why Can't You Love Me?

I called Brian to see if I could come over but he didn't answer.
I thought maybe he wouldn't mind if I just showed up and surprised him.
I smiled and got up from the couch running to my room.
I picked out a yellow dress and white flats.
I found my white pearls and the butterfly necklace my grandmother gave me before she died.
I also pulled out pearl diamond earrings and placed it all on my dresser.
I curled my hair with beach curls and placed a white flower clip on the side.
I did my make up natural.
I slipped on the yellow dress and flats.
I grabbed the pearl necklace and wrapped it around my wrist three or four times so it was a bracelet.
I put the earrings on and hooked the necklace on around my neck.
I looked myself over and then sprayed myself with my lucky Midnight Pomegranate perfume.
Belle

I walked out towards the front grabbing my phone when Lilly whistled.

"Girl you lookin' fine! Where are you off to?"
"Brian's."
"I'm sure he'll love that outfit."
"I'm hoping. I called but he didn't pick up so i'm going to surprise him."
"Good luck."

She smiled and I waved and walked out.
I got in my car and sped off towards his house.
I parked and looked at myself in the mirror once more before getting out.
I locked up my car and walked to the door.
I knocked but no answer.
Hmm... That's weird. His car is here.
I looked at the drive way again and noticed another car.
A gold Camry.
I opened the door and walked in.

"Brian?" I called but no answer.

I walked to the back of the house where the livingroom was.
I walked in and gasped.
Ashley was all over him and he was letting it happen.
At least thats what i looked like.

"Brian?!" I half screamed half cried.

Ashley looked at me and smiled.
Brian pushed her off and walked towards me and tried to grab my hand but I backed up.

"What the fuck is this?"
"Babe, listen to me please. Just let me explain."

I sighed and nodded.
I know he didn't deserve it but I decided to let him.

"I know this looks bad. It is. But she came in here and jumped on top of me. I tried getting her off but she wouldnt."
"She's an anorexic bitch, Brian! How could you not?!"
"Excuse me?!" She finally butted in.

I looked around Brian at her.

"You heard me."

I looked back at Brian.
I looked down at myself.
I sighed.

"You didn't answer so I thought i'd surprise you by getting dressed up but that was a mistake."
"No it wasn't."

I glared at him.

"I just caught my boyfriend sucking face with his ex! How would you feel if you caught Me doing that?!"

He looked down.

"Exactly! I think we should take a break."
"What?" I could see tears.

Now you know a guy loves you when he cries after a break up.
Fuck.
I sighed.
I can't do this to him.

"Alright. I forgive you. I can't believe I am but I am. Now could you please kick her out?"

He smiled and kissed my cheek before turning around.

"Ashley, out."
"But Brian! What happend to makeup sex?!"
"There was no sex involved in this. You're being ridiculous and childish for doing this. Face it. We. Are. OVER. Get it through that thick skull of yours. Stay away from us. The next time you come around i'm going to file a restraining order."

She got up and huffed.

"Fine."

She walked over to me.

"Things were fine and dandy until you had to butt in. I never liked you. You got in the way. You always ruin everything!"

She yelled at me before storming out.

My arms were crossed and I was looking down.
Brian lifted my face to look at him.

"You looked really beautiful by the way."

I felt my face heat up.

"You mean i'm prettier than fake barbie?"

He chuckled.

"A thousand times better."

I smiled and hugged him.
I know I shouldn't have forgiven him but I couldn't stand to see him cry.
I knew he was telling the truth once that happend.
No man can fake a cry.
I let go and his held my face and kissed me.
I kissed back.
He broke the kiss smiling.

"I'm really sorry, Belle."
"It was a misunderstanding. Plus I told you she was fucking psycho."
"I understand now."
"How did you ever date that?"
"I have no fucking clue."

I smiled as we walked into the livingroom.
That bitch was going to pay.