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I Hate This Flavor With a Passion.

What's Really On My Mind.

I stared at the bright blue skull I had been painting. It was a day of the dead skull, a tradition most Hispanic families celebrated. I was always obsessed with the way these skulls were decorated, with bright colors and detailed designs. They were all unique and eye catching, I made mine look like a cartoon. Although the skull was colorful and beautiful I made the background dark and scary, I wanted it to be an un ordinary interpretation. I smiled as I put the finishing touches on the canvas. I had done four painting today, two were related to pierce the veil, for next weeks meeting and I made two others that were for me but I would be showing anyways that day.

I set the canvas next to the other completed three, I had only one canvas left and I decided I wanted to continue painting, I had no idea how long I had been locked away in my studio and I was okay with that. My phone was off and in my bedroom, I could see outside the window that it was now night time, I had been in here since I left tony this morning after he took me out to breakfast at a cute little diner in town.

I picked up the blank canvas and set it on the ground, I stood over it staring at it for what felt like hours. I jumped and let out a shrill scream as I knock came from my studio door, my heart accelerated quickly and I felt the creeping fear run down my spine. I knew it was tony, but I was In such a trance imagining my next painting I forgot reality existed.

"Oh my god Addie I am so sorry I didn't mean to scare you! Baby?" Tony shouted from the other side of the locked door, concerned dripped from his voice. I rushed over and un locked it swinging the door open an falling I to his arms.

"Tony!" I breathed as my heart rate calmed itself and the shock from my fight or flight reflex left my body.

"Addie, baby. I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to." He kissed my neck tenderly and I laughed lightly at how upset he was with himself. Tony had such a sensitive side to him, it was absolutely adorable.

"It's okay tone, I just forgot you were going to check on me, or I wouldn't have locked the door." He stated at me with protective eyes and gave me a warm smile.

"Well, I brought you dinner." Tony stated holding up a pick nick basket. My eyes grew wide and my stomach let out a painful growl, I was so Intranced by my work I completely forgot to eat since breakfast.

"Thank you so much, your the best baby." I kissed his lips hungrily, I craved tony desperately, I didn't realize how much I missed his touch until our lips met.

"Can I see what you've been working on?" Tony asked after we broke our kiss.

"Maybeeee. If you earn it." I winked at him as he rolled his eyes. He set his basket down in the door way and gave me a dangerous look.

He placed his hands on my hips and pushed me back against the wall gently. He ran his hands down to my thighs and lifted me off the ground using the wall to hold me up as he wrapped my legs around his waist. I instinctively squeezed his hips slightly with my legs. His hands the grazed under my shirt to my ribs. I loved how his warm hands felt on my skin, his thumbs made circles just below my bra cups. He brushed his lips against mine teasingly. I let out a whimper, he just smiled smugly and trailed kisses from my cheek to my neck. My body shivered wanting more.

"Tony." I breathed desperately, he laughed darkly then crashed his lips on mine.

His kiss sent sparks throughout my body, his lips were warm and soft, they felt like they were melting into mine. My eyes rolled in pleasure under my eyelids. He stopped our embrace and set me down. I was breathless and stared at him with wanting half opened in a daze eyes. tony had such an amazing effect on me. He laughed at me lightly seeing the look on my face.

"Well, by the look of things, I think I earned it." He whispered in my ear making my body crave him more. I slapped his shoulder roughly.

"Oh hush. Conceited much?" I teased and pulled him in the direction of the paintings I had finished today.

"Wow, Addie these are amazing. You did all of these today?" He asked astonished and hugged me close to him kissing the top of my head as he did so. I was so short in comparison to him without my shoes on, it was kind of funny.

"I sure did." I gave him a huge smile.

"Your so talented baby, how did I get so lucky?" He looked at me proudly and it made me blush wildly.

"Your talented to mr. Guitar." I reminded him teasingly.

"Oh that's right, well then, that makes you the lucky one." He teased back and grabbed my hand. He picked up the basket in the doorway and lead my down the stairs. I giggled as we reached the bottom, he told me to stop so he could set up dinner. I rolled my eyes and agreed.

He sat the basket in the center of the living room and opened it. He pulled out a black sheet I recognized from his room and laid it out on the floor. He then placed the basket in the center of the blanket and pulled out two plates. He set one up on each side with silverware. He then waved me over to take a seat. I blushed at how cute he was being. He didn't immediately sit down next to me, my eyes continued to follow him as he turned on my TV and placed a DVD Into the system before he sat down across from me.

"Tony, what is all this?" He flashed me a huge goofy smile as the TV started to play 'lady and the tramp'.

"I wanted to surprise my wonderful girlfriend with a romantic night in, is that a crime beautiful?" He asked playfully. I laughed and looked down at myself, my clothes covered in paint and I could feel the paint on my cheeks crack as I smiled.

"I'm sorry I'm not dressed more appropriately." I stated and he grabbed my hand over the mystery food that lay inside the basket.

"You look amazing Addie, your perfect, especially when your all covered in paint." A huge smile crept across my face. I leaned over and kissed him, he was the perfect one.

He smiled at me and reached into the basket once more bringing out Tupperware filled with spaghetti and a separate one filled with vegetarian meatballs. It was just like in the movie and it was absolutely perfect.

"Your so cute tone." I broke the silence as we ate watching our movie and occasionally glancing at each other cutely. Every time we locked eyes unexpectedly tony would blush. I wanted to kiss him every time it happened.

"Not as cute as you Addie." He retorted and looked back at the screen. His eyes widened.

"This is my favorite part." He gushed as tramp punched the meatball over to last with his nose. I looked down to my plate and grabbed a noodle that wasn't as covered in sauce as the rest.

"Baby?" I asked holding out one end of the noodle to him. He smiled widely and we both placed an opposite Ed of the noodle Into our mouths.

We met in the middle and kissed at the same time as the cartoon on the screen. However our kiss ended up getting a little more heated as tony snuck his tongue over mine, and his hand rested on the back of my head deepening our kiss. It was romantic but also filled with lust. He pushed our plates aside and crawled over to me as we continued our make out session, forcing me to lay down. He hovered above me between my legs and his free hand rubbed my thigh up and down. I bucked my hips into his as his hand ran under the opening In The leg of my shorts. His fingers brushed over the hem if my underwear and I wanted him desperately to touch many skin beneath them.

I ran my hand down the front of his shirt until I reached his belt, I let my hand hover there for a moment as tony continued kissing every inch of my neck that was exposed before I nervously made the move to stark unbuckling his pants. Tony stopped just when I got his belt removed and stared at me.

"Are you sure Addie?" He asked me continuing to rub circles into my hip with one hand and hold my face rubbing my cheek with the thumb of his other hand.

"Tony... I. I want to share this with you. I want to experience all of you and I want you to experience all of me. Your special to me tony, I've never been more sure in my entire life for this." I said nervously, staring into his beautiful chocolate eyes that looked back at me with nothing but love and care.

Tony just smiled down at me without saying a single word and wrapped his arms around my waist, while lifting me off the blanket effortlessly. He carried my bridal style up my stairs as I kissed his neck leaving him hickeys along the way. He stopped outside my bedroom door, he slowly turned the handle and let the door fall open as he carried me inside. My floor and bed were covered in yellow and red rose petals. It looks beautiful, he must have done this before he got me out of the studio.

"Tony, this is beautiful." I gasped covering my mouth as he laid me gently onto my bed.

"Not as beautiful as you Addie." He cooed kissing my lips gently while pushing my shirt upward. I quickly removed it and ran my hands under his own shirt. He took it off and I couldn't help but stare.

He was covered in beautiful tattoos and underneath those tattoos was his perfectly toned body. I sat up and kissed him from his stomach up to his chest. He moaned lowly and pushed me back into my bed. His hands un clasped my bra as he kissed my collar bone. Soon he was massaging my breasts gently making me moan. I unbuttoned his pants and slid them off him effortlessly. Tony gave me a smirk as i gasped feeling him slip his fingers inside me. His touch was so gentle that I didn't notice his hand slide under my shorts as we kissed.

He bit my bottom lip roughly as his finger pumped lightly in and out of me as his thump massaged my bud gently. I was breathing raggedly as his touch made my body flood with pleasure.

"Oh tony, please?" I begged tugging at his boxers.

"Are you sure baby?" He asked one more time removing his hand from me and trusting his hips into mine making me moan as I felt him hard trough my shorts, only making me want him more from the anticipation.

"Yes please?" I begged thrusting my hips into his in return. He nodded and removed my under garments gently. He looked at my exposed body with a look on his face like he was looking at the most beautiful thing he's ever seen. His look made me feel confident and I've never felt more comfortable with a man in a moment like this.

He removed his boxers and revealed himself, he was definitely above average and I couldn't help but wonder his fully exposed body with my eyes. he was so perfect. He slid a condom on and laid above me once more. He kissed me deeply making my heart race, I could feel his tip just outside my entrance, driving me wild.

"Ready?" He asked into my lips.

"Ready." I whispered.

His lips meant mine at the exact moment he entered me. I gasped under his mouth as he continued a slow rhythm. He intertwined his fingers with mine as he bit my neck harshly. Our bodies molded together perfectly, my body craved all of tony and it finally for what it was wanting. I couldn't stop moaning with every trust he made, he knew exactly how to keep me just at the peak before my orgasm. It was driving me wild. I could feel it building up in the pit of my stomach. I was about to Finnish when he suddenly stopped and started to move at a painfully slow teasing pace. Making me beg with my body and my moans.

I tried forcing the quick rhythm back with my own hips but tony held my sides down so he had complete control over my body, and it's reactions to his.

"Please!" I shouted desperately, he moaned loudly as he gave me one powerful rough thrust before quickening the pace and intensifying the feeling in the pit of my stomach ten fold. I was going to Burst. He pressed his body as close as he could to mine as he thrusted quickly and deeply Inside of me. The feeling of every inch of our exposed skin rubbing against one another brought me even closer. Tony pressed his lips to mine just as I started to release my scream as I came underneath him, suppressing it with his own moans as he finished.

We collapsed into each other. He stared into my eyes as I made circles on his back with my fingertips while he laid on top of me.

"Addie?" He spoke as we took sharp breaths trying to regain our normal relaxed state of breathing. Our chests rising and falling in sync.

"tony?" I whispered, feeling the tiredness if my body wash over me from the Intense activity it just experienced.

"Your my everything Addie, nothing's ever felt so right, I'm happy I've shared myself with you, I am completely yours and only yours, I never want that to change." He admitted confidently.

"Nothing will ever change that tony, stay with me tonight?" I pleaded, already craving him once more, wanting his body next to mine.

"Of course baby." He kissed my lips before getting up and going to the bathroom.

I thought I was only beginning to fall for him just last night, but tonight I realized, I was far past falling. I was already head over heels, I was in love with tony- and nothing would ever change that. But how do I tell him? surely it was too soon to feel this way.

Tony came out of the bathroom and immediately crawled into bed next to me, wrapping his arms around my waist and bringing our naked bodies close together.

"Goodnight beautiful." He whispered into my ear.

"Goodnight tone." I whispered back as my heavy eyes closed shut welcoming the darkness.

I felt Tony's heart beat against my shoulder comforting me, the rhythm lulling me to sleep. My mind raced, I wish I could have told tony what was really on my mind... goodnight tony, I love you.
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Sorry this took so long guys ! I have tweaked this chapter so much ! I hope you all like it and that you all enjoy reading it ! Please comment ! I love you all and in sorry it was very descriptive.