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Postcards and Polaroids

Chapter 75.

“Taylor, get off!” I yelled, shoving him hard. He pinned me back down. Why was he doing this? Why me? Why wasn’t Kellin here?
“Shhh..” He said “You’ll like it” He kissed my neck harder.
“Get off!” I yelled, finally pushing him off of me. He lost his balance, falling onto the floor. He was angry.
“Get out!” I yelled, I shoved him towards the door.
“Jess, what’s your problem!” He yelled. My face was burning.
“Just get out!” I said “Go! Go home!” He sighed, and stormed out the door.
My heart was racing. The tears rushed back into my eyes. I leaned against the door, hiding my face in my knees, and cried. I needed Kellin. I needed him here. I couldn’t do this on my own anymore.
By the time I got to my phone, I was practically sobbing. I called him. He answered after the first ring.

“Jess? Ohmygod, Jess I-” I cut him off.
“K-Kellin.. p-please.. p-please.. co-come ho-home.” I wondered if he could even make out what I said. I tried to make it sound like english this time.
“Kellin.. please.. come home. I need you. I can’t do this anymore.” I heard him sigh.
“If you really need me to come home, I will..” He said quietly. “What happened? Are you okay? Are you crying?” I caught my breath.
“Kellin I.. I just need you.. Please..” I bit my lip. His tour was half over, I couldn’t really ask him to leave just yet.
“Y-you know.. no, d-don’t leave. St-stay on your tour. I.. I just.. I just needed to hear your voice..”
“Jess..” He sighed. “I.. I miss you. I really miss you.” I missed him too. More than anything. Especially right now. Especially after what happened. Especially after what COULD of happened.
“Now, what happened?” He asked. I bit my lip, contemplating telling him or not. I decided it was a good idea.
“T-Taylor, he..” Kellin jumped in.
“Taylor? What about Taylor? What did he do? Did he hurt you?”
“It.. It was nothing Kellin..I.. I love you.. I’ll talk to you tomorrow.. goodnight.” He sighed.
“Goodnight, Jess. I love you too.”
I hung up, and proceeded to cry in my bed alone for the rest of the night.