An Average Girl

Anaveragegirl's blog entry #1:

Sometimes I wonder why you’ve gone away. Did I do something to push you to leave? I wonder where you could have possibly gone. Near, far, statewide, countrywide? I think about you every single day and night while you’re away. I’m scared I will never see you again. You’re the one who I confided in, but without you life is so empty. I want you back home where you belong.

And what is love? I looked in the dictionary and it means a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person, but it boggles my mind how strong the word is. Especially for me, a high school student, who is in love with a guy. Although, sometimes I wonder if he really is the guy I will be with for the rest of my life. Then again, like I said, I’m only in high school and I have my whole life ahead of me. So what me and this guy have…is it really love?
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