Obsession - I Just Miss You Is All.

The phone rings….
The message box is full….
You never call back….

But I know it’s only because you’re not home right?
You haven’t had the time….maybe you’re stranded in an elevator….maybe your power went out….maybe I’ll have to bring over some candles and help keep you warm….

I think about you when I’m brushing my teeth….
My toothbrush is purple….
Purple is your favorite color.
Purple is also my favorite color.

I brush the hair from my eyes as I turn on the water and watch it flow into the sink…
It reminds me of rainbow…
You like rainbows!
I have rainbows on my underwear!
I wonder what’s on your underwear….

Monkey’s
Clouds
Teacups….

Maybe they’re just plain…

I like plain.
I like whatever you like.
Whatever you like is awesome….

I call you again…. 8 rings and I count in between them…I can say your name twice fast before the next ring starts…..

“ElamenoElameno!”

It sounds funny and images of you flood my head.
I give a giggle that sounds more like a sneeze…

A giggle sneeze!

I hold my breath as I hear your voice

“This is Ellie, leave me a message!” I squeeze my eyes shut as I’m about to give a giggle sneeze but hold it for the last part…I hear your breathy voice about to burst into laughter

And I’lll Love you forever!”

My heart flips….
Yes.
Please.
Love me forever…..